ownthenights (ownthenights) wrote in shadows_rpg, @ 2020-04-23 20:17:00 |
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Entry tags: | #january 2018, sebastian, sebastian x theo, theo |
Who: Sebastian and Theo
Where: Ashton’s House, Theo’s House
When: Night, Saturday, January 20
Status: Complete
Warning: Turns NSFW
The dance had been fun, but it wasn’t until the after party that everyone really seemed to relax and let go. Sebastian knew that not everyone had had the last few weeks that he’d had, but it still felt like everyone needed this on some level. The music was loud, the house was packed, and the alcohol was flowing strong enough that everyone seemed to have a good buzz, himself included. He’d lost Chloe shortly after they’d arrived, but he wasn’t concerned about it. She’d have more fun with a guy that was into her and he was happy just hanging out with his friends. After watching Jake lose the wild game of flip cup that resulted in half the guys splattered with beer, Bash made his way back to the kitchen, looking to freshen up his drink. It was a little less crowded in there, with most of the guys sticking to the keg, but Bash preferred a rum and coke over a beer if he could have it.
Theo wasn't really planning on attending a high school party. But after spending a few nights bored at home, and finding out Ashton had invited some other graduates still hanging around Point Pleasant, Theo finally decided to head over. At least he knew there would be alcohol and he could get wasted.
With that in mind he walked, since it seemed silly to drive two streets away. It was cold, but it wasn't so bad that a few beers wouldn't warm him up. He was on his third when he caught sight of Sebastian. He hadn't seen the guy since the night of that... freakshow. And he was feeling more normal now so Theo walked over to him in the kitchen, cup his hand. "Hey,' he greeted, lifting his cup in salute. "Look at you all dolled up. Where's your crown?"
“Yeah, I thought I’d ditch the glitter for a suit this time,” Sebastian grinned, glancing up at Theo as he picked up the bottle of rum. Theo might not have been dressed up, but he looked in much better spirits than the last time Bash had seen him. He was so much cuter when he was smiling. “Couldn’t pull off another win. But I didn’t really expect to. It’s all good though. I think I can convince the queen to let me wear her crown if I ask nicely.”
Theo snickered softly before taking another sip from his cup. He had seen Jules Cooper mingling about earlier with a sparkly tiara on her head. That wasn't surprising. Theo had been prom king back in the day, but while all that high school stuff felt so insignificant now, he know how important it had felt at the time. "Nah, don't mess up your hair," Theo said, gesturing with his cup. "Did you come here with someone?" The alcohol was making him feel chatty enough, though he had enough clarity to not be overly flirtatious in front of other people.
Sebastian had wanted that crown more than he was willing to admit, but he knew the chance of him scoring it now that he was out was slim. He couldn’t really explain why without calling some people low-key homophobic, so he was glad he was glad he didn’t have to explain. Maybe he’d just fallen out of favor recently. That could be possible, but it didn’t make him feel any better about it. “Officially, but not really,” he said as he poured a healthy bit of rum into his cup. “I think she found someone more into her than me, which is fine. I’m still not sure why she wanted to go with me.”
Theo shrugged. "Some girls would rather have a date than go solo. I think the real question is why'd you want to go with her?" Sometimes the popular kids wanted to be seen with each other, regardless of personal feelings. And that was fine. But Sebastian McCarthy was popular enough that he probably should have recognized that much. Or maybe the chick just really liked him, who knew? Theo didn't care much either way, but maybe he was trying to figure out whether or not Sebastian planned on ditching out on the party with his date or not. That was the beer talking, but that was okay. It was nice to let alcohol make his decisions sometimes.
“There’s not a lot of guys for me to ask, so…” Sebastian smiled as he took a sip of his drink, willing the heat to stay away from his cheeks and failing. He hadn’t had to out himself socially since the last dance and realized now how convenient that had been, telling one person and just letting it spread. He wasn’t sure why telling Theo made his cheeks flush, but it probably had to do with how hot the guy was. Sebastian just hoped he didn’t run him off. “It’s just nice to have someone to dance with. Other than Greg, but that’s just us making fools of ourselves.”
