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Tweak says, "Hurt me, hurt me!"

killerofstars (killerofstars) wrote in snapthread,
@ 2019-12-23 10:07:00

Entry tags:

galen marek (sw), leia organa

Who: Galen Marek and Leia Organa.
What: Christmas Celebrating.
Where: Leia's place.
When: Christmas Eve.
Rating/Warning: Pst. It's gotten filthy. NSFW.

Things were complicated between himself and Leia. Less complicated, but complicated. Following that, there wasn't much that could be done but to continue forward, which they were. Instances where they were able to talk and get closer and even still, share a kiss here or there. These were things that really made Galen thing there was something despite the rock start. The complications were purely he was socially inept and she was closed in and guarded. The fact she was now amidst this were wolf affliction really didn't bother Gale, or did he consider it anything a long the line as complicating their relationship. It just was what it was, and they were going to surpass any of the issues coming at them.

Galen just didn't give up.

Lucario in tow, while he carried a pair of gifts under one arm and a pink honking bird under the other, per the request of Leia, but he was on his way to spend the evening with the woman at her home. She said she'd have the meal ready for them, whatever that may be, but none the less Galen was excited to spend another time together in what he hoped would be get closer to the woman. Social cues be damned and confusing, he was determined to learn. At least try to learn.

Arriving at Leia's arms full he looked at Lucario. "Hey, knock on the door will ya?" He asked his Pokemon. Then the flamingo honked at the pair of them and they both looked to the bird and Galen followed up with. "Kriff. Unless you want to hold this lanky thing." Lucario immediately opted for knocking on the door. When Leia arrived and opened the door Galen couldn't stop the smirk that crept across his lips. "Hi." He said softly. "So... I brought you a bird." Galen lifted up the bird some that was under his one arm who responded with a happy HONK! Galen rolled his eyes setting the bird down which ran inside making itself comfortable along with Lucario who did the same. Sighing, Galen shook his head. "They truly have no manners." But he followed in out of the cold.

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yourhighnessnes
2020-01-07 02:28 am UTC (link)

Sure, when she'd felt that bit self conscious, or less comfortable in was a public space, albeit sparsely populated Galen had attempted to assure her it was 'just them' in those moments they were swaying about in the ocean, and she had conceded that their moments was all she needed to focus on, but truly this was different, and she liked that. Likely her calmer manner and willingness to pursue more with him a sign that this was just how she'd wanted things to be, a space that was in all sense theirs.

Galen decided to venture to get exploitative with his mouth, pressing kisses along her skin, all of it felt delightful and enticing, but there was a soft approval from her throat as he reached her neck, head tilting to encourage his access, as a smile curling at her lips, her heart only picking up a touch faster. Her hands still traversing his chest with light touches, before looping comfortably to rest about his neck as he pressed those kisses to her skin, a hand reaching to run up the back of his neck and trace over the short hair that covered his scalp, fingers gently curling. All these things being efforts to encourage him on such a course.

Leia did still have that additional white robe on over the surprise Christmas gift, which she released her hold on him to carefully shrug out of it, letting it slip from her arms to fall to the floor as he was occupied with her neck.

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killerofstars
2020-01-07 08:29 pm UTC (link)

Difference in personalities, where she felt the stigma of public, and well, Galen still didn't feel it or understand it. Just a simple thing, that didn't actually matter to Galen on the where, and he was simple enough to back off and respect Leia's boundaries. Which seemingly enough, right here and now, Leia was very much open to the exploration that they bypassed at the beach.

Speaking of exploration though, Starkiller was pleased in his efforts to explore Leia's neck and collarbone slowly with his mouth. Along her neck, and over her shoulder as she lost the additional layer of her robe that was truly hiding the rest of her body from him. Encouraging him along, Galen was pleased to feel her fingers on his skin. Pressing forward as his head dipped lower, his kisses trailed down the front of her chest eagerly.

Having now made her make the similar noises he had made at her, there was something in Galen that only wanted to make her make more of those noises. Not to mention, as he was enjoying himself. This was new and exciting and Galen had no idea where it was heading.

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yourhighnessnes
2020-01-08 02:57 pm UTC (link)

It was a simple thing really, simple comparatively she supposed? Something as basic as affection shown through kisses placed against her skin just felt near perfect in this moment, and yet still more than enough to see her heart pick up it’s pace more rapidly, all steps toward losing herself in what already was becoming a very tender, shared experience between them that was only just starting, building gradually, with each moment, his eagerness apparent as he worked his way across the warmth of her skin without faltering.

