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00.06 Ben Hargreeves (undeadhorror) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-09-12 19:59:00

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I think I might be starting my senior yeah on Monday? Dual enrollment for later if things go well.

Never been to a public school though, so thats interesting.

[Hargreeves]

So. Did you know that you're required to have a physical before school? Like... from a Doctor.

Do you think I could just like... pay them to sign the paper and go?

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	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-13 01:28 am UTC (link)
	~~You sweet summer child.~~ Dude, I'm a fucking junkie. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-13 01:36 am UTC (link)
	Oh. Um. That doesn't seem... good. Are you okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-13 01:37 am UTC (link)
	That's an understatement, Ben. I'm grand. Five days clean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-13 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Well, yeah, but I didn't want to like make you feel bad about it. Well, thats good! Five days is good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-13 02:01 am UTC (link)
	Please. You could never make me feel bad about anything. [BEN] Nobody's told you, have they? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-13 02:05 am UTC (link)
	You're making that sound like a challenge, you know. [Klaus] Told me what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-13 02:11 am UTC (link)
	Game on, little bro. [BEN] That you died? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-13 02:24 am UTC (link)
	.... your legs didnt even look good in Allisons academy skirt! Well, sometimes! [Klaus] Yeah. Diego told me that in his timeline I died. On a mission, I guess, but I didn't really push. And then he took me out to get waffles. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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quattuor
2019-09-13 02:43 am UTC (link)

Now you just sound like you're jelly, Ben.

[Ben]
~~Yeah, of course Diego wouldn't~~ Look, man. This was a long time ago, but you've literally been with me since you died, and I know the story, and I know how you used to feel about it, and how you came to feel about it. You always were the one ghost that the drugs could never tune out, and you were always angry at me for wasting my life this way. Well, not always. Just when I was broken and worn down and fighting to live another day was the most unbearable thought I could begin to muster, that's when you'd try to talk sense into me.

Yeah, a mission nearly went bad. And then I found you. In the attic, barely breathing.

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	Hargreeves - (TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) undeadhorror 2019-09-13 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Skirts weren't really my thing, Klaus. [Klaus] ... I'm sorry I was angry with you. In the attic? After a mission ... I... I was going up to the attic. To... and then I came here. I went to walk into the attic, but when I opened the door I was in Luther's apartment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves - (TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) quattuor 2019-09-13 02:54 am UTC (link)
	Can't really know until you try. And please do protest ridiculous dress codes for teenage girls in your high school by wearing a skirt. Always works. [Ben] No need to apologize. It's always what I needed to hear. ~~And here I thought I had nothing of my heart left to break.~~ We're gonna get you some help, Ben. Okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves - (TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) undeadhorror 2019-09-13 03:00 am UTC (link)
	I... don't know about that. [Klaus] I'm glad that I was there to say it then. I'm sorry. I just... Dad said that I was putting everyone in danger, and I didn't want anyone else to get hurt... and I just... I had to because... I don't want to be a hero, Klaus. I don't want to use my powers. I wish I had never been born with them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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quattuor
2019-09-13 03:19 am UTC (link)

Trust me on that.

[Ben]
Oh, I know exactly the kind of shit that dad liked to say. But Dad was also an abusive asshole who had no business raising children, or if we have to even go there - training superheroes. We somehow learned to kill long before we even learned what our first ever crush could do to our knees or our stomach. Nothing that man ever said was ever to be believed. ~~He sent Luther to the moon, for fuck's sake. He made an android duplicate of Allison and then killed it and left it for her to find as a warning.~~

~~I know. Me too.~~ We'll find a way to dampen them.

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	Klaus \| Ben - (TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) undeadhorror 2019-09-13 03:39 am UTC (link)
	Maybe he was right though. People almost got hurt because I hesitated. Because I didn't follow the plan. I would rather die a hundred times than hurt any of you. Do you think that's really possible? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Klaus \| Ben - (TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) quattuor 2019-09-13 03:53 am UTC (link)
	That asshole ~~never gave a goddamn fuck about us~~ was wrong. The plan changes as it needs to. And Luther has super strength, Allison can make you do anything she says, Five jumps, and Diego never misses. We were never going to get hurt by your powers. I've died like [...] a dozen times, at least. Do not recommend. Why not, right? Why wouldn't it be possible? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Klaus \| Ben - (TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) undeadhorror 2019-09-14 04:13 pm UTC (link)
	I mean, We've never tried, and honestly I never want to try and see if you can evade me. I've seen... I've seen it literally rip people into pieces. I can't... I wont let tha--- I just I cant. not even think about it. You've died? Are you okay? Jeez. I don't -- you should be more careful! If it were possible, you don't think mom or Pogo would have tried? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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