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Aziraphale ([info]softangel) wrote in [info]snapthread,
@ 2019-08-30 19:51:00

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Entry tags:anthony j crowley, aziraphale

WHO: Aziraphale, Crowley, and the flamingos
WHAT: Saving an endangered species
WHERE: Around town
WHEN: Today


This town was interesting to say the least, far too small for his tastes, even as a being who spent rather a lot of his time in his book shop and no where else back home, it was too small for Aziraphale. The doors were proving to be a valuable asset to the town but at the same time they were not the answer he had hoped they might be when he and Crowley had first investigated them.

They were necessary of course, he saw that as groups brought back goods, he had even begun gathering things when he'd gone through, rebuilding his book collection with new and interesting finds all the while hoping he'd come upon the answer that would send both him and Crowley back where they belonged. But that had not seemed to be the case just yet, so he was making the most of what they had here.

And what they had here were flamingos. He'd always liked them, charming birds really. They weren't ducks but considering their options well they were a decent fill in. Only apparently they were in danger of being eaten. He'd heeded the warning that there was some beast in town that might single them out and he'd made sure to make the birds able to avoid that particular fate. He hadn't thought he'd need to worry about the citizens, who would eat a flamingo. And then of course, he'd been wrong about that.

"I wonder if I might trouble you for a bit of your time." There was only one person in town that he'd have trusted for something like this. "Have you heard? They're eating the flamingos."



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[info]softangel
2019-09-10 05:50 am UTC (link)
Aziraphale truly had no idea what flamingos actually liked, but he had a feeling after all the doors they'd tried that this might just be the best they would find and all things considered it was a better life for them here than being constantly stalked by humans and strange animals. And that was enough for him at the moment, safe enough for them to figure things out on their own - maybe find a place that suited them better and all where Aziraphale wouldn't have to see what their ultimate fate might have been.

"Oh a picnic?" He perked up a bit at the suggestion a smile blooming across his face at the idea of it - yes this was actually a much better place for something like that. "Yes, yes I think that would be very agreeable." He smiled warmly at the idea of it.

"Maybe we'll lunch first and then move our feathered friends over when we've finished up." The last thing he wanted was to be bothered by some too pink birds when he would much rather be spending his time focused on Crowley - it was, perhaps not strange, but new to be allowed such freedoms. For so long he'd been all too aware of eyes on him, of the knowledge that Heaven could see his moves at any moment and know that he had been consorting with a demon since the very first days.

Here though, none of that was a concern, even less so than it had been with the realization that they had managed to put a bit of fear into their respective office. Here he could gaze upon Crowley for an extended period of time without thinking twice about it. Like he was doing then in that moment, gazing at him.

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-13 03:04 am UTC (link)
Crowley wouldn't lie -- he liked the gaze. The attention. It always felt so positive and being a demon and all, that was a pretty rare thing.

Or, well, it should have been, but Aziraphale always had been good at that look. Although he was rather better at it now, Crowley thought. He grinned, all teeth and boyishness (that he had never actually had, because they weren't those sorts, they were as they were and had more or less always been) and nodded agreeable. "A picnic it is. Hold tight, would you? I trust you'll find the best spot while I go get the required --everything." Food and wine, obviously. They were starting a new wine collection whenever they wandered about because sometimes you needed something that wasn't found in the tumultuous local bar.

Either way, he did just that and even made a basket for the occasion because that's what food was meant to go in for a picnic. And maybe he corralled the flamingos too, but only enough where they wouldn't have to go searching for them later on. Why waste a trip?

So basket on his arm and sunglasses dipping down low on his nose, he went on back through the door and wondered rather if this was just a meal between two long-suffering best friends or something else entirely.

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[info]softangel
2019-09-13 07:35 am UTC (link)
Crowley was so good at this sort of thing, he always seemed to know exactly when something like this was needed and what exactly was needed to make it exactly as it ought to have been. Because of course there was a way it should have been, Aziraphale would not claim to know all but he knew enough to know that there were times that needed to be ordered in a certain way. This felt like another of those moments.

And while perhaps he was not eager to leave the company of Crowley who had been his off and on companion since the beginning of all things, he had become his constant companion in recent days and it was a change that Aziraphale was rather fond of.