Being so close to her chest, no doubt he could hear that pound of her heart, even feel how her breath was drawn in, a sort of anticipation. Focused on the warmth his mouth briefly offered, left to cool as he moved on - she encouraged him, alongside what seemed very much his own interests, her gaze lowering on him as he ventured on. Her hands still offering idle touches, one still touching about his neck and short hair, sure to encourage course, the other moving to his knead a little at his shoulder, lazily drifting back to over his chest.

“Feeling a little more comfortable?” She mused sweetly, near a pleased humm in her tone for all his focused attentions and their mutual enjoyment in this very moment, Leia’s words, more observation that question given the newfound momentum Galen seemed to have discovered, or possibly just because he’d gotten rid of his shirt. Or maybe she was just teasing fondly about both.

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killerofstars
2020-01-08 06:29 pm UTC (link)

Being so atuned to the Force, Galen was feeling a lot actually. With each brush to her skin with his lips, he could feel her body react, just as he could sense in her what he was doing was positive. Especially how her breathing grew shifted in rhythm. All these things were similar for Galen, in that he was surprised his heart was being contained in his chest.

Nodding, Galen nuzzled at Leia letting the kissing cease for the moment. "How can someone not be comfortable with you like this on top of me." Galen whispered, his hands trailing up over her thighs, up paster her hips, and along her sides to her back so he could pull her towards himself.

"I wasn't sure how this night was going to go, but, I knew it was going to be good." He smiled before looking to Leia's eyes. "You are absolutely incredible." Galen spoke while pressing his lips to hers with a happy hum in his throat while his fingers still explored her bare skin, touching what he could now in the more intimate setting.

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yourhighnessnes
2020-01-09 12:44 am UTC (link)

Leia smiled, giving a small laugh, almost to herself at his most affirmative assurance he was quite comfortable with her here as she was, seated in his lap, as his hands rushing over her thighs sent a little tremble up her spine and she moved easily to his pull. His compliment was taken with a light smile, brows arching as if she might feel that was rather too much praise on his part - but she wasn’t going to contradict it either, when Galen was being so sweet. “I think this is far more about us.” she encouraged warmly

Leaning in to accept another kiss, Leia felt no need to rush him, and in this moment no need to guide his roving hands, given his touch had now sneaked beyond the already sparse fabric, Leia perfectly content, and feeling that swirl of warmth within her stoked by Galen’s touch exploring as he saw fit. Leia left no mystery about her feelings if he happened to graze his hands over somewhere she liked particularly; offering signs he could find through his senses, combined with what the Force would tell him.

“There’s so much I want to share with you-” She sighed between kisses, meeting his lips again with heat that she only wanted to pursue, encourage that spark, and Galen’s own confidence - she could certainly just enjoy this quite easily. But, there was more, something she wanted, and something she believed, given his frustrations at their distance, he did too? Even though she was in doubt, given his complete isolation, he knew exactly what that was? Really, She’d thought about it, partly why she had decided to conduct things just so, this evening, stir him, see where it led, and guide what seemed natural. As comfortable as she was seated here, there were still perched somewhat, when they’d taken a seat on the end of her bed. “Including the fact there’s a lot more of this bed we can occupy."

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killerofstars
2020-01-09 05:48 am UTC (link)

She was correct. The way his hands and his fingers traveled a bit here and there, and the noises and reactions only led Galen to learn some of her sweet spots. "Yes." He agreed. "Us." She was correct. It was about them, and their efforts. Nothing more than what they happened to feel with each other.

Honestly, Galen didn't know what exactly they could be rushing into. There was vague ideas, such as he was familiar with his own anatomy, but hers? Well, that was becoming a whole new journey of learning Leia and one he was pleased to take lessons on.

The words between the kisses made him smile. "Then share with me." Galen managed before she capture him in that kiss spoke volumes. It drove that spark in his body just as she hoped. A raspy purr from his throat as he pressed into her and the kiss, just to have it taken away from him. It was cruel, if it was the true intention. She was making reference of the rest of the bed. That's accurate. With a glance behind him slightly, he looked to Leia and nodded. "I think you might be correct." With a push, using his strength Galen helped lift her up and allow her to her feet.

Once standing he walked to side of the bed now realizing exactly how tight his pants had become from the attention Leia was paying to him. The way she was dressed, he figured something would have to be done for him. Undoing the pants, he shimmied out of them letting them fall to the floor carelessly standing now just in the boxer briefs he wore that day, allowing the outline of just how excited he was to be quite obvious now. Moving back onto the bed he reached out for her to join him.

