Steven Grant Barnes (sickbuttsteve) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2018-02-24 03:24:00 |
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Bucky groaned awake. His feet were freezing. He huffed and started tugging at the blanket with them, assuming it had bunched up somewhere in the middle of the night, and tried to cover them again. This proved more difficult than he had originally expected and he let out a grunt, trying to add his arm to the equation but just getting himself tangled up in them before quickly losing his balance and falling off the bed with a loud, ungraceful thud. “Fuck.” He moaned, eyes still not even awake as he lay flat on the floor. ---- Steve had been sound asleep until Bucky started moving around. The blankets coming off woke him up a little bit more but it was the thud that really got his attention. “You okay?” He asked as he rolled onto his back and sighed a little. He ran his hands over his face and was suddenly wide awake. “Babe?” He sat up and then leaned over the bed, looking down at Bucky. ----- “Holy shit.” Bucky almost gaped as Steve’s head appeared above him, staring. “You’re big.” He stared for a second, “And...beardy.” He’d never seen any of the other Steve’s quite like this. Sure there was stubble now and then, maybe they waited a little bit too long between haircuts but this was different. ----- “Yeah.” He rubbed at his chin again. “You’re not exactly small.” He got off the bed and came around to offer Bucky a hand. ------ Bucky couldn’t seem to take his eyes off Steve. He loved his fiance, including how he looked normally, but he couldn’t deny that this was a sight to behold too. He reached up to take Steve’s hand and that was when he finally saw it. The arm was back. He was momentarily distracted, flexing the fingers, bending the elbow, moving it one way, then the other. It was the arm but it was different. This one didn’t hurt, it did what he told it to. “Well...that’s there.” he commented, carefully putting the metal hand in to Steve’s big one. ----- Steve bit his lip when he noticed the arm. He knew how Bucky had felt about it the first time and really hoped that he wouldn’t pull away again. “No star.” He pointed out as he pulled Bucky up. Being completely unused to the strength in this body he’d put far more effort into it than was actually necessary. ----- “It’s different. I don’t think it’s the same one.” he mused, being taken completely by surprise with the amount of force that lifted him off the ground, losing balance a bit until he fell in to Steve’s broad chest. He laughed softly. “Guess we’ll have to get used to that.” ----- Steve stumbled back a little bit stayed on his feet. He blushed hard as he wrapped his arms around Bucky. “Sorry.” He moved back a little and smirked. “I’m taller than you.” ---- “You are.” He bit at the inside of his mouth a bit, noticing more and more as they stood there. Their voices were different too, Steve’s was similar but there was a bit of a rasp there, something deeper. He reached up with his flesh hand, carding it through Steve’s hair. “I kind of like it long.” he commented, closing his fingers into a fist lightly ----- Steve let out a little breath. “I’m kind of liking it, too.” He might have to avoid a few haircuts when they were inevitably turned back into their usual selves. He put a hand on Bucky’s cheek and smiled. “You know what this means?” He had an evil glint in his eye. ---- “Hmm?” Bucky hummed, eyes still roaming over Steve’s features, taking in all the little details. They were both definitely older. Or, their bodies were. He didn’t have any new memories so he assumed it was just a physical change. Those were usually a little easier. He was glad for it, not wanting to go through something that would be difficult or over-emotional like the last time he’d had the arm. Especially not so soon after waking up. ----- Steve gave Bucky a quick kiss before leaning down and picking him up over his shoulder. The height difference alone had kept that from happening when they were younger, not to mention Steve’s healthy. He wasn’t a weakling but he wasn’t as strong as Bucky. Steve laughed softly as he carried Bucky over to the other side of the bed and threw him down onto it. He then climbed on all fours over him and kissed him soundly. ------ Bucky let out a noise that he would completely deny making when Steve hefted him up like he was little more than a rag doll. He had to admit, there was something hot about that. He bounced a little when he landed, and quickly hooked his arms around Steve’s neck and moaned in to the kiss. ----- Steve kissed Bucky very thoroughly, for what seemed like an eternity. He usually had to break after just a couple of minutes but this time he didn’t. He just kissed him, settling his body down on top of Bucky’s. It was amazing how good just that could feel. Getting completely lost in the moment. ----- He loved the feel of it-being pinned, covered, and kissed breathless. He was pretty sure this was the longest they’d ever managed and Steve showed no sign of stopping. It was him this time, that had to pull away, panting. He didn’t stay long though, breathing hard against Steve’s skin for a few seconds before he surged back up in to him,. His hands had both tangled in to Steve’s hair and he couldn’t have helped it if he wanted; he was already more than half-hard between his own and Steve’s firm belly. ----- Steve moaned into the kiss and moved his hands to Bucky’s sides. This body meant that he could do all the things he’d wanted to do all along. Things that weren’t possible before. After a few more minutes of kissing, he moved to Bucky’s neck, kissing and sucking and even lightly biting as his hands moved over Bucky’s body. ------ Bucky’s head fell back, giving Steve whatever room he needed. Maybe it was just the change in his body, or maybe it was the fact that their roles had been reversed a bit, but he couldn’t help finding the whole thing incredibly hot. He noticed though, that, even though the change was hardly as dramatic as Steve’s, his own body was a pretty far cry from what it had been when he went to sleep and was glad Steve seemed to be enjoying his exploration of it. He certainly was. His hands tugged a little at Steve’s hair, just because he could before letting it go, instead running them down over the strong muscles in his shoulder and back. ----- Steve started to slowly kiss and lick his way down Bucky’s body. “You’re buffer.” He muttered against Bucky’s skin, tracing each defined ab with his tongue. ---- “I’d say so are you but I think that’d be stating the obvious.” Bucky mumbled. They were both