It had been a long time coming, he thought as he began to look for just the right spot. Had things been different, had they not been as they were for so long, this might have come sooner. Had Aziraphale realized sooner that perhaps he was not quite as firmly set into his role has he had imagined himself to be for so long they might have done something about this before now. But he hadn't, so all they had was this moment now - and a great many more to come if he had his way.

And Crowley was rather good at letting him have his way.

He'd settled on a spot not far from the door, at least not in the grand scheme of things, but enough that it felt right - he'd even made them a blanket to spread out on the grass, you couldn't have a proper picnic without such accouterments. And when he saw Crowley return he lifted a hand to catch his attention, enticing him closer. The basket on his arm was a welcome sight. "Here, dear." He called.

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-17 01:49 am UTC (link)
Crowley wouldn't have considered him letting Aziraphale having his way a talent so much as something that was either a weakness or a contractual obligation -- maybe both.

He was, for the most part, nearly always happy to do so. There was just something very properly good feeling, something rewarding, about seeing the Angel smile that pleased smile of his. Maybe because Aziraphale rarely looked smug over getting his way -- instead, he was genuinely delighted most times.

So a picnic it was, and there'd be more in the future because why shouldn't they have some fun, just the two of them?

"Blanket," Crowley said when he'd ambled (he did that) up, setting down the basket and folding his rather gangly limbs all up underneath him as he sat. "Perfect choice. Sandwiches, cheese, wine. Seemed picnic enough to me."

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[info]softangel
2019-09-18 04:08 am UTC (link)
And delighted was exactly what Aziraphale was as Crowley showed off what he'd brought back with him, wine and cheese and sandwiches, but it was the basket that really completed the picture for him - and made this less the two of them sitting in a field on a warm sunny day eating together and instead transformed it into a picnic.

"Oh yes, very picnic." He agreed as he sat with Crowley, their day was going to be a very nice one he decided, away from the town and everything else that so often could distract, even the birds that he was ostensibly interested in saving.

"You know, this is all rather nice. Wouldn't you say?" Of the day, of the location, of the company. All of it truly. Aziraphale wouldn't have asked to share this with anyone else in all of creation. Or the creation even wider than their own.

"We're so very.... alone here." It was interesting really. Not just this world in particular, but the town through the doors as well. It was the first time in his entire existence that Aziraphale felt certain that they were not being watched, that he could simply be as he would like to be and spend his time with Crowley as much as he pleased - which he was finding was near constantly. It was a welcome experience, the aloneness, shared with Crowley.

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-19 02:40 am UTC (link)
As much as the town was small and cramped and a bit boring for the likes of them, it did have some upsides. Like not needing to worry about being watched or bothered by their superiors. Being able to exist without concern or worry was nice and frankly rather new. Sure, some people seemed to up and disappear sometimes, but frankly the two of them had participated in the Original Sin, had witnessed the birth and death of Christ. A few people wandering off never to be found again wasn't all that interesting to Crowley.

And anyway, they were allowed to have moments like this: picnics in a sprawling, endless land that may or may not have been Africa and would eventually be home to a flock of flamingos.

There was very little not to like.

"We're not alone," Crowley said, twisting the cork out of their bottle of wine with little effort even while he paid the majority of his attention to Aziraphale. Maybe he was leaning in closer than he might normally. But what was personal space between the two of them anymore, really? "We have each other."

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[info]softangel
2019-09-19 04:24 am UTC (link)
Aziraphale tutted, but he had a smile on his face as Crowley reminded him they weren't quite as alone as what his words might have suggested. "Yes, that's what I meant, dear." He said waving off what ever else his words had actually meant because of course he had Crowley, that went without saying as far as he was concerned.

"It's been rather a long time since we've been able to say that." Had they ever really? In the Garden might have been the nearest they had to something like that, the two of them together for the very first time watching the humans taking their first tentative steps out into the world. With no others around vying for their attentions or jobs to be done. It had all been taken care of by that point. So there had been just the two of them standing watch together.

It was different now though and as he planted a hand on the blanket to lean against he didn't think twice about how little space remained between them, or how fast or slowly they were moving, they simply were. And he found the entire experience rather welcome.

"You know," He said after a moment, "There is no one else I would rather be alone with." He said it slowly, perhaps a little haltingly, and maybe at this point it was moot, maybe it didn't need to be said, but it felt important to him that it be said, and not simply something they knew without saying. Crowley was his in all the ways that he was Crowley's.

