"I just want a starting point. Me sleeping in the other room, us walking around on eggshells... It's not doing anything. We're all still in the same exact place we were." If not hurting more. "I hate the limbo." He hated the looks on their faces every time they crossed paths. Knowing he caused the pain he saw in their eyes. "I've never been in a situation like this, I don't know what steps I should make a start." He'd never got deep enough in a relationship to make such a monumental mistake.
Bucky sighed. Maybe he was asking to much for them to try and heal it. Maybe they didn't really want to. He rubbed his hands over his face. He knew he didn't want to end up the way he had in the dream.