obviously built, though looking down and seeing their bodies side-by-side he could see the differences. Where Steve was mostly lean and broad at his shoulders, Bucky was thicker through the middle and down to his thighs. He’d started to wonder if it was something that would happen to him eventually or if it had something to do with whatever this body had been through but his thoughts were quickly diverted when Steve’s teeth hit a particularly sensitive spot on his stomach and he gasped, nails scratching at Steve’s skin slightly. ----- “Like that, huh?” Steve grinned and went over the spot again, sucking gently this time. He put his hands on Bucky’s hips and started to move down even further. Though Steve was definitely evil when he wanted to be. His mouth ghosted over Bucky’s cock, just barely brushing it before he started to move back up. -------- Bucky moaned, metal hand reaching behind him to grab at the headboard. “Dick.” he groaned, when Steve moved away from him, hips arching off the bed a little, trying to follow the warmth of his breath but finding little motion was possible with the way Steve held him. ----- Steve let out a throat chuckle. “Yes, that’s what that’s called.” He smirked before kissing Bucky’s neck again. He then whispered in Bucky’s ear, deep and raspy. “Don’t want you anywhere near cumming when I fuck you.” ---- Bucky’s whole body seemed to react without his permission, surging up against Steve with a deep moan pulling from somewhere in his chest. His dick twitched and a bead of moisture dripped on to his own belly. ----- Steve smiled and kissed just behind Bucky’s ear before he shifted so he could reach the lube. He’d made sure to stock up after that first night. He tried to keep his mouth on Bucky’s neck but even in this bigger body his reach wasn’t that long. He moved just enough to reach it and then sat up a bit. “You want prep or no?” He asked as he squeezed some lube onto his fingers. ------ Part of him knew he should say yes, but another, more reckless part of him, honestly wanted to see what would happen. “No.” he panted, hips rocking almost like he was humping the air just the smallest bit, but his eyes never left Steve. ---- Steve smirked a little and started to slowly stroke his cock, coating it with lube. He made sure to make it extra coated just to be safe. He then got over Bucky, slipping his hand behind one knee and pulling it up as he got into position. “Love you.” He said softly. Steve leaned down and kissed Bucky as he started to very slowly push into him, not wanting to hurt him. ------ Bucky couldn’t help staring, Steve’s body on full display as he watched him stroke his own cock. He hooked his leg over Steve’s shoulder, already panting softly in anticipation. It took a minute but as soon as he felt Steve pressing in to him his back arched and he moaned loudly. It was a deep, stretching burn, but Bucky kind of loved it. “Love you too.” he panted harshly, eyes dark as he stared up at his fiance, “Well, one part of you didn’t change.” he teased, “Now show me what you can do with it.” he goaded with a smirk. ----- “Always been pretty blessed there.” Steve chuckled a little before kissing Bucky again. He pushed all the way in and just stayed there for a moment before he started to thrust. Slow and steady at first, but picking up speed and force as he went. Usually Bucky had to do most of the work, but not this time. Steve moaned and swirled his hips a bit. ------- Bucky moaned in to Steve’s mouth, he felt stuffed and pinned and hell if he wasn’t loving it. By the time Steve had really gotten going Bucky was already using his metal hand on the headboard to steady them, keep his body from creeping up the bed with the force of Steve’s thrusts. “Yes, yes..fuck!” he was already near shouting, especially when Steve swirled his hips and found that sweet spot, making him clench tight and almost growl. ----- “Fuck…” Steve echoed and started to thrust a little harder. He shifted enough that he could put one hand next to Bucky’s on the headboard, using the leverage to his advantage. He gripped Bucky’s hip with his other hand. ----- When Steve put his hand next to Bucky’s and leaned all the way over him, he felt closed in, covered, he couldn’t see anything but Steve if he wanted to and it made him groan. Especially combined with the stretch in his thick thigh when it was pulled tight from the motion, knee still over Steve’s shoulder. “Harder.” he grunted, really wanting to take as much as Steve could give. ----- Steve growled and nodded. He moved his hand to get a better grip on the headboard and started thrusting harder and faster. It felt amazing, having this ability. Not having to worry about his heart or his asthma. Just being able to fully enjoy the moment. ------ “Yes! Fuck! Steve!” he shouted, cock throbbing and twitching between them, “Fuck me!” he growled, flesh hand going back to Steve’s hair, pulling it a bit. He was close, so close and felt like that tight, strung out feeling in his gut was about to break when he heard a loud crack and felt the metal arm fall away from the headboard with something splintered in it’s fist. He hadn’t fully comprehended what had happened until he was falling, the bed collapsing under them. ----- “Fuck!” This time the exclamation wasn’t in pleasure. Steve managed to move in such a way that he wouldn’t land on top of Bucky as they both landed hard. He was still with shock for just a moment and then what happened finally sunk in. It started out as a little giggle and soon turned into out right laughter. “You okay?” He managed, looking Bucky over. ------ Bucky just sat there a minute, trying to process along with coming down from that almost-orgasm. He couldn’t help laughing a little bit too, once Steve had started. “Well, part of me is a little disappointed.” he smirked, looking down at his lap. ----- Steve smirked. “What would you like me to do about that?” He did get to his feet as he asked, since they were going to have to get off the bed either way. He once again offered a hand to Bucky. “Should I….slam you up against the wall and fuck you until you scream?” He licked his lips. ------ Bucky took the hand again, this time intentionally standing and pressing himself in to Steve. By the time the other man had made his suggestion Bucky was all but ready to bend over and present. “Fuuuck.” he groaned in to Steve’s neck. “Yes, yes. Do it, fuck.” his words sounded desperate and needy but he couldn’t care less at that moment, not with that thought in his head. ----- “As you wish.” Steve grinned and kissed Bucky’s shoulder quickly. He then turned the other man and pushed him up against