Klaus Hargreeves (fourthranked) wrote in somerealityweb, @ 2020-09-22 08:17:00 |
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{written at 2 am}
yeah. yeah. obligitory this place is pretty post.
so like
I've been thinking about the fortune cookie
I know that it was like a week ago bu
I cant stop
things.
There is this person, who I love very deeply, and we've gone through hell and back, say almost literally war. It was the two of us--- well, not literally, we were actually part of a team but like it was often just the two of us, even though there were others around.
but he died. okay. And you would do anything to fix that. but you can't.
but say that when the time lines... get jumbled up, like they do in our world. and then you find out that without you... he lived. This person lived.
And then you realize... that it must have been you. I must have done something to cause his death... directly, indirectly, it doesn't matter. Me not being there, us not all being together, that saved his life somehow. And you realize he's better off having not known you
how do you even deal with that?