John appreciated her honesty in that moment and it wasn't something he was going to wind her up about either. For once.
And yet there was a part of him that wanted to look further. If not about himself, then about the people on the station. Maybe he could find answers. Or maybe it was something he should stay clear off. For the time being he needed to understand. He needed everything to make sense in his head and that meant asking people questions and figuring things out.
"I need a bloody drink..." he said, shaking his head. "Come on" he said, before heading off to find a bar. He could get a couple of drinks, see who he could get answers out of. He wondered how curious Zee was.