So that was it. Thirteen years was all he had left. He held Bucky a little tighter. He wanted to apologize again, but kept quiet. After a second he wiped at the tears on his cheeks and sat up just enough to kiss Bucky soundly, putting both hands on his cheeks. He then rested his forehead against Bucky's. "That why you look so scruffy?" He chuckled softly. "Didn't have me around to take care of you?"