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-22 04:12 pm UTC (link)
It had been a long time. The Garden had been close, but it hadn't mattered particularly because they'd just met, really. It'd been a good and fun conversation, sure, but neither of them at the time had longed for something more private.

No, that had come later.

Even with privacy -- because it had been rare, really, for anyone to pay any attention to Crowley unless he was openly asking for it -- there'd always been the threat of someone taking notice when they least expected it.

So this was. Yes. This was better. Best, maybe. They could just be together.

It needn't be said, but Crowley liked hearing it anyway, and he tilted his head to the side, leaned in ever closer like proximity might make it even more true (or maybe, because he simply liked being in Aziaraphale's space). "No one?" He repeated in question, even though he already knew that to be so. But he wasn't a complete jackass, even if he was a demon. "You know, I could say the exact same thing of you. No one else compares."

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[info]softangel
2019-09-22 09:00 pm UTC (link)
It was new, to be able to speak frankly about these sorts of things, without feeling like every word out of his mouth might be overheard, without fear of falling. It might still be possible, Aziraphale was not fool enough to imagine that he was entirely free of their creator, and yet - something about this place. No that wasn't right, he'd felt it even before they'd ended up in this place both through the doors and back in the town. It was something about living through the supposed apocalypse.

Finding that a boy could stop both the armies of heaven and hell and save the world with just the power of his belief. Well his perspective might have shifted a bit after that. Leaving him faced down with the one being that he knew he couldn't live without.

And now here they were. "No one." He agreed, even if he knew Crowley knew it already. It was important sometimes, to say things out loud.

"This life," He said after a moment, "it has felt from the very beginning a little out of my control." For all that he was an angel, for all of his miracles, he felt caught up in the system, in some ineffable plan that he did not know how to remove himself from. "Too fast for my comfort in many cases, pulling me along to places I wasn't ready to go to." And yet he'd never had much of a choice about it, he simply did his best with what he'd been given. Which some might have seen as a great deal of freedom, but with the eye of heaven on his every move Aziraphale had felt stifled, but here he was now. In this place apart.

"Being here has changed everything." And changed nothing at the same time, it didn't change what he'd always felt, but it did allow him to admit it. To embrace it and sitting there now under the warm sun in this place with no one other than Crowley - well Aziraphale was entirely certain that he'd always felt like this.

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-22 10:37 pm UTC (link)
Too fast. Aziraphale was forever on about how he wanted to be on the slow course -- and Crowley had never quite understood it. You go too fast for me, he'd said once and Crowley hadn't known what to say then, either.

But maybe it was fine that they went at their own speeds, so long as they were doing it together. For all he went to fast, Aziraphale was still at his side.

Well. Things had slowed down, since then, hadn't they? Nothing moved fast in this sleepy little town. Or outside of it, apparently.

"It might have," he hedged, unsure if anything had changed, or if everything had. He knew what he knew, though. He knew what he wanted.

"Hey," he said, setting aside his wine and turning the whole of his attention to Aziraphale (as if it hadn't been there already). "Have you ever tried kissing?"

And that was probably the most awkward thing he'd ever asked, but there was no taking it back now.

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[info]softangel
2019-09-22 11:48 pm UTC (link)
There was no might about it as far as Aziraphale was concerned, his life was chanced entirely being here - and not simply that they were here, but more than he was here with Crowley. That a life that had been spent at an arm's length for so long was now suddenly right here upon him. Whether it was Crowley's hand in his when they explored, or living together under the same roof. They were all things that he would never have been able to find it in himself to chance back at home.

What he hadn't expected though was Crowley's follow up question - perhaps follow up was not the right word, it felt related and yet also entirely out of the blue. A question from a conversation they were not having and yet having at the same time.

But at the idea of it his eyes went wide for a moment, kissing. It was not something he'd done, not really, not in the way he saw humans pressing themselves together, it was - well there was no one he'd ever wanted to kiss, truth be told. But that wasn't entirely true either. There'd been no one he thought he could get away with kissing, he remembered a moment, pressed nose to nose with Crowley and the thought of it had crept up into his mind even in the midst of the demon's warning.

And now here it was once more, that curl of thought, temptation. But why shouldn't they?

