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Freddy Freeman (freemanspeaks) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2021-02-23 03:09:00

Current mood:	exhausted
Entry tags:	active: five hargreeves, active: freddy freeman, active: josie saltzman, active: matt murdock, active: rose hathaway

Network: Freddy Freeman
[FILTER: Anyone with powers/all heroes]

Do you ever get over killing ~~someone~~ something?

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	machinesrus 2021-02-23 09:37 am UTC (link)
	Something? Most people do, yeah. Some easier than others. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	Well, I don't know what to call the monsters. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	machinesrus 2021-02-23 07:47 pm UTC (link)
	~~Cannon fodder.~~ I think you mostly have to try to focus on the fact that you wouldn't have done it if it was your choice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 07:49 pm UTC (link)
	No, it is awful. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	secondfiddle 2021-02-23 01:31 pm UTC (link)
	I guess it depends on the something. Misters are a lot easier to live with than ~~peop~~ some other things. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 02:30 pm UTC (link)
	But they were still alive... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	secondfiddle 2021-02-28 03:47 am UTC (link)
	They were trying to hurt us and people we love. We didn't have a choice, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-28 02:57 pm UTC (link)
	I know. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	lildampeer 2021-02-23 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	Get over, yeah, but it changes you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 02:30 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I think so too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lildampeer 2021-02-28 03:47 am UTC (link)
	I know so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-28 02:57 pm UTC (link)
	I am sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 03:23 pm UTC (link)
	I haven't yet, not directly anyway. But it's by far the most guilt filled part of the job. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 03:25 pm UTC (link)
	I don't like it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 03:28 pm UTC (link)
	Honestly, you probably shouldn't. Logically I know those monsters weren't human and probably, given the nature of this place, didn't even have souls. That doesn't make it fun for me. I won't judge those who do this because they enjoy it, but that's not why I'm in this fight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 03:32 pm UTC (link)
	Why are you in it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ninjaattorney
2021-02-23 03:40 pm UTC (link)

People need help. I can hear them hurting, suffering. If I don't do anything about it, it hurts me more than if I do.

I think sometimes you have to make the decision, what's more important. And fighting doesn't always have to lead to killing. I think with this round of crazy we just faced, we didn't exactly have a choice. But when the opportunity is there to do otherwise, I'll always choose that.

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	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 03:43 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I don't want to do that again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 03:44 pm UTC (link)
	You shouldn't have to. I don't always trust our prison system but I do have faith in the law in general. You do what you have to do and you can absolutely still take care of others. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 03:47 pm UTC (link)
	How long have you been doing this? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 03:52 pm UTC (link)
	To the extent I am now? Just a few years. But I've always kind of been a bully to bullies, if that makes sense. It's been sort of an ongoing thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 04:21 pm UTC (link)
	I only got my powers before I came here so...almost two years ago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 05:07 pm UTC (link)
	You've been here almost two years? ~~That is way too fucking long~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 05:32 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah! There aren't many of us from then left. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 07:29 pm UTC (link)
	That's probably because two years in an alternate universe is an extremely long time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I miss my family, but I have my sister and ~~boyfriend~~ friends here! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 07:37 pm UTC (link)
	Well that's good, at least. How old were you when you got here? That's a lot for a kid to deal with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	14 (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ninjaattorney 2021-02-23 08:12 pm UTC (link)
	I was just a little bit younger than you when I got my abilities. I wouldn't have been able to do what you're already doing. That takes a brave kid, you know. I'm Matt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks. I'm Freddy! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	jumps 2021-02-23 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	~~This is far more complicated a question than~~ I think it's something that's personal and varies depending on the person and the situation of the killing. And I think the only right answer is the answer that's right for that person and even that moment and those circumstances. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	I can understand what you mean. I think for me it is really, really hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jumps 2021-02-23 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	Personally, I think that's okay. And that it might tell you what kind of person you are. Or what kind of person you want to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	freemanspeaks 2021-02-23 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	Being a hero is hard. (Reply to this) (Parent)