Ashley Ellenore Darcy (ashleysully) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2018-07-30 13:17:00 |
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Entry tags: | fitzwilliam darcy, ~ash sully |
My darling Mr Darcy,
I'm afraid I find myself in the most interesting predicament of being entirely unable to stop thinking about you. It seems that at any moment you come to mind, even during the most mundane of tasks. I can't even limit it to my waking hours as you have appeared in my dreams on many an occasion.
You have driven me to complete and utter distraction. I cannot read even a sentence without thinking of your smile. When trying to cook I get lost in the thought of your beautiful eyes. Sleeping is next to impossible with thoughts of sitting beside you at the piano. And I hear your musical voice almost constantly in my head.
I am hopelessly lost to you, Mr. Darcy. Every second that goes by between the times that we are together seems an agonous torture. It’s as if years have separated our meetings even if it were only actually a few moments. I cannot bear the time that we are apart.
I apologize for being so frank and forward. I know it is most unladylike but I simply cannot help myself. You do things to me that I’ve never imagined anyone able to do until now. The feelings that you have stirred in me are both frightening and wonderful at the same time. I don’t know how else to express it. Every part of my being cries out for you, Mr Darcy.
I am very much looking forward to the time that the feel of your lips on mine is no longer just a fantasy. When the touch of your hand on my skin is a blissful reality. When our time is spent more together than apart. I wait for it with bated breath and an anticipation as yet unknown.
Lovingly Yours,
Ashley Sully.