the nearest wall, face first. Steve had his hands on Bucky’s hips quickly after. He leaned in and bit the back of Bucky’s neck as he pushed into him, moaning again. He started to thrust just as hard as he had when they broke the bed, leaning back a little bit for a better angle. ---- Bucky didn’t even try to stop him, letting Steve manhandle him until his chest and face were pressed in to the wall, hands flat against it to either side. It was an easier slide in to him this time but there was still just a little bit of tight stretch and that combines with Steve’s teeth sinking in to his shoulder pulled a moan from deep in his chest and quickly made up for anything he lost when the bed broke, his cock hard enough to bob against his belly and purpling at the tip as he forced himself to hold out as long as he could. Steve didn’t have to wait long for the scream he’d been looking for, Bucky letting out one that was deep and rough as soon as he started pounding him, getting the angle just right. ----- Steve grinned, loving that he was causing those sounds. The added height of this new body made things a lot better since this was something they could do and enjoy. He kept up the same pace as he reached one hand around and started stroking Bucky’s cock in time with his thrusts. “Little louder, baby.” ------ “Fuck!” Bucky outright yelled, following Steve’s order without even thinking about doing it. “Don’t stop! Don’t stop!” he added, working hard to make the words come out of his mouth. “Even if I cum...don’t stop.” he begged, arching his back to press in to Steve that little bit more, wanting him deeper and harder. ----- Steve let out another deep growl. It made it that much hotter that Bucky was practically begging. The hand on Bucky’s hip gripped him a little tighter, the other hand stroking him faster. He wanted to hold back, though. He wanted to last longer than Bucky. When Bucky arched back, Steve leaned in and bit his shoulder once again, then sucked on the spot that he bit. ----- Bucky yelled again, something that sounded like it had started as Steve’s name but got lost in to a rough, harsh noise somewhere part way through. The instant Steve’s teeth sunk in to his shoulder he was coming, cock pulsing hard in Steve’s hand and shooting hard enough that some of it hit the wall. The fingers of his metal hand had sunk into the plaster at some point but he hadn’t even noticed, still shaking as his cock pulsed hot and white on to the floor. ----- Steve let out a loud moan as Bucky started to tighten around him. It took everything he had to keep from falling over the edge himself. He kept his hand moving on Bucky’s cock until he was sure the man was finished and then grabbed his hips again. Steve started to pound hard and fast, grunting with each thrust. He was almost positive he was leaving bruises on Bucky’s skin. ----- Bucky’s eyes rolled back and he felt his feet almost lifting from the ground when Steve started to really pound him again. He was pretty sure the bigger man didn’t even know he was doing it but Bucky was just barely balancing on his toes- his weight only being supported by Steve’s hands and his cock. He felt like the breath was being punched from his chest every time Steve’s cock hit home, deep, deep inside of him, the only sounds in the room Steve’s grunting, his own harsh breath and the sounds of their skin slapping together over and over, hard and fast. His cock was already starting to swell again in a way he didn’t even know possible. ----- Steve was completely lost just then. Everything was animalistic and almost savage. He’d turned his brain off and just let his body have control, doing whatever it took to bring him pleasure. He did manage to last a little while longer than Bucky, though not much. In real time it was maybe three minutes but to Steve it felt like hours. He buried himself deep inside Bucky and practically screamed as he came, finishing off with a few quick thrusts before leaning against him, his hands on the wall the only thing keeping him up. “Fuck.” He was panting but not nearly as heavily as he usually was. Everything felt amazing. He gave himself a couple of moments before he pulled out with a grunt and turned Bucky around. ----- Bucky was lost to it, he knew deep down, that if he wanted him to stop, Steve would, but for those few minutes it really felt like he couldn’t. Like he was just there for Steve to use for his own pleasure. The thought made his dick twitch as he was used, held up by Steve and thoroughly fucked. Bucky groaned loudly right along with Steve’s shout, feeling his cock pulse and the thick, hot fluid filling him. He’d swear it was more than normal. His legs were a little wobbly when they finally met the floor again and he whined a little when Steve pulled out, but he let him turn him around and gave him a dopey smile. “Definitely.” ----- Steve chuckled before leaning in and giving Bucky a slow, tender kiss. He slipped one arm around Bucky’s waist and pulled him close as he put everything he felt for the other man into that one gesture. He wanted Bucky to know everything he felt without having to say a single word. Even though the sex had been rough and primal, there was so much more to it than just sex, and he wanted to make sure that his fiance knew that. ------ Bucky melted in to Steve’s body, feeling every bit of the emotion flowing between the two of them and doing his best to return it. He was panting softy and loose as a rag doll in the other man’s arms, just grabbing and holding him wherever his hands fell. “I fuckin’ love you.” he mumbled in to Steve’s mouth. ----- “I love you, too. So much.” Steve smiled. He kissed Bucky once more and then moved back away from the wall a little bit, though he kept his arm around the other man. He still wasn’t sure if he could hold himself up just yet. Steve chuckled softly. “I can’t believe we broke the bed.” ----- Bucky laughed too, nuzzling into Steve’s neck. “I can’t believe you held me up off the floor and fucked me so hard that I still feel you in me.” he smirked, the tone of his voice somewhere between playful and lust. ----- Steve raised an eyebrow and tilted his head a little bit. “I held you up off the floor?” He hadn’t even realized he’d been doing it. “Like….off the floor off the floor?” ----- “Mmmhm” Bucky drawled, his fingers tracing the muscles on Steve’s chest lazily, “Your hands on my hips, cock in my ass and toes barely touching the floor.” His voice was rough and heavy and maybe he was doing it a little on purpose but it still kind of fascinated him. ----- Steve cleared his throat and then grinned. “Well….damn.” He chuckled. “That….I