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Tweak says, "Say No more, money amour. "

Nᴀᴛʜᴀɴ (bartonesque) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-08-28 00:31:00

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active: nathaniel barton

message to laura kinney
~~this isn't awkward at all~~

So, we were trying to figure out what to tell James. By we, I mean Torunn and me.

He found out about Natasha and my dad a little weird, so...

Are you wanting to tell him about you and him and what happened, or do you wanna just try to get to know this James without that coming up? We just don't wanna say something that you aren't comfortable with.

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	weapon_hex 2020-08-27 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	You can tell him if you think it would help. ~~Neither?~~ I'm not trying to fit in with the Avengers anymore so we probably won't run into each other that often. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bartonesque 2020-08-27 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. We're gonna let him... like come down from the shock. [...] Are you okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	weapon_hex 2020-08-27 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Probably a good idea. I'm fine. Just hanging out with other people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bartonesque 2020-08-27 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	Minimise the brain break. Yeah, I get that. It's kinda easy to get comfortable with familiar. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	weapon_hex 2020-08-27 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	I grew up in a cult preparing to be subsumed by an Elder God and take over the world. Nothing's familiar to me. It's not that, I just prefer to be around people who act like they want me there. It's less confusing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bartonesque 2020-08-27 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I mostly meant because you know something of a version of the adults... and how it can be easier to be around them than kids... But I'm sure like people want you there, y'know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	weapon_hex 2020-08-28 12:02 am UTC (link)
	Most of them never talk to me. It's okay. I'm still going to see Tony. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bartonesque 2020-08-28 12:07 am UTC (link)
	I think the longer we're here, the harder it gets, cause people have so much going on. ~~I worry that~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	weapon_hex 2020-08-28 12:18 am UTC (link)
	I don't know, it's been at least since James and I broke up. It's not a big deal though, I only mentioned it because we were talking about him. ~~I think I sort of expected it~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bartonesque 2020-08-28 12:23 am UTC (link)
	That kinda sucks a bit though. I know we're not that close ~~and it's probably really weird considering~~ but like if you wanna talk? I know a little about sometimes feeling left out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

weapon_hex
2020-08-28 02:45 am UTC (link)

Maybe it would be different if Wanda wasn't here, or if they knew the other girl too. I think I'm too different to what they know, and not old enough to think of as an adult but too old to need someone to look after me. At home I was there right from the start and I'd only just left Transia so I was like the baby of the group. They felt responsible for me even though I was as strong as any of them.

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	bartonesque 2020-08-28 01:24 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe you don't need to be what they know though. Maybe just being Laura, whoever you are, that's enough. It should be enough anyway, being yourself. You should be able to just have friends and not be compared to anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	weapon_hex 2020-08-28 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. That is what I'm doing now. Finding people who think it is enough. Even if I'm still figuring it out. (Reply to this) (Parent)