"Of course I do, we all do. But it's not going to get fixed quickly," she said, reaching out and taking Mouse's hand. "We can't click our fingers and make it great again, that's not how real relationships work. You go through good times and tough times. I wish it could be a perfect world but.... it's just not, my darling. I love being a mother but it's the single hardest thing I've ever done, particularly since Luke was born. It's rather overwhelming to have the rug pulled from under your feet like that. I'm sorry I can't explain it any better."