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Remus John Lupin (furryfriend) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-10-12 04:19:00

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inactive: cisco ramon, inactive: kenny mccormick

I've got plenty of chocolate for anyone that needs some after that experience.

[Sirius]

The full moon is on Sunday. There's a potion now apparently that will help me keep my mind for the moon. Hannah's been brewing it for me all week.

I was told there's a place I can be locked away safely. Of course, it's up to you if you want to join me. I don't doubt her skill but ~~I'm still nervous~~ I'd appreciate you being there if you don't mind.

[Kenny]

I won't be around Sunday night and Sirius may not either. We'll be safe so please don't worry. ~~Although I should probably tell you~~

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	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-13 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	I'll stop by soon. You don't need to put on a show for me, I don't think any of us are feeling it just now. But if you want to talk, I'm here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco furryfriend 2019-10-13 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	I appreciate that immensely. ~~I wish I could tell you more~~ ~~I want to~~ The same goes for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 12:57 am UTC (link)
	Secret keeping is my literal job. Nobody would trust me if I couldn't otherwise. Thanks, I appreciate the thought How are you settling in? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Cisco

furryfriend
2019-10-14 01:10 am UTC (link)

What kind of job do you have?

Oh, I don't know. My friends have been showing up and that's good but they're not all doing well. Some of them are from the future and won't tell me anything about it, which leaves me to believe something terrible is going to happen. The maze was a bit much and now I'm ill so it's just a bit overwhelming, you know?

I'm sorry. Irritable, like I said. Really all things considered, I'm doing fine.

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	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 01:13 am UTC (link)
	I work with people with different abilities. In my word we aren't as 'out' as we are here. Do you want to know the future? Ill? ..Is it the moon? You don't have to apologize for anything, or pretend you're fine when you're not. Not being okay is okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco furryfriend 2019-10-14 01:27 am UTC (link)
	We have our secrets in my world too so that makes sense. I want to know if there's some awful thing I can prevent from happening if I go back to my timeline with that knowledge. I also want to know why one of my best friends won't look me in the eye. I'm afraid but not knowing is burden too. If that makes sense. [...] Yeah. It's the moon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 01:37 am UTC (link)
	Have you considered power dampeners? Mm changing timelines is a tricky thing. No matter the reasons. Some events are static, some are not. Either way change them and reality will push back. Is there someone to help you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Cisco

furryfriend
2019-10-14 01:51 am UTC (link)

I'm not sure what you mean.

I suppose you're right. Things are rarely that simple. I'm just so worried and I'm not sleeping well either. It's hard to not know why.

Hannah has made me a potion that should help me keep my mind. Sirius can change into a dog and that helps me stay sane too. I'm also staying in the containment room for the duration just in case. There's enough in place that I shouldn't be a danger to anyone. It's just always a stressful time right before, though.

I'm not dangerous or contagious in human form. Just so you know.

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Remus

onlygoodvibes
2019-10-14 01:59 am UTC (link)

Jewelry or a room that would keep you from losing it. Not sure it would work on wizards but it works on me. I've had items that in my case unwillingly at the time shut off access to my abilities.

That's good,I was more thinking of you. It's probably not the most fun, so having people around that know how to help is good.

I know, I mean you don't seem dangerous and I'd never just assume anyone's contagious.

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	Cisco furryfriend 2019-10-14 02:15 am UTC (link)
	That's an interesting idea. I'd be open to it. I didn't know things like that existed. It's not fun at all, even with someone there. It's extremely painful. But if I can keep my mind, it's far better, at least. Most people assume I am. They don't usually even want to talk to me once they know. ~~I'd understand if you don't want to come over anymore~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 02:17 am UTC (link)
	We can give it a shot, it shouldn't hurt you either way. We can always just..take it off if you hate it. If you ever need someone if they aren't able, call me any time. It'll take more than that to scare me away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco furryfriend 2019-10-14 02:38 am UTC (link)
	That's reasonable. If the potion does end up working, I might take you up on that. Sirius and my other friends are here for now but I guess people have been known to disappear. People like you are hard to come by. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 02:57 am UTC (link)
	I'm not going to force you to wear them. They can be jarring at first. Sounds good to me. I'm in no position to judge, some people learn about me and what I can do and don't want to be near me anymore either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco furryfriend 2019-10-14 03:24 am UTC (link)
	I didn't think you'd force me. I'd still be willing to try. What you do sounds useful, at least, in some capacity. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 03:26 am UTC (link)
	Options are good. It's..not all I can do. Full disclosure if I don't touch you often, skin to skin I can get visions off people. From your past, or present. Sometimes the future but not as often. People don't usually like me much after finding that. I was with a guy who din't want to be near me for a while after finding out recently...so I get it if it's weird. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco furryfriend 2019-10-14 03:50 am UTC (link)
	Oh, I see. Well, I certainly don't hold things against people that they don't have any control over considering my own condition. You seem like you understand your boundaries and you've been very helpful to me since I've arrived. I still like you and I don't have any problem with you being near me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 03:53 am UTC (link)
	I try anyway, I forget sometimes but I try. I can't control what I see, or if it happens. Sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn't. I just don't often touch people if I can avoid it I don't like invading anyone's privacy. I'm glad, I like you too. You've been a good friend. It's confusing here at times. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Cisco

furryfriend
2019-10-14 04:04 am UTC (link)

Well, if it does happen, I won't hold it against you. I'd appreciate if you just let me know if it does so I could put whatever you saw in context.

It certainly is. And...thank you for sharing about your ability. It's nice to know there are other people who have the same sort of struggle. I don't often meet many where I'm from. People who are like me tend to be...not very good people.

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	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 04:12 am UTC (link)
	I'll try anyway. They don't always make sense. I'd appreciate if you kept the visions on the downlow, only a few that I actually talk to know about it. Because of that reason. There are good people here sure, but visions aren't always welcome. Not even to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco furryfriend 2019-10-14 04:21 am UTC (link)
	Of course. I'd appreciate the same discretion about my own condition. Not something I want just anyone knowing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus onlygoodvibes 2019-10-14 04:24 am UTC (link)
	Always, unless you tell me otherwise not a word from me. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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