Lucy shook her head. "No, you didn't fuck up. It's not wrong to try to change things. Especially when the alternative is living with the knowledge that you could be randomly killed or vanished at any moment." If she thought there could have been a way to change things, she would have done it. She stood and walked closer to her mother, wondering if she should try to comfort her. "You didn't leave her behind. It wasn't a choice you made. In my time, we know not to blame ourselves for what he does." The guilt would be overwhelming otherwise.