She was silent for a few minutes, taken the effort to contemplate. "That I am childish? No." She shook her head. "I think I am a lot more mature than she is. I feel like I am a lot more mature than others my age. I do not know whether that is true or not. But I met quite a few people here that are so certain about every judgement they fell. I am not. I question my own judgements and attitudes. I do not aim to be a better person in general. But I aim to be a better daughter, niece, friend and lover." She glanced up at him and looked him deep into his eyes before averting her glance again. "Am I arrogant? Maybe. I am stubborn. I have opinions that differ greatly from that of others and I fight hard for what I believe in because for a long time it was the only way I was able to make my voice be heard. I do not, however, think I am better than anyone else." She remembered her short dispute with Cris. "In fact, I do not think that everyone needs to like me. You can dislike me and I will not think any less of you as long as you do not twist what has happened. I do neither believe in morals nor in forgiveness. There is only one person on this island who truly understands this and it is hard to follow but I find both highly arrogant. I will apologise for things I am sorry about but I would not ask you for forgiveness as much as I do not demand that from anyone else. It implies that one has the moral high ground and the other doesn't. It is a judgement about right or wrong. Moral beliefs have changed so much over the last centuries and millennia, who are we to believe we have finally figured out right and wrong? But enough about it. I rarely share these opinions with anyone because it takes a very open mind to understand me on this. So, yes, maybe this makes me arrogant. I am proud of my difference and proud of my heritage even though my father has murdered many."