mean...I didn’t hurt you, did I?” He’d never really had to worry about that before. It was always Bucky worrying about hurting him. He rubbed Bucky’s back lightly as he held him. ------- Bucky could practically see the little bit of pride rise in to Steve’s chest and he was glad he’d made a point to bring it up. “Only in some really good ways.” He felt like he could still feel Steve’s hands on his hips and had a feeling that wasn’t going away any time soon. ----- “Okay, good.” Steve nodded. He definitely didn’t want to actually hurt Bucky. “And you’re gonna be okay?” He lightly ran his fingers over the metal arm. It didn’t change his opinion of his fiance the first time and certainly wouldn’t now. ------ Bucky glanced at the arm and the scar between it and his shoulder. “I...think so.” he had to admit, this had helped. The fact that they’d been able to do everything they had without even noticing it was there had probably helped ease any worry there might have been. “This one feels different. Better. It doesn’t hurt like the other one did, and I seem to have better control this time.” ----- “Good.” He nodded. “You know I love you no matter what, right?” He shifted a little to look into Bucky’s eyes, though he chuckled a little. “Feels like this conversation is reversed suddenly.” How many times had he needed assurances that his health issues really weren’t a burden? ---- Bucky laughed softly. He couldn’t help but worry about what might happen if and when they turned back, how Steve might take that but he did his best to push those thoughts from his head and just enjoy what they had now. “I know.” he reassured, flesh hand coming up to cup the side of Steve’s face a moment, fingers brushing against his beard gently. ----- “I like it.” He smiled, nuzzling his cheek into Bucky’s hand. The beard was actually pretty cool. Though he had thoroughly enjoyed Bucky pulling on his now longer hair. A thought struck Steve just then as he looked at the damaged bed. “I don’t think we’ll both fit on the couch like this.” He made a face. It was one of his favorite things to do, laying on the couch with Bucky wrapped around him. ----- “Me too.” Bucky smiled, fingers dragging back up and in to his hair again, trying to smooth it away from his face a little bit this time. He couldn’t help laughing a little, with just how disappointed Steve was about the couch. “I’m sure we can figure something out. We’ll get a day bed or something and just call it a big couch.” He didn’t know if this would even last long enough for that to be an issue but he had to assume it could be a while. ----- “For now, though, what are we going to do about the bed?” He laughed softly. “Maybe just get rid of the frame and put the mattress on the floor?” Steve gave Bucky another kiss, unable to keep from it. Though that was always the case. Whenever Bucky’s lips were within reach, Steve wanted to kiss them. ----- “Probably the...safest idea.” Bucky grinned, “And I want longer blankets.” He leaned in to the kiss and stole another one quickly before Steve could move away. “And hey, at least it should be easy enough.” he grinned. ----- “I think I have a couple of quilts that might work.” He shrugged. He’d gotten them while exploring before Bucky woke up. “That’s true, it’ll definitely be easy.” Steve chuckled, then went over to the bed and was able to pick up and move the mattress by himself, though he did almost throw it against the wall. “I’m gonna need to get used to that.” At least there was a part of him that hoped he would. ----- Bucky almost doubled over laughing, he moved toward Steve, hooking an arm around his neck from behind to kiss his cheek quickly before he went to start picking up the frame. He ended up using the arm to break it into a few more pieces just so it’d be easier to move-and to help test his control of the arm. ----- Steve just watched Bucky for a bit. “That’s kind of hot.” He nodded and then started to help with moving the pieces. They could worry about a new bed after they were back to normal. Steve knew it was a matter of when not if, but he hoped it wouldn’t be any time soon. ------ Bucky glanced over his shoulder and winked, making sure to sway his hips side to side a bit the next time he bent over. Once everything was a manageable size Bucky went to the closet and got a laundry bag to put everything in until they could throw it out. “I have to admit, I'm kind of enjoying the fact that I can now add “fucking a bed to literal pieces” to the list of my life accomplishments.” He joked. ----- “Especially since you kind of broke the wall, too.” Steve chuckled and pointed at the spot on the wall. He walked over and lightly smacked Bucky’s ass before he started to help clean up the remains of the bed. “I think this is going to be fun.” ---- Bucky looked to where Steve was pointing and laughed again when he saw the distinct imprint of his hand in the plaster. “I kind of want to keep that one.” he grinned. He growled a little when Steve slapped him and kept accidently brushing against the other man as they moved to clean and lay the mattress back down. “I can’t say I disagree with that one.” ----- “It’s kind of like a badge of honor, that hole.” Steve nodded. He definitely wanted to keep it. “You trying to get pounded again?” Steve waggled his eyebrows at Bucky and grinned. It hadn’t been anywhere near the recovery time he needed before but he was sure he could already go again. If they both wanted, of course. ----- “Maaaaybe.” Bucky drawled, eyes dark as they drew over Steve again. He couldn’t seem to help it and he was pretty sure his body had changed in ways beyond size too. Even though he was never as sickly as Steve, something like what they’d done and then dismantling the bed would have at least made him tired before, but he was still feeling like he could go for a run. Or partake in some other vigorous, and more fun, activities. ----- “We need to finish cleaning this up, first. And then maybe take a shower.” He smirked. Though he was partially afraid that they might break the shower, too. There were a lot of things that he was going to have to figure out in order to keep from damaging the entire apartment. ----- Bucky pouted, rather petulantly but finally sagged and whined, “Fiiiiine. But you have to eat something while I take my turn.” He added, having been around the other Steve’s enough to know that he probably needed it. ----- “I didn’t say we weren’t showering together.” Steve smirked. He was hungry, a lot hungrier than usual, but it wasn’t something that couldn’t wait. Especially if they didn’t take long in the shower. ---- “Mmm, I bet you’re hot when you’re