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yourhighnessnes
2020-01-09 06:41 am UTC (link)

Reluctant as she was to pause matters, it was with good reason, there wasn’t so much need to sit on the bed when there was so much more of it to lay upon, also she thought it far more romantic, too, as nice as being held to him, sitting on the bed had been. And though, Leia thought Galen could be near content in some ways just remaining as they were, that didn’t satisfy that curiosity, to see if more between them would progress so smoothly as all else before it. It wasn’t something so much posed as a question at any point, that wasn’t really how these things worked - but it was something that was just had begun to feel right, the closer they became to one another. There’d been a moment she’d wondered if that changing room what might have happened, had she not kept good sense about her.

More of his clothing discarded, but not the last of it - being seated in Galen’s lap for a portion of this adventure meant Leia wasn’t entirely unaware that it wasn’t just comfort he was feeling in their evening, it was just a reassurance too, in a way that there was a sense that the experience was mutual at this point, that each touch, or kiss was stirring within him as it did her. Even so, Leia would proceed with care, and even if it drove them both a little mad, caution, a want to check that he understood, or at least that he felt comfortable enough with her to find out.

And Leia did take his hand, guided back into his arms to settle comfortably with him on the bed, bodies just as close as they had been before, Leia enjoying sharing his warmth in an otherwise, previously empty space. Of course, it was a bed that would be near impossible to be uncomfortable in, luxurious in every sense of the word. It had, for some time now been considered fit for the royal family of Alderaan. It wasn’t a difficulty in any way to pick things up where they were left, despite Galen’s sadness that she had ended their kiss only moments ago, Leia was with him soon enough settling in under the covers to press a few stray, but fond sort of kisses to his chest, before she shifted close to meet his lips again, seeking to rekindle what they’d begin, intensify it, a clear sign this would be rather different to the more tender, an certainly more chaste evening they spent in the hotel.

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killerofstars
2020-01-10 05:00 pm UTC (link)

Galen never was one to pause anything. Normally when he got going, he was an unstoppable force steam rolling forward. His first mission was really sign of that. He plowed through droves of storm troopers without a bit of hesitation, and then there was this. This was uncharted territory and honestly, Starkiller wasn't sure what had been there to expect. Slowly learning the subtle difference of romance and the opposite of it, it was beginning to seem he was going to have to learn more than he even knew he had to learn.

With the evening progressing, Leia was correct that it wasn't just the comfort at hand. Leia was doing something to him, he wasn't entirely familiar with. Sure he had examined his own body, multiple times, and quite thoroughly on his own - but with Leia causing the course of action, Galen was finding himself conflicted on how to perform appropriately. The new territory was something he was taking to learn one bit at a time, and with an excellent guide like Leia... he was eager to keep with learning such goodness.

Pleased that Leia was back reconnecting with him to settle where they left off, Galen was even happier as her kisses ventured as his had. A sound purr came from Galen as she explored his chest in a different manner than any other time - just as her mouth captured his to signify that things would be much different than before. What changes really would come? They were of course wearing less - well no, this was about what they were wearing in the ocean. Though, he had a different appreciation for what Leia was wearing tonight compared to the bikini she had worn swimming. A raspy moan against her lips, Galen pulled Leia closer to him, just wanting the warmth of her body against his.

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yourhighnessnes
2020-01-17 11:27 pm UTC (link)

Maybe she’d never been particularly retreating about these matters, but Leia had never quite been the one to be the one to instigate with someone less experienced that she was. The quandary of pushing that little bit further, encouraging more whilst ensuring it was welcome, wanted - not that she at any point so far felt otherwise. He only pulled her closer to him, and she let him his moan an encouragement. The ocean had rocked them gently together, but as he had pulled her close, Leia found a gentle motion against him that seemed to suit perfectly as she didn’t break their kiss, slow but no less intense for it, there was no necessity to be so frenzied about it. She was savouring her time with him, and letting that warmth within her seem to coil, wind all the tighter, told by the rapid pounding of her heart, and the way her breathing was growing faster by the second.

Their bodies both, were offering all signs that each touch or kiss offered had the desired effect, that each move was only closer entwining them, Leia certain to let him know wherever his touch might venture was wanted, enjoyed. In turn Leia’s touch was roving him, enjoying the heat of him, the way his muscles shifted and bunched, that she could feel without having to even see what his commitment to his training sculpted. One of her hands slipped delicately to his hip, letting her touch only dally just below the waistband the last of the clothing covering him.

