this may not mean much, but i'm really proud of you for this. i know it couldn't have been easy, especially when you're still trying to figure things out. take your time with it and don't feel pressured to say you're one thing or another. if you find something that works for you, that's great and you should run with it. if not, that's completely okay too and run with that. i wish i could say more, i want to say more but...i'm not exactly the most experienced person you could be talking to about this kind of thing. just know that i'm here for you, no matter what and that you're a really great kid that deserves to be happy in life, whatever that might look like.