wet.” he hummed, tying off the laundry bag and setting it by the door. He could take it to the trash chute to empty it later. He slid up behind Steve, one arm wrapping around his hip and molding his body against his back, kissing his shoulder. “You’re warmer.” he commented idly. ----- “Thinking about me all wet and soapy?” He chuckled softly. Steve turned his head to give Bucky a kiss and smiled. “Feel warmer.” He usually had a little bit of a chill, especially when he was walking around naked. “You wanna go see if we can keep from breaking the shower?” ------ “Yes. Yes I am.” he grinned, shameless. He met his kiss and then moved back to kissing along Steve’s shoulder. “Last one there cleans up if we do!” he blurt out before suddenly bolting toward the bathroom, giving Steve a shove in the opposite direction as he did. ----- “Cheater!” Steve laughed and started after Bucky. He managed to catch up, though he barely missed beating him through the door. Steve just stood there for a minute, not even remotely out of breath. It was wonderful. “I get to choose the water temp, though.” He usually liked his showers pretty hot. The steam helped with his sinuses. And just then it hit him that he wouldn’t need to worry about that. ----- Bucky laughed again, fully enjoying himself as he jut his hip out and leant against the countertop of the vanity. “Go on then, I’m content to watch.” he smirked, clearly enjoying himself. He couldn’t lie, it was nice not to have to worry. ----- Steve gave Bucky a quick kiss before leaning in to turn the shower on. He still set it hot because he liked it that way. After the water was just right, he stepped in and just let the water run over him. He sighed a little as he started to relax. ----- Bucky took his time, letting Steve get the water just right and settle himself in under the spray. It was a nice view. Even beyond the obvious physical attraction there was something amazing in seeing Steve really, honestly calm. Even at the best of times there always seemed to be some worry sitting itself on his shoulders, weighing him down, but that was all gone now. He eventually pushed away from the counter and stepped in to the shower too, groaning a little when the hot water splashed his skin. ----- Steve moved aside when Bucky stepped into the shower, letting him enjoy the water. “Feels really good.” He grabbed the soap and lathered up his hands, then started at Bucky's shoulders, working his way down his back. ------ He was entirely unhelpful as Steve tried to get him clean, putting more of his focus on kissing along Steve’s chest and neck, hands wandering down his sides, around his waist. “Yes, it does.” he mumbled, fingers just grazing along the curve of Steve’s ass. ----- Steve chuckled and rinsed his hands off, then grabbed the shampoo. He rather than just putting the shampoo in Bucky’s hair to wash it, he started to massage his scalp, putting just the right amount of pressure as he did. “You’re being very naughty Mr. Barnes.” He chuckled. He would be lying if he said he wasn’t enjoying it, though. ---- Bucky pulled his lips away from Steve’s skin only when he added the shampoo to his hair, tipping his head back so it wouldn’t get in his eyes. He didn’t move his hands though, stepping a little bit closer so he could snake his hands a bit lower too. He moaned along with the massage, shameless as he enjoyed the touch. “Yes I am.” he admit with a smirk, his eyes closed. ----- When Bucky leaned his head back, Steve leaned in and kissed his neck briefly. “You know I love it when you’re naughty.” He chuckled. He moved Bucky so that the shampoo could rinse out of his hair, just watching as the soap slid down his body. “You’re beautiful.” It was the only word that seemed to appropriately describe the sight. Once the water ran clear he pulled Bucky close again. ----- Bucky chuckled softly, enjoying the warmth of the water and letting Steve move him however he needed. He smiled gently, just the slightest flush creeping in to his cheeks when Steve complimented him. He opened his eyes slowly, blinking a few drops of water out of them and smiling at the other man. “You too.” he pressed a quick kiss to Steve’s cheeks and grabbed the shampoo, adding some to his hands and moving to repeat the process. ----- Steve closed his eyes and sighed a little when Bucky started washing his hair. It was something that he’d done before, when Steve was ill and couldn’t really stand on his own in the shower. Or when they were having a moment like this, just enjoying it. He never grew tired of it, though. “Need a little more shampoo now, huh?” He chuckled. ---- “I think we’re gonna need to go find a few things at some point.” Bucky hadn’t ever really said it, but a lot of times he enjoyed things like this. Taking care of Steve. He hated when Steve got really sick, hated knowing that there usually wasn’t really anything he could do to get him better, so he did everything he could to make him feel better instead. And they might be in different bodies, but they were still them and he still liked making Steve feel good. He scratched his nails along Steve’s scalp gently, rubbing in the ways he knew he liked best. ----- The only way to describe the sound coming out of Steve at that moment was a purr. He was a little wobbly from the attention but he loved it. “Definitely not right now.” He smiled, though he kept his eyes shut. It was pretty obvious that he was starting to really enjoy the attention Bucky was giving him. ---- Bucky smiled as he watched Steve, his enjoyment visible in a few ways. “Yeah I have no intentions of going anywhere any time soon.” There was really no reason to keep going, he’d rubbed the soap in more than enough already but he lingered at it for a few extra moments anyway. Eventually though, he leaned in to kiss Steve’s neck before gently easing him under the water, still rubbing and massaging as he washed the shampoo away. ----- While the shampoo was being rinsed from his hair, Steve reached up and lightly touched the metal arm. “Babe, ease up just a tiny bit.” He hadn’t noticed it while his hair was getting washed, and it didn’t actually hurt, but it was getting there. They both had a lot to learn. ----- Like he’d been burned, Bucky pulled the metal hand away. He still remembered what had happened last time, being taken away from Steve, separated from everyone and forced to deal with his pain and fear and nerves almost on his own. His dad had been there but it had still hurt. He didn’t want to end up like that again. “Sorry.” he whispered. ----- Steve took Bucky’s hand in his and looked him in the eye. “You didn’t hurt me, it was just a