"It's different... It's different knowing something happened and seeing it all and not being able to do... anything." She tried to get a grip, and with a few deep breaths she was able to calm the sobs to soft hiccups. But she couldn't stop the tears. Shannon looked up at him. Finally noticing the damage she had done. But not taking the time to admire it.
"It hurts so much, no one could save you." Her lips quivered and lay as the threat to the thin hold she had was about to snap. "Can you go solid, please?"