Did Theo know Sebastian McCarthy was gay? Maybe. He might have heard it in his small circle of friends but he was usually drunk or high around his friends so a lot of information tended to trickle in and out of his brain, not always retaining in the process. Maybe he had heard and that was why he was talking to the guy now. Not that anyone knew he was... sort of gay. Half gay. What'd they call that? Theo took another drink from his cup. "Yeah, I guess I get that," Theo finally agreed. He glanced around, watching people come and go, mostly to get alcohol. Then he grinned at Sebastian and reached into his jacket to pull a joint out of the inside pocket. He held it up and cocked a curious brow. "You wanna step out for a minute?"
Sebastian’s eyes ticked to the joint and then back to Theo, a flash of surprise in his eyes. He would’ve thought that Theo would want to share with someone he knew a little better, someone he graduated with or maybe some girl he hoped to pick up. He couldn’t begin to guess his motivations. His own weren’t exactly clear either. “If you’re sharing, sure,” he smiled. “I just need to grab my coat.” He was already of the mind that this winter had been far too long, even though he knew they still had a few more months of it. He could probably brave the cold, something about him being a water witch made it easy, but he knew a normal person would be freezing. “Meet you out back?”
"Sure." Theo stuck the joint between his lips and waggled his brows before turning to walk in the opposite direction toward the back. Either Sebastian would join him, or he'd blow him off. Either way, Theo was going to smoke and get stoned and then hopefully find his way home to his comfortable bed. Rather than wait for Sebastian, Theo set his cup on the ledge of the deck out back and then lit up the joint. Given it was winter, there was no one back there. The yard looked out into the yard of the house behind them, but the lights were off. That was okay. He took a small drag from the joint and slid his free hand into his pocket. It was cold, but the beer was keeping it tolerable.
Knowing that Theo was waiting for him, Sebastian quickly made his way to the front of the house, grabbed his coat, and wound his way to the back again. The cold air hit him as soon as he opened the door, but it wasn’t near as bad as he thought it would be. It was a milder night, possibly above freezing, so he didn’t even bother to zip up his jacket. “You started without me,” he teased, coming to lean against the rail beside Theo. It was startling how much quieter it was outside, without the music and the people. It made Sebastian want to keep his voice down, even when there was no one around to hear them.
"Nah, just getting it nice and warm for you," Theo said with a grin before he held out the joint. He exhaled the smoke and slipped both hands into his pockets while Sebastian had the weed. "Thanks for the ride the other day, by the way. I know the night was kind of... unusual. I can't remember much but I might've been a dick about it, so if I was... I'm sorry." He had been freaked out by that man, and his nerves had been shot, on top of everything else he had to worry about in this town.
“Thanks,” Sebastian snickered as he accepted the joint and took a drag, holding the smoke in his lungs for a moment. Immediately he felt warmer, but he knew it would take a couple minutes for the high to kick in. He shook his head as Theo began to apologize, but waited until he’d exhaled before trying to speak. “It’s no big deal. That was some scary shit. I’m just glad we got away.” He didn’t want to think a lot about what had been chasing Theo, so he tried to remember the other details of the night. “Did you ever find your keys?” he asked as he handed the joint back to Theo.
Theo nodded and took the joint. “I left them at the bar. A friend of mine dropped them off.” He hadn’t told his mom what had happened that night. She had enough on her mind and honestly, he wasn’t sure she’d believe him despite everything she knew about this town. He eyed Sebastian and then smirked a touch around the joint before taking another drag. It was potent stuff, so he probably didn’t need much more of it. “How’d your show go? The one where you had to wear all the glitter.” He did remember that much. It was a better memory than the skinny dark man, at least.
Sebastian hadn’t mentioned it to anyone either. His friends were all tapped out on supernatural stress and he didn’t want to pile anything else on. “It was good. Turns out I make a good fairy,” he laughed softly. “But damn, glitter’s a pain in the ass to get rid of. I’m still finding it in random places. I got some on my steering wheel and I can’t seem to get it off.” Everywhere he’d been in that costume, there seemed to be a touch of it. He never realized how often he touched his face until he found glitter fingerprints all over the place.
