I feel you so much on this, to be honest. I took a really long break from RP and came back and didn't know where to start or what to do. I've been in a few pan-fandom communities since then, and I can tell you that this one is the friendliest one I've found so far. Everyone has been really nice and welcoming. If you want to give it a shot, I would love to help you with anything you need!