The pot had finished just as he knocked so she popped the rest of her cookie in her mouth and smoothed down her clothes briefly. She was oddly nervous. He was one of the first people that she was going to let see her, that she'd let in on her secret, and though she knew that pregnancies here were not what they were back in Gilead, it still felt like something to hide. Maybe because she didn't feel the same type of immediate love and excitement all of the other expectant mothers seemed to.