Theo snickered. "I can't help you there. I'm not too versed in glitter removal. Seems like a more sparkly version of sand, where you just keep finding it in weird places." He offered Sebastian the joint again in case he wanted another hit. Theo was starting to feel pleasantly high and relaxed now, even outside in the cold. They could've smoked inside, but the scent would've drawn the stoners, or a pissed off Ashton, so...whatever, Theo had manners. He probably smoked too much weed, but it tended to make the reaping less stressful. Unfortunately death didn't have a set schedule, and Theo couldn't be high twenty four seven.
“Exactly,” Sebastian smiled, taking the joint for one more hit. He probably shouldn’t have any more than that; he’d been drinking and had no idea how strong Theo’s stuff was. Definitely good enough that he was starting to feel the high. “So what’ve you been up to?” he asked, handing the joint back. He always imagined there was freedom after graduation, but that took going off to college. If Theo was home, he had to fill his time with something else. He couldn’t be sitting around doing nothing.
Theo took the joint and held it down by his side. When it went out he'd put the rest back in his pocket. He was definitely feeling it now, and it should get him through the rest of the night. "Not a lot," he admitted, not really embarrassed to admit that. Sebastian had lived here long enough to know there wasn't a lot of shit to get up to in Point Pleasant. "Kind of looking for a job, but not as actively as I probably should be. I feel like a bear with this weather. I just want to hibernate." Theo paused and huffed out a laugh. "Saying things like that makes people think I'm aimless, or lazy. Which I might be. I mean, I'm hanging out at a high school party. No offense."
“Hibernating would be nice,” Sebastian agreed with a lazy smile. “Curl up some place warm and not come out till spring.” Maybe all the crazy shit would be gone by then. That was definitely wishful thinking. “Not offended,” he snickered. “Though, I mean, it’s not like you’re decades older. Did your time away really make you feel wiser or more experienced? Are we suddenly too immature?” He tended to think everything would be different when he went to college, but he didn’t know if that was really the case. It wasn’t like he could flip a switch and suddenly forget everything he’d left behind. “Are college parties all that different?”
Theo barked out a laugh, his breath a faint white cloud from the chill. "Maybe more experienced, but definitely not wiser. And yeah, you know, some people in there are immature." He pulled a hand from his jacket to gesture towards the door. "But hell, you could be thirty years old and be immature so that doesn't mean anything. I guess there's just a feeling that once you're gone, you're gone, and it's kind of sad if you come back home and hang out with high schoolers. I'm not much older than you, but..." Theo shrugged. "You've all got shit ahead of you, and I'm back here, unemployed and getting high all the time." He grinned, even if it didn't feel terribly amusing. Then he laughed again. "This is what you get when you smoke weed with me."
“What? Pessimism with a smile? You’re hot enough it’s worth putting up with,” Sebastian teased. It wasn’t really flirting if he knew Theo wasn’t interested. It was just stating a fact, but saying it still gave him that giddy feeling in his chest. “We’ve got so much shit to deal with here that sometimes you need to get high to get through it. That’s pretty much how I survived Wednesday. And I’m starting to think everyone I’m close to is sticking around, so it’s not like you’re the only one who does it. People come back, some sooner, some later. Fuck, I probably will too, despite everything.” If things panned out the way he was thinking, he would definitely be back eventually. Which seemed crazy. Only a few months ago he was thinking he’d leave and never come back.
Theo chuckled. Getting high helped accept the compliment with ease. He wasn't out by any means, and under any other circumstances he might have been visibly uneasy with being called hot by another guy, but tonight it felt good. "Yeah, I get that," he said, "but you kind of always want to be the one who doesn't come back." Theo had no idea if that made any sense or not. He had come back because he didn't really have any other choice. Maybe he was safer here, which was an odd thing to think given how fucked up this town could be. "Do you have a college lined up already?"
Sebastian got it because he’d been there. Getting out of Point Pleasant was the goal for most people and it wasn’t long ago that he’d been one of them. Now he wondered if he’d ever fit in anywhere else. He supposed he’d find out eventually. “I have all my applications in, but I won’t hear back till the spring. I’m leaning towards University of Maine right now, but a few months ago I was thinking California, so who knows,” he laughed softly. “Things change so fast around here. My dad prefer Harvard.” He knew it would be a battle if he got in, but he wasn’t going to worry about it until he actually got accepted.