little bit rough, that’s all.” He kissed each metal knuckle before moving the hand back to his head. “It’s okay. I promise.” He offered Bucky a smile. ----- Bucky took a slow, deep breath, shaking himself of the thoughts of last time. This was different. The arm was better, this body was used to it, there wasn’t the pain or loss of control like there had been. He let Steve replace the metal in to his hair and replaced his other too, combing through it gently and pushing it back from Steve’s face. He leaned in to kiss him again, then snuggled into his neck. ----- Steve wrapped his arms around Bucky and smiled, sliding one hand down to rest on his ass. “I love you.” He didn’t feel like he was ever going to say it enough. He sighed happily again, just holding on to Bucky as the water ran over them. ----- Bucky was quickly recovering from his sinking thoughts, taking in Steve’s warmth and touches and returning to the happier mood he’d been in. “I love you too.” He wrapped his arms around Steve’s shoulders and stood there for a second before he suddenly stood back, holding himself at arm's length and then breaking out into laughter again. “I...I don’t think…” he panted between giggles, “I don’t think our towels are gonna fit around you.” ----- Steve made a face when Bucky started laughing but he was soon joining in the laughter. “Oh my god...none of my clothes are gonna fit!” He laughed a bit louder. He was a good foot taller than he’d been before and definitely broader. “I’m just going to have to be naked I guess.” He smirked. “This is…wow.” ------ Bucky was still laughing, giggling really, though he wouldn’t want to admit that later. “Part of me wants to see you try and put on one of my t-shirts.” he grinned. Normally Steve had plenty of room in one of Bucky’s shirts but he had a feeling that wouldn’t be the case just now. “It’d be skin tight.” he spread his hands along Steve’s broad chest. ----- “You’d like that, wouldn’t you?” Steve chuckled. “Maybe I should get out and go try it now.” He started to move as if to leave the shower, though he was only joking. ---- Bucky actually whined, holding on to Steve and tugging him back, planting a deep, thorough kiss on his mouth and wrapping both arms around his neck. ----- Steve smiled and then moaned into the kiss, wrapping his arms around Bucky’s waist. He pulled him as close as possible and started to shift his hips a bit. ---- Bucky held himself close to Steve and hummed softly. He felt the way Steve moved and snaked his hand down between them, slowly, teasingly drawing his fingers along Steve’s abs and down toward where he knew the most attention would be wanted. ----- Steve moaned and broke the kiss, looking at Bucky for a second. “I think it’s your turn.” He leaned in and started to suck on Bucky’s neck. He wanted to see just what Bucky could do, especially since he wasn’t going to get hurt. There was no need to be cautious. ------ Bucky leaned his head to the side, letting Steve at his skin and moving his fingers even lower. “Doesn’t mean I can’t still have fun with this.” he mumbled, wrapping fingers around Steve’s cock. “Plus, I’m kind of curious…” ----- Steve moaned again and closed his eyes. “Curious?” He put his hands on Bucky’s hips as he thrust into his hand a couple of times. ----- “Mmhm.” Bucky focused on dragging his fingers along Steve the ways he knew he liked, thumb slipping over the tip whenever it got close, letting Steve’s hips offer the pumping motion however he wanted it. “Cause, you’re a super soldier right? Enhanced recovery times and all that...wonder how many times you can cum before you need a break.” he panted, his voice rough near Steve’s ear. ----- “Oh fuck.” Steve whispered. He was wondering that himself. And he was certainly liking the idea of that particular experiment. “Gonna...stroke me off?” ---- “To start…” Bucky teased, he took a few steps forward, crowding Steve in to the back of the shower so they were out of the spray of water but letting it run to keep the space warm. Once clear of it he sank to his knees, looking up to Steve through his lashes as he started moving his hand again, the metal one moving to draw up his thigh slowly. ----- Steve leaned back against the shower wall and moaned a little louder. “Fuck.” He put one hand flat against the wall, the other on Bucky’s shoulder. This was already different, but definitely in a good way. ----- Bucky pumped his flesh hand over Steve’s dick, licking at his bottom lip but not wanting to taste him...yet. The metal hand was a little more tentative but it continued to move higher, eventually reaching Steve’s balls and holding onto them, rolling them slowly between the fingers as a counter to the stroking that was gradually speeding up. ----- Steve leaned his head back against the wall as well. He gripped Bucky’s shoulder a bit tighter and licked his lips. He stopped moving his hips and just let Bucky do what he wanted. ----- Silently Bucky had decided that, in addition to seeing how many times he could get Steve off, he wanted to do it in as many different ways as he could. So he moved his hand a little faster, metal fingers creeping back toward his hole. “God you’re gorgeous, aaaall over.” He teased, leaning forward to let his teeth graze the skin on Steve’s thigh, “Seems a little more proportionate now though.” he winked, dipping his thumb in to the moisture beading at the head of his dick. ----- Steve was pretty much incoherent at that point. He looked down at Bucky, wanting to watch him. “So are you.” He wasn’t going to last much longer, even though he was trying to hold back. ---- Bucky groaned a little, eyes trained on Steve and jerking faster. “C’mon.” he panted, “Show me. I’ve felt it, deep deep inside but now I wanna see it.” He pressed on metal finger against the tight muscle of Steve’s ass, without penetrating just yet-just rubbing back and forth between the pucker and Steve’s balls, teasing. ----- That urging was all it took. Steve cried out and his hips jerked as he came hard. He tried to keep his eyes locked on Bucky, but they closed tight. It was just as intense as the last time and Steve was pretty sure there was more than before. At least it felt that way. ------ Bucky bit hard at his lip as he watched Steve start to lose it, he loved that view, no matter what body the other man was in. He kept steady with the motions of his metal hand but eased up with the flesh one and let Steve ride it out, only closing his eyes when the hot ropes started landing on his face and chest. It was far, far more than Steve normally produced but Bucky was more than alright with that, groaning softly when some splashed