Leia knew what she could do, she knew very well she could wordlessly take them all the further, and part of her knew, Galen favoured simply charging ahead, acting based on emotion and feeling in most cases, perhaps she could have done so - everything felt right. But she needed a little more, there was always room in intimacy and newness to feel overwhelmed, to want to take steps and for it to take more than one encounter to push further each time, they’d never really talked about it, but the building intensity seemed to be speaking for them. Was it right to do so, when maybe he didn’t understand where exactly they were headed?

“How does this make you feel?” Leia breathed, drawing in air deeply as she broke their kiss speaking between a kiss at his neck, not letting her questioning spoil their rhythm. Sure bodies could speak for them and there was plenty Leia could feel, and understand from that alone; she was doing her best to make sure Galen could read her willingness and need too, but words and the chance to voice them mattered to her too, beyond how intense their chemistry was. She breathed in his scent, as she kissed again. “Can I keep going? Do you want more between us?” She felt he trusted her too, even if 'more' in exact terms was unknown territory.

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killerofstars
2020-01-20 03:32 pm UTC (link)

If Starkiller had known certain notions of how Leia felt, he'd of been more frustrated with his lack of knowledge or experience. Of course Leia had a better understanding or experience, but that didn't mean anything particularly, other than she was leading this charge. Teaching him what sort of things were to come or expect. The fact that they were able to feel such closeness previously, had done wonders for Galen, and led into how he knew more of what to do now. The kissing wasn't hard our quick. It was absolutely intense, where the raw emotion was felt in the act as the Force as he reached out to feel it.

While tangled with Leia, the warmth was soothing and desired. With each touch of hers, sent sparks through his body. Each movement brought forth a whole new wave of feelings. It was all pressing towards an end that he wasn't sure exactly what it looked like. One that he was intrigued to reach and experience with Leia. Especially if her hands kept touching him him the way that she was.

As expected, she was taking her time to make sure all was in the right places, where Galen would have been bounding ahead without thought or concern. Difference between the two personalities. Of course, that was a thing that Galen appreciated or even respected Leia for. It was very much a thing that Starkiller wasn't sure he'd ever be on the same page as Leia.

The way her mouth was on him asking him that question made him breathless. "How does it feel?" He repeated while he was trying to maintain something that resembled thoughts. When he went to speak again, her mouth to stifle his words, not that he was really complaining about that. There was nothing here that was going to cause him to falter now. Breathlessly between kisses, he would answer a very simple. "Yes."

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yourhighnessnes
2020-01-22 03:18 pm UTC (link)

Her need to confirm mattered, check each time they edged closer - the fear that needs were not being met quite so equally as desires were, bringing her to speak up more than once. Have him vocalise in words, not just sounds what he was feeling. His breathy, insistent ‘yes’ ought to be all she needed, she did her best to take it to heart. As her eyes fell closed and she leaned all the more into their kiss. She tried to remember how she’d felt, the first time things had inched that bit closer to that first time for her.

And even she’d only wanted to let it happen, she’d felt nervous and excited and- a lot of things, but quite ready, and it sort of seemed that they’d just kind of known what they’d both wanted. It wasn’t so different now, Leia reminded herself as she nuzzled against his neck again, and kissed there tenderly, bodies pressed close.

So Leia did her best to fall back into what felt like a natural progression once more, a feeling that allowed her to be intoxicated, and swept up in the growing intensity they were sharing, but did not mean she’d lost all awareness of his well-being. It was a balance she didn’t at all mind being entrusted with. She took a breath, reminded herself to relax to allow her to move on ahead, meet his lips again and again once more with passion, focus sensing and feeling for his encouragement, every little sign he offered that meant Galen wanted more of her without having to word it, even if he was a little unwitting of what exactly that meant.