"Oh man, if a school out west took me, I'd go in a second," Theo said. The weed had taken hold and he felt so much better now than he had an hour ago. "But I guess if you want to stay close to your family, UM works too. It's not a bad school. Obviously Harvard is better, but... fuck it, man, you do what you want to do. Our parents can't control us forever, as much as they'd like to." Theo ran a hand through his hair, not caring if it got all messed up. "I really don't want to go back inside. I think I might walk home. You gonna stick around?"
“I don’t know what I want,” Sebastian said with a little laugh. Everything he’d tried to plan in terms of college had changed, from Greg not going to Hunter leaving town and he felt like trying to decide now would just mean he’d end up disappointed. It felt better to leave his options open and see what his choices were when he had to make them. Sebastian watched as Theo ran a hand through his hair, leaving it a fluffy mess. It looked soft, like he’d enjoy running his fingers through it. He was definitely high. “I dunno. Probably not. You walkin’?”
Theo shrugged. "That's normal. I knew people in college who were in their fourth year there and still had no clue what they were aiming for. Not knowing what you want seems to be the norm." He shoved his hands into his jacket and pushed away from the ledge of the deck. "I walked over. Figured I could drive a couple streets, but if some bullshit happened my mom would be on my ass about it later, so I walked. Seemed like the responsible thing to do but now I kinda wished I had brought my car. Did you come straight from the school?"
“Yeah, figured if I got trashed I could always walk home and get the car in the morning, but I think I’m okay to drive if you want a ride,” Sebastian offered. It probably wasn’t responsible, but he wasn’t going to make Chloe walk from his house to the party. In retrospect, he could have just dropped her off. But then it was, what? Three blocks? He could take it slow. “Anyone waiting up for you?” he asked, opening the door so they could cut back through the house. In the summer it would be easy enough to walk around it through the yard, but he didn’t want to trudge through the snow in his dress shoes.
Theo wasn't going to say no to a ride, even if his house was pretty close. If it had been any warmer he would have just walked, but the offer was there so he'd take it. "Nah, mom's probably asleep, if she's even home from that casino thing at the country club tonight," Theo said, lifting his hand in a gesture of goodbye when he caught the eye of one of his buddies. "I feel like I ought to slip you some gas money with all these rides you've been giving me lately."
“Yeah, my parents are at that thing too,” Bash said as they made their way through the house. He looked for Greg, but when he didn’t see him decided he’d just send him a text to let him know he left. He was probably somewhere with Phee, or maybe they’d already left when he wasn’t paying attention. “It’d probably be, like, all of ten cents tonight,” he grinned. “But if you keep it up, you can buy me a shake at Moxie’s. Or keep sharing your weed with me.”
Theo laughed. "A shake or weed. I mean, two things of very different value there." Weed kept him going, but it wasn't like he was lacking in dealers in this place. He was feeling pleasantly high now and low key horny and he was hoping that nothing would happen in town tonight to pull him away from that. He hadn't had to guide any of the dead over to the other side lately, which was both odd and also pretty great. As they neared the door Theo looked at Sebastian. "Chloe's not gonna hate you for leaving her here, is she?"
“Yeah, but they kind of go together, don’t they? I could go for chili cheese fries right about now,” Sebastian snickered. That was definitely the weed talking. Getting high almost always gave him the munchies, among other things, but at least it was an easy craving to fill. He could always raid the pantry when he got home. “Naw, we’d talked about her Ubering, since we both planned on drinking. I’d hunt her down, but if she’s foolin’ around with someone then I’m the last person she wants to see,” he said with a little laugh. He wouldn’t blame her for finding someone to make out with. He would’ve done the same and was starting to reconsider texting Logan. No one said he had to go straight home after dropping Theo off.
"Smart." It would have been stupid of him to Uber home, given how close he lived. Honestly, Theo couldn't wait for the warmer months. He couldn't really walk into town living in Overlook, but he generally enjoyed walking around town when he was there. Point Pleasant winters sucked. He'd only had one girlfriend cheat on him at a party before - not that Chloe was Sebastian's girlfriend - but it was usually Theo who was found making out with someone he shouldn't be. It had been nice walking through the warm house, but it also made the chilly air a bit harder to bear when they were outside. Hopefully Sebastian wasn't parked too far away. "Ugh, fuck, my brain is starting to just zone out," he said with a laugh. "It feels kind of nice though."