across his lips. ----- Steve panted a little bit, going limp against the wall. “Fuck.” He chuckled, looking down at Bucky. “Could test how long it takes me to get hard again.” He was curious about that himself. And he was certainly willing to be a test subject in this particular experiment. ----- Bucky grinned, “Any good scientist would.” He didn't bother cleaning himself off, they could do that later, instead he just licked his lips clean and leaned in to take Steve’s not-quite-soft cock in his mouth with a pleased hum. ----- Steve smiled, then licked his lips. “As long as it's for science.” He let out a soft moan. ------ It had taken a little bit of work but over the past months Bucky had trained himself to be able to take Steve fully in his mouth even when hard so there was no hesitation now to lean in until he could feel him at the back of his throat and close his lips around the base of him. He sucked gently and rolled his tongue before sliding back, gasping a soft breath and taking him in again. ----- Steve moaned again, putting a hand on the back of Bucky's head. “Damn." He could already feel his cock twitching. Enhanced recovery times indeed. ----- Bucky slid the metal hand back a little further, focusing more on the tight ring of muscle now, moving to almost press inside then ease up again over and over while he kept his mouth on his dick. ----- “Stop teasing already.” Steve moaned as he pushed his hips back a bit. He wanted that finger inside him. He was almost fully hard again at this point, though he figured it would take longer for him to get off this time. ----- Even Bucky was impressed, he figured it wouldn't take as long as usual but he'd still thought longer than this. His jaw had to pull wider now, and he made soft noises when he moved close to Steve's hips, cock harder at the back of his throat. He hadn't even let Steve finish his pleading before he suddenly pressed his finger inside, hoping to catch him maybe a little off guard and surprise him with the motion. ----- Steve gasped and had to fight to keep his hips still. He didn't want to risk choking Bucky. The metal finger felt different but in a good way. He leaned his head back against the shower wall again. “Oh god.” He pulled at Bucky's hair just a bit. ------ Bucky moaned, that tug to his hair sending shivers down his spine, pressing the finger in deeper. He bobbed his head a few more times before, almost suddenly, stopping halfway down. He crooked his finger in Steve's ass and looked up at him, challenge in his eyes. ----- Steve looked down at Bucky and grinned. “You want me to fuck your face?” He knew he'd have to be careful but he wanted to do it. ---- Bucky only answered by opening his mouth a little bit wider and sitting back on his heels, eyes never leaving Steve's. ----- “That's so fucking sexy.” Steve practically growled. He kept only one hand on Bucky's head, afraid he'd get too vigorous with both. Steve started off slow at first, determining how deep he could go without potentially causing damage. After just a few strokes, though, he started thrusting. ------ Steve's growl only got him more eager, cock twitching between his legs. He wasn't as hard as Steve already but was certainly getting there. It took him a minute to get the rhythm, to figure out when to breathe and when to swallow but once he figured it out his eyes fell shut with a moan and a shudder, just giving over to Steve and letting him take what he wanted. ----- “Things you do to me.” He moaned and started thrusting a little faster. The tingle was just starting, but he was surprised he was already there. He took a deep breath, trying to hold it off a bit longer. “Fuck….need more.” He tightened around the finger in his ass. ------ Bucky had almost forgotten about the metal arm lost to the sensations of Steve's dick in his mouth and throat, a small line of saliva running from the corner of his mouth to join the cooling cum already there. But with the reminder he pulled his finger out, only to return it a moment later with two others. ----- “Fuck!” Steve practically screamed. It all felt so good, the fingers pushing into him when he pulled out of Bucky's mouth. It was getting harder to hold back. Just a few more thrusts and he let the feelings start to build. Though he knew it wouldn't be right away. ------ Bucky did his best to time it all right but it was getting harder to focus. Steve's hand in his hair, his mouth full, the rough treatment...it all made him want to just lay back and let Steve take take take, do whatever he wanted for as long as he was like this. He started to move the fingers, spreading and wiggling them until eventually he was pretty sure they were where he needed and curling them, seeking out that sweet spot. ----- There was a rumble deep in Steve's just when Bucky's fingers hit just the right spot. His free hand moved to push against the wall beside him as he came suddenly. This one seemed out of nowhere. He kept thrusting into Bucky's mouth until he was completely spent. ------ Bucky was caught a bit by surprise, making a noise in his throat and losing a bit of those first few shots around his lips but quickly pressing himself close to Steve's hips so he could swallow the rest down, continuously pressing and rubbing at that spot inside of Steve. ----- “Baby….come here.” Steve was leaning heavily against the shower wall. The tile that had been under his hand was slightly cracked. He put both hands on Bucky's shoulders and tried to pull him to his feet. ------ Bucky slowly slid himself off and out of Steve and got to his feet, biting the corner of his swollen lips. He glanced at the wall then back to Steve. “Good then?” ----- “So good.” Steve said with a chuckled. He wrapped his arms around Bucky and pulled him into a kiss, moaning as he tasted himself. Bucky's clock had been neglected for far too long in his mind. He broke from the kiss and looked his fiance in the eye. “Fuck me.” He slowly licked his lips, lust obvious in his eyes. ---- Bucky’s teeth tugged on Steve's bottom lip as they pulled apart. “Go to the bed, get yourself wet.” He kissed him again and moved back under the water so he could clean his face and then follow. He almost didn't want to, wanted to to leave it like a trophy or a stain of what they'd already done, but he also knew he probably wasn't going to want to leave the bed to take another shower anytime soon so he probably should. ----- Steve grinned and saluted. “Yes, sir.” He gave Bucky one more kiss before heading out of the shower. He didn't even bother to dry off. Steve got the lube as he lay down and coated his fingers, moaning as he started to slowly