"No," He said finally. "I haven't - it's not - there isn't -" He started and stopped several times trying to find the right thing, just the way to say it. But as always Crowley made it impossible for him, he never felt like he knew what he wanted to say around him, or maybe it was that what he wanted to say he knew he shouldn't. But they were here now, in this down, through these doors, and there was nothing that he should or shouldn't say any longer, they simply were and so rather than try and find just the right words, he instead closed what little distance remained between them to press his mouth to Crowley's. Perhaps it was not a practiced thing, but it was one that had been imagined time and time again for longer than the angel would ever admit.

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-23 09:35 pm UTC (link)
That was the response that Crowley had wanted -- or at least hoped for -- well before he'd ever gathered the wits and nerve to (poorly) as the question.

There were a lot of things going on at once, of course. The fact that they could get away with it now, that they wanted to, no matter how inexperienced one or the other or both of them were. And if Crowley asked, and Aziraphale answered -- well.

It wasn't going to fast, if someone else was setting the pace, was it?

Kissing was -- interesting. Exciting, A little tingly, even. Crowley made a little noise that conveyed all of that and more (or none of it, perhaps) and tilted his head slightly so that their faces were slotted together a little better. Aziraphale tasted of wine, cheese, Goodness at it's purest level. But there was something else there too, something that made him purely him.

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[info]softangel
2019-09-24 06:33 am UTC (link)
It was a rush, part of him felt immediately overwhelmed by it, the press of Crowley's mouth against his own. Perhaps he moved slowly, it had taken him centuries to begin to even allow himself to think that he might just like the demon who ought to have been his nemesis while on earth. But from the beginning Crowley had never been that.

And now here they were pressed lip to lip and figuring out this very first. He'd thought it once before but this place was bringing all manner of new firsts for him. It was an unexpected delight to find himself in a position to experience newness. And Crowley was entirely new like this. The same as he'd always been of course, and yet he was warm and so very close and Aziraphale wanted so much more of this, the heat of his mouth and this kind of closeness.

He drew back finally if only so that he could take Crowley in that much more. The softness of his face, and the shape of his lips.

"Did you mean that?" He wondered after a moment. "You'd have gone with me to Alpha Centauri?"

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-26 01:45 am UTC (link)
Crowley had been trying to tell Aziraphale for years that they weren't enemies. There might have been sides, but theirs was simply theirs. Not heaven or hell, because they both wanted --

Well. They wanted what they wanted, not what other people wanted them to. It'd been the reason that Crowley had been so keen on befriending the angel since -- well. Near as long as he could remember, really. Since the idiot had just handed off his flaming sword to the first humans just because he figured they'd probably need it more than him.

Ridiculous. Crowley had been a fan.

Crowley sucked at his own lower lip, like he was trying to keep what he'd just gotten, even if Aziraphale had pulled away. But then he shook his head, slow and almost sadly amused. "I asked you to come with, didn't I? I wouldn't have gone without you."

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[info]softangel
2019-09-26 05:21 am UTC (link)
"You'd have really done it." It was unbelievable really, for so long Aziraphale had existed as though his every movement had been watched, though that wasn't quite right - maybe it was just that most of his movements were watched and that if he ever allowed himself to truly examine what he felt for Crowley, what he truly wanted with him - then the full weight of heaven would come down upon him.

And despite those fears he'd held, Crowley had extended him that offer, they could have run from it all, left the world they'd watched for so long and simply had one another. And wasn't that incredible.

"You always were the only worthwhile person I've ever known." It was remarkable, how much he'd known and yet never allowed himself to truly embrace and now here they were like this and the sight of Crowley like that, he wanted more of him, more of this new found freedom.

And so he took it once more, took Crowley's mouth and kissed him again, he never wanted to deal with the fear or the worry of being watched again, not now that they had this. He simply wouldn't allow it.

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[info]_crowley_
2019-09-27 08:59 pm UTC (link)
Of course he'd have really done it. For as much as he liked Earth and all the weird things in it -- art and books and cars and action movies -- he didn't need those things. Just Aziraphale. It'd always been so.

Well, okay, not always. But since the beginning of things, maybe. It'd been the Angel and the Angel alone.

He might have said so -- the words were on Crowley's tongue, but they were replaced by kisses and Aziraphale's tongue, and frankly that was better than talking.

It was better than a lot of things. And for once, they had nothing else but all the time in the universe to do this, exactly as they liked.

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