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I had a foolish idea when I was younger that I’d somehow be able to live happily with both Hadley and Pauline. That we’d set up in some kind of threesome, similar to what you suggested when Abi first appeared here.
I was delusional.
I think we would have stayed married if I’d be able to not sleep with anyone else. Losing Hadley, hurting her like that, putting her in that position - that’s my worst regret. And I don’t think I’ll ever fully forgive myself, I’m not sure I should even. It started a snowball effect, and apparently I’m still rolling. It really is time to stop, Isa.