finger himself. He wanted to be good and prepped. ---- Bucky laughed and quickly rinsed off his face and between his legs, carefully avoiding his own swollen dick. He had no worries about keeping hard, that was the easy part, he just wanted to save all the fun for when he was with Steve. He finally shut off the water and stepped out, following Steve’s suit and not bothering to dry off. “Well damn, now that’s a sight.” he grinned, resting in the doorway, eyes dark and focused on Steve. ----- “You like it?” Steve hooked his free arm behind one knee and pulled it back to his chest, giving Bucky a better view of his ass. He usually couldn't do that because of his asthma. ---- “Oh yeah.” Bucky pushed off the wall and moved to the mattress they were calling a bed. He got to his knees at the end of it, taking in the close-up for a moment before he crawled closer. He dragged his tongue along beside Steve’s fingers and then upward, licking a teasing swipe up his cock before kissing his way up his body slowly. ----- Steve shivered at the lick, though his fingers didn't stop. He licked his lips as he watched Bucky move up his body. Steve wasn't really even starting to get hard again yet but he wasn't surprised. “Hi.” He whispered with a smile when Bucky got up so they were face to face. ------ “Hey.” Bucky gave Steve an almost predatory grin and kissed him again. “You ready? Or need a little help?” he asked, eyebrow raised. ----- “Good and ready for you, baby.” He bit his lip as he removed his fingers. “Unless you want to double check.” ------ “Nope.” Bucky replied, taking his cock in one hand and Steve’s hip in the other. He wasted no time, taking only seconds to line up and press inside, fully, all at once. He moaned loudly and bit Steve’s shoulder. It was something he could never do before. Any chance of hurting Steve, causing some small cut or tear that they didn’t even notice, could be enough to make him sick so he always had to be over-cautious, but he knew that sometimes Steve just wanted more. It was his chance to give it to him. And take it. ----- “Yes!” Steve moaned out as Bucky pushed into him. He pulled Bucky into a kiss and moved his hips a bit. Steve let his leg drop so he could wrap his other arm around Bucky’s shoulders. ----- Bucky leaned over to kiss Steve, hand still on his hip and the other moving to cup the side of his face. He didn’t really give him a chance to adjust at all, and started to buck his hips with deep, long motions. He knew how much Steve wanted to really push their limits so he gave it everything he could without separating their mouths. ----- Steve was almost constantly moaning into the kiss. It was everything he always wanted. And his sick was finally catching up to the pleasure he was feeling. ---- Bucky finally had to break away, running out of breath before Steve again. He panted hard, sitting up a little and grabbing Steve’s hips with both hands so he could go a little harder. “Shit you’re tight.” he groaned, trying to angle himself right, hoping he could get Steve even harder. ----- Steve managed a slight smile. “You say that….every time.” He moaned again as he tightened his ass around Bucky's dick. ---- Bucky groaned deeply, his dick twitching when Steve got even tighter and speeding up his thrusts a little bit more. “Cause...you always are.” he panted, leaning down to Steve’s chest, dragging his teeth over one nipple. ----- Steve gasped and moaned a little louder. He put one hand on the back of Bucky’s head. “You’re the only one ever.” He’d never wanted anyone else. He tightened his muscles again, loving the noises that Bucky was making. ---- “Mine. Always.” Bucky growled with a particularly hard thrust of his hips, hands tight on Steve’s. He reached up and tucked his arms under Steve’s, hooking his hands over his broad shoulders from behind. He used the new leverage to curl himself over the now-bigger man and fuck in to him even harder. ----- “Only yours.” Steve cried out with the harder thrusts. It felt so amazing. “Forever.” He moved his hands around Bucky’s waist and put them flat on his back. The whole mattress was rocking with the force of their thrusts. No wonder the bed had broken. ----- Steve’s words only pushed him farther. He was starting to feel himself getting closer and closer, the tight tingling low in his body telling him that he wasn’t going to last much longer, but he wanted to pull it out. He wanted to last at least long enough to feel Steve cum while he was buried deep inside the man. “Yes...yes fuck.” he groaned, panting hard and staring down to Steve. “Only mine, only one you’re ever gonna feel fucking you into the floor, only one who’s ever gonna fill you up and make you cum on my dick.” He didn’t usually get so possessive or foul mouthed but it seemed the rough act was bringing it out of him. ----- “Oh fuck….” Steve moaned again and again. He gripped Bucky and tried to angle his hips. A little bit of a shift and he screamed, nails digging into Bucky’s back. Never in his life had he cum without even touching his dick until that moment. Some even managed to hit his chin with the force of it. ----- Bucky positively growled, watching Steve lose it, watching his cum land on both of their chests and Steve’s chin. He gave a few more hard, fast, primal thrusts before he shoved himself as deep as he could and came, hard. It was hard to tell without seeing it but he’d swear it was the most he’d ever managed. He groaned one more time before collapsing on top of Steve, not bothering to try and hold his weight off of him at all. ----- Steve was actually panting this time. He wrapped his arms around Bucky’s shoulders, not wanting him to move. Having Bucky’s full weight on him, still buried inside him was exactly what he wanted. What he’d always wanted. Not having to worry about anything except whether or not they were going to try to clean up. Just then he wanted to stay and bask in the afterglow of the best fuck he’d ever had. It was one he was going to feel for a few days and he certainly would never forget it. “Yours.” He whispered in Bucky’s ear. ----- “Yours too.” Bucky returned, nuzzling in to the side of Steve’s neck where he’d left a dark bruise only a few days before. He was pretty sure he couldn’t leave one now if he wanted to but he could feel his own forming on his hips along with the scratches down his back. He felt like he was floating, even if he was sure he was as heavy as a lead weight, but even he had to admit, it was nice to just lay sprawled over Steve without worry. ----- Steve sighed happily. “I love you.” He was actually starting to get sleepy. “Best day ever.” He chuckled. ----- |