I think, even though Anders isn't here at the moment, I wouldn't give up my time with him for the world. Well, I might give up some things. But, you never know what's going to happen. Here, or back home. People can leave, or die, or blow things up. But, at the end of the day, if you love someone, and they love you back. Its the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you can take on the Maker and survive.