“No, don’t zone out,” Sebastian snickered. “I need someone to help me stay focused.” His brain searched for something to talk about, but he found himself struggling, mostly because he was high, but partially because he didn’t know Theo as well. If it had been Greg with him, or even Jules, he could bullshit about anything. Looking over at Theo, all he could think about was how perfect his lips were and that didn’t help in the least. “What d’ya-- What’re you gonna do when you get home? Just crash? Play video games? Do you play?” His brain was all over the place and he probably sounded like an idiot, but if he became a zombie on the way to the car, then he might just sit in it for a while doing nothing.
Theo rubbed his hands over his face, as if that would somehow wake him up. Or make him more sober to talk to Sebastian for the next three minutes in the car. But sobering up was the last thing he wanted to do. "I don't really play video games," he admitted, once his hands fell to his sides. "I'm probably gonna go home, eat something that's bad for me, then jerk off before I go to bed." He snickered loudly, as if he couldn't believe he had just said that out loud, but it was true, wasn't it? Theo probably would have sounded like he was giggling if the sound hadn't been caught in his chest. "That was some good weed, wasn't it?"
Sebastian laughed aloud, surprised by Theo’s honesty. It put an image in his head that he really didn’t need, but was far too easy for his brain to conjure up and he felt himself flush as a result. Video games would’ve been a safe topic. Theo jerking off, probably about the time that Sebastian planned on doing the same, was definitely not. He generally worked hard not to fantasize about straight guys, but fuck it was hard when he was high. “You got some good shit,” he smiled, then fished his keys out of his pocket to unlock his car. The little mustang wasn’t all that great for this weather, but it’d be all kinds of fun in the summer when he could put the top down. As soon as he climbed in, he started the car up and turned up the heat, still trying to drag his brain back to the here and now.
Theo got into the car and rubbed his hands together to warm them up. It would be so easy to keep laughing, even if nothing was particularly funny. But everything felt funny at that moment. He didn’t think he’d be grabbing a second ride home from Sebastian McCarthy, of all people, but knowing his own friends, they were all too wasted to drive anyway. But this was fine. Sebastian didn’t know him that well, so it wasn’t like Theo had to be someone he wasn’t. “So much nicer to go to parties I’m not throwing,” Theo murmured. “Fuckin’ hated cleaning up after everyone. It’s like everyone’s got free reign to drink and smoke and fuck in every room. I don’t think I want to ever clean up that shit again.”
“You threw good parties though,” Sebastian said, recalling one he’d been to a couple years back. He and Greg had been some of the youngest guys there, but how could they resist sneaking into a party a senior was throwing? “It always seemed shitty to smoke in someone else’s house, unless you were smoking with them. Like, you can wash away the beer, but once something smells like cigarettes or weed you’re kind of screwed. Unless you douse it with Febreeze or something,” he snickered, even if it wasn’t really funny. He’d probably flip out if his friends got high in his house. “Promise I didn’t smoke in your house. Or fuck.”
Theo shrugged, smirking softly as he stared out the passenger window. He had thrown pretty great parties. His mom had never been overly thrilled with him when she happened to find signs of them days after the fact, but he'd rarely gotten into trouble. She was too busy to properly discipline. "I appreciate that," Theo said. "If only everyone could say that, because you don't wanna know some of the things I'd find after everyone went home. I get the appeal of making out at a party, but at least clean up after yourself, right?"
“Never had a big party at my house, but I can imagine,” Sebastian said with a little laugh. The only time he’d ever really fooled around at a party had been with Logan in Jason’s room and… he wasn’t sure he’d been so polite. The downside to being drunk. “I keep thinking I’ll do something this summer, when we can use the pool, and just lock everyone outside. If people wanna fool around in the bushes, I don’t give a shit,” he grinned. The key, he figured, was keeping everyone outside. Sebastian pulled the car out and started towards Theo’s house, taking it a little slower than usual. He didn’t feel drunk, but he knew some of that was the weed. Over-confidence would lead to him hitting something.
"Not a bad plan. We live so close to the cliffs that I was always afraid some drunken asshole would wander past the fence and fall over the edge. But I'm game for watching them act like drunken assholes at your place." God, he couldn't wait until summer. Theo kept thinking about it and he knew the next few months would probably take forever. He had grown up in this neighborhood but he was looking at the houses with observant eyes, probably because he needed something to focus on so he wouldn't doze off... or zone out like he promised Sebastian he wouldn't.