Their rhythm found Leia soon made efforts to see the last of his clothing tossed aside, and he’d been willing to help her in getting him free of them. “I don’t want there to be anything between us.” Leia murmured between those moments their lips parted for a more feverish pace, her body bushing against him, still at a gentle rock. Well, technically, she was still far more clothed than he was, but he’d find out her true meaning soon enough. As they kissed, and her blood raced Leia saw to encouraging Galen to settle comfortably on his back, drawing a little distance so she could shift to straddle him, giving that a moment too, running her hands over his chest, thumb brushing a nipple. She sensed no reluctance to any of her actions thus far, leaning to press a kiss to his lips. They were so close. Her gaze heady as she looked to him. “And- I thought tonight, would be the right time for something ..more special-”

With that, her touch drifted a little to gently grasp him, tenderly touch him for a moment, before guiding him within her. A rumble of pleasure like a purr was in in her throat as she took all of him in. Leia held still for just a moment to let them both simply bask in the sensation, before she rocked her hips slowly with a gasp, the pleasure in her expression quite evident, ready to guide him further, if she could find her words soon enough.

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killerofstars
2020-01-22 07:04 pm UTC (link)

With his yes, and the sensations that he was feeling floating around in his head, the experience was intoxicating. His body burned hot, and each time she touched him - it was a new tingle that sent sparks through his body. Being wrapped in each other, and the kisses they were sharing - if there was an afterlife he had hoped it felt as this. Everything about this evening, especially the tail end of it, made all the waiting and conflict worth it.

Leia was worth it.

So while their momentum picked back up where they had left off, the intensity radiated from there. No words needing to be said, as her fingers tugged at the last piece of clothing, the excited man was eager to help to remove it and have it tossed to the side with little second thought. Though, as much as she was still technically wearing more, it was clear that what she was wearing wasn't made for more than the intimate exploit they were bounding down, which made it just as much more exciting.

Gasping against her kiss, he nodded at her in agreement not having the words compiled to bring forth an intelligent thought. There was shifting and movement, while Galen followed Leia's lead, especially as she moved on top of him, mounting his hips. The pressure now was insanely built up, and his eyes feasted on her in all her glory. No long worried or afraid to touch, his hands pressed against her skin eager to feel her under his fingertips. Just as she was doing the same. A hiss of delight, that surprised Galen came from his mouth with grazing the sensitive flesh on his chest, before she was pressing her mouth to his. A low smirk on his lips, unaware what she was exactly meaning, he spoke up. "I like surprises.."

Though his mind started to catch up to exactly was meaning when he felt her fingers on him which sent it's own pleasant shiver through his body, but the thing that really rocked his world was when he felt the tightness around his whole length. With a gasp, and a moan his body visibly shivered. "Kriff.." And when he thought this was as good as it got, Leia rocked her hips just the slightest. "Fuuuck..." Was followed quickly. With her movements, it was intense and absolutely mind blowing. Her body rocked, once, twice, and on that third - Galen had no idea how to stop himself. A raspy gasp and moan as his body tightened and released all at once.

Such an incredible thing, over so quickly, and Galen immediately felt robbed - not to mention how Leia probably felt about the whole ordeal.

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yourhighnessnes
2020-01-23 12:50 pm UTC (link)

An assurance he only liked surprises? Leia near grinned to herself, perhaps a little smuggly. “Just as well one of us does.” She couldn’t help but note in the wake of their kiss, the thought offered almost idly, her attention was on him, and just what was in store. Playful though their words were, there was a certain amount of focus about Leia, on getting matters right, on ensuring she felt she was progressing safely, and still pushing boundaries, he was comfortable as she moved ahead. As they were joined, Galen’s enjoyable ‘surprise’ as he had voiced a moment ago was nothing short of a favourable kind of surprise. Leia hadn’t found herself setting a pace, or explored exactly what she needed before it was done in an instant, his body unused to such things yet, well, everything was too much. He was neither the first, and would not be the last.

She wasn’t resentful, not in the least. Of course, she was still what felt, tightly wound up inside, having only just begun, but Leia decided she best ignore it, let it pass - focus on them both, a smaller step, but a step forward, nonetheless. Leia took a breath, a calming one of sorts before carefully shifting so that she could nestle in beside him again.

The princess had thought through all this without expecting, or even wanting a particular outcome as such. Leia just wanted to share this particular level of intimacy with him, to push them closer and to see if how they felt, aligned. Rarely did these things go perfectly, let alone the very first time; plus Galen was in a situation different to most, his knowledge limited. The only outcome she had wanted, was for it to bring them closer, and she had no doubt at all it had done just that, and would only do to encourage that much for their future.

“Perhaps surprised was the right expression- it gets the better of us all.” She teased warmly, it wasn’t a jab at the endurance of things as such, Leia leaning to kiss his cheek; more it was that his expression had immediately suggested it was all a little too brief - which if nothing else was a positive response, wanting more ..was without doubt, what she’d been going for to some extent.

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