"No!" Kylo Ren screamed and turned away from her to stomp off, turning over an end table and letting the lamp fly several feet to the floor. He'd tear his whole place apart if he had to. They were only so lucky he did not reach for his saber laying upon his neatly folded clothes across the room. At least not yet.
"I was piloting a ship. I---hesitated. Then, I killed her."