Colin didn't know what else to do, and when Hugo put his arms around his shoulder, he leaned into him. Colin buried his head into Hugo's shoulder, taking a deep breath. He was trying to steady himself.
"I don't know what to say." Colin blurted out between tears. I just..." he wanted to pretend that he wouldn't change his mind knowing what he knew, he wanted to say that he would do it again. But would be? Colin didn't want to die. He thought about that DA coin that say on his dresser in his room, what would he do if it went off now?
It sunk in that he would never go home again. Never see his parents. Never go to Hogsmeade for a Butterbeer. He tried to stick in a breath to calm himself, but it just came out as a sob.