It was a plan that Sebastian had in his head, but he wasn’t sure if it would ever happen. His parents would need to leave town because they’d never allow him to have that kind of a party, but he felt like he should at least have one before leaving for college. It was like a right of passage for the Overlook kids. “We should hang out sometime,” Bash said, even if he wasn’t sure what they’d do. Not play video games. It was amazing how quick the trip was from Ashton’s to Theo’s when they were in the car. Walking would have been cold and taken at least a few minutes, maybe ten at the pace they’d been walking.
Theo grinned and looked over at Sebastian. It was dim in the car but for the street lamps that illuminated it as they passed by. "Yeah? What'd you wanna do when we hang out?" There might have been a flirtatious lilt in his tone. He should know better to be outright suggestive with someone he didn't know very well. Theo knew the only reason he was doing it was because he knew Sebastian was gay. In a town this small he had to be careful about who he was himself with, but fuck it... he'd been drinking tonight, and he was high, and it felt nice to do something good for himself for once.
Sebastian laughed softly as he glanced over at Theo, excitement fluttering in his chest that he knew was completely uncalled for. If he didn’t know better, he’d have thought Theo was flirting with him, but it was more likely it was just wishful thinking and a really good high. “I dunno,” he smiled, flustered despite being sure Theo was just teasing him. “Play pool or… um… watch a movie... or something.” The phrase ‘Netflix and chill’ came to mind, but he couldn’t bring himself to actually say it. Theo had been cool so far, but if Bash actually came onto him he knew that could change and he didn’t want to risk it.
"Or something," Theo said, nodding as he looked out to see where they were. "I generally like doing or something, depending on who I'm with. Movies or pool are good to do with someone you don't want to do or something with." He was thinking he was being obvious enough, but he was also high so who knew if what he was saying was making any sense. They were nearly to his house, and the long winding driveway through the trees to his house. It felt kind of ridiculous to him now, to live in such a large house when it was just him and his mom. But it was all about status, and he also kind of liked living in a house large enough that his mom would rather leave him be than to try and track him down.
If Bash had been sober, it would’ve been easier to follow what Theo was saying, but instead it took him a moment for the whole thing to process. Then he took his foot off the gas because driving and staring at Theo weren’t things he could do at the same time and he’d decided he really needed to watch Theo at that point. “Yeah,” he said, licking his lips. “I just didn’t think you were into the same sort of somethings as me.” It was such a roundabout way of saying it, but it felt safer, like they both had some kind of deniability. Slowly, the car rolled in front of Theo’s house and Sebastian put the car in park. “You wanna do something now?” he asked, raising a brow.
Sebastian seemed to understand what Theo was saying even if he wasn't entirely sure himself of its own coherency. It would be so easy to say yeah, he was into the somethings that Sebastian was into, but it still felt kind of scary to admit it out loud in a way that was obvious. Theo had gotten laid since being back home, but they'd all been women. The prospect of getting off with another guy was really tempting and when Sebastian stopped in front of his house, Theo could already tell his mom was still at the casino thing. The front porch light was on, and the light in the hall window on the second floor, but that was it. It felt secluded there, which made Theo feel a bit safer. "You want to come inside?" Theo asked, answering Sebastian's question in a roundabout way.
“Yeah,” Sebastian said and put the car in park without a second thought. There were a lot of questions bouncing around in his head, but none of them mattered as much as the possibility of kissing lips that he’d been admiring for the better part of an hour. He understood that inside afforded them more privacy than in the car and wondered if Theo would even kiss him out there. He somehow doubted it. He couldn’t tell if this was a first for him or not, but it definitely felt like he wanted to keep it quiet, which Sebastian could respect. He climbed out of the car, feeling far more excited than he should be able to feel while high, and glanced over at Theo, a smile tugging at his lips. “Lead the way.”
