"It's what the counselors said too. Think of the positives. Of what you have not what you lack. All the general platitudes that are supposed to help." He shrugged, "It's true in a lot of ways." He wouldn't say it aloud, not now at least, but there had been times where he'd thought this was worse than what everyone considered worse and wished that'd been what happened but not now. Not knowing the good he'd managed despite it all.