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Tweak says, "Give me some tough love!!"

Fred Weasley (halfhere) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-01-16 09:04:00

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I'm not mad at Georgie

His life had to go on after me

And I wouldn't want him to not live

But Roxy being here makes me realise exactly how much was stolen from me because I ducking die

She could've been my kid

She probably would've been my kid

I didn't know I might've wanted that till she arrived, and her mum is the girl I've loved for ages.

But I don't get that and I've never been madder about something in my life

Or my afterlife since we're technically a month after I arrived, which would make it a month after my birthday and two weeks after my death

But I'm not mad at Georgie or Angie

I'm glad they weren't alone that they had each other and that they had kids

But it's not fair that I didn't get that, too

Sorry if I woke you

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prefected
2020-01-16 06:52 pm UTC (link)

>>Not a problem.

>>It's not fair. You're right.

>>He was lost. When you died. We all were. But George, it's like a part of him is missing. He picks up and leaves sometimes. Like it's all too much and he suddenly can't stand being wherever he is. He goes and he doesn't tell anyone, so we're all left scrambling, trying to track him down.

>>He's still learning, in my time. We're all learning how to keep going without you there. I wish I could tell you how much it hurts. I don't think there's a word to do it justice.

>>Anyway. I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm glad he found someone to ground him. To support him. To keep him company.

>>She has a brother. Did you see that?

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halfhere
2020-01-16 06:59 pm UTC (link)

> I know
> I don't begrudge him that comfort
> I'm glad it was Angie
> It feels like someone's hitting my heart over and over
> Or like they're closing it in a vice and twisting
> Because how can I be happy that Roxy exists
> That there is a Freddie II
> And still be so mad?
> The anger feels like I'm blaming them for living
> Blaming Angie and Georgie for finding a way forward
> Because I can only imagine what it would be like without him, and I would rather follow him than try to make it one day at a time

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	>>You're allowed to be angry. >>Maybe you could have those things here. I know it isn't the same, but maybe that's what this place is for, in some way. Look at Stark. He's built something new here. A family. He seems happy with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	> Maybe > What I really want is someone to blame > A name the person who > A place to put the anger that won't hurt anyone (Reply to this) (Parent)