Theo had no idea where he would kiss anyone until he actually did it. Not being completely sober sometimes guided his decisions. Maybe that was why he didn't drink here as much as he did in college. He led Sebastian up to the front door and unlocked it. When he stepped inside he quickly walked over to the alarm system and punched in the code to keep it from going off. With that done he returned to the door to shut and lock it now that Sebastian was in his house. "Mom'll flip her shit if we track snow or dirt upstairs so... shoes off." He chuckled deep in his chest, amused by his mother's weird ass OCD tonight. Usually it annoyed him, but he felt like he ought to be able to take a guy up to his room and do what he wanted without worrying about getting scolded by his own mom. Damn he needed a place of his own, and soon.
Sebastian gave a look around as Theo turned off the alarm, noticing how different it was when it was just the two of them. His memories of being there before were all foggy, recalling mostly beer and the excitement of being at a senior’s party. It had been loud and the place had been packed. Now it was quiet, making the fact that they were alone even more prominent. “I get it. My mom’s the same way,” Bash said as he slipped off his shoes. “Is it just you and your mom here?” He thought that was the case, but the house was huge for just two people. Then again, Ms. McCalley was the mayor and he knew how status and appearances went together. It meant there were tons of rooms for them to disappear into, wherever Theo felt like taking him.
"Yeah, it's just us." He motioned for Sebastian to follow him through the foyer to the hall that would lead to the stairs. "Mom throws a lot of events, if not at the country club than she has them here, so I guess she likes the space. Who the fuck knows. It's kind of weird to think about her here when I'm not around. Some days we barely see each other, even when we're both home." Theo rubbed his hand over the top of his head as he headed up the stairs. He supposed he could have taken Sebastian into one of the lower rooms, but he wasn't so drunk that he couldn't walk upstairs without the threat of falling. "Your brother is still at school, isn't he?"
“Yeah, he pretty much avoids coming home if at all possible,” Sebastian said as he followed behind Theo. He didn’t recall going upstairs before, but guessed that’s where Theo’s room was. Or a game room. “It’s just my sister and I upstairs most of the time. My parents only come up if they need something. Or want to talk.” It was weird how the house could feel completely empty when there were four of them living there, and then other times it felt like they were tripping over one another every step they took. He noticed that that happened more when things weren’t good at home, like the space shrunk and they were forced to converse. “It’ll be nice to have my own place eventually.” Even if that was a long ways off.
"Can't really blame him, I guess." Theo was talking more about coming home to Point Pleasant, though he supposed there could be discord in the McCarthy household that kept Trip away. There was usually always discord in Overlook. Theo led Sebastian down the hall to the very last room on the left. His mom's room was at the opposite end of the house, which made all of this even better. No worries that she'd overhear something, and even more important, no worries that he would hear something. Theo opened his bedroom door and realized he still had his jacket on, so he shrugged it off and tossed it over his desk chair. Then he turned back to Sebastian to help him get out of his own coat. "Good manners says I should offer you something to drink, or smoke, but I think that'll just delay what we wanna do, so I hope you don't mind my temporary bout of rudeness."
If they weren’t there to make out, Sebastian would’ve taken a lot more interest in the contents of Theo’s room, however he was far too distracted to care about anything but the bed. He laughed softly, looking over at Theo as he shrugged out of his coat. “You already shared your weed with me, and I’ve already got a good buzz. I think it can be overlooked this time,” he said, dropping his coat over a chair before stepping closer to Theo. He paused, nerves fluttering up despite knowing that Theo was into this, that they wouldn’t have come this far if he wasn’t, then reached out to Theo, plucking his shirt. “Come ‘ere,” he said with a lazy smile. “Good manners say you shouldn’t keep me waiting.”
Theo felt flutters too, but they weren't nerves. He was confident in what he wanted, and what he was doing, and he imagined Sebastian was too, given he was out and Theo wasn't. Not really. So he brought his hand up to the back of Sebastian's neck and pulled him close to kiss him. Theo knew a lot of people got giggly, or hungry when they were high. Some people zoned out and just felt chill and relaxed. But Theo was horny and he didn't think there was any feeling better than kissing someone while he was high. It seemed to intensify all of those sensations.
The nerves Sebastian felt had nothing to do with confidence or desire, but from diving into something with someone he didn’t really know or trust. Much as he wanted to be one of those guys who could just make out with anyone, there would always be a part of him that questioned what he was doing. Luckily, it was easy to squash those feelings when he was drunk and when Theo kissed him he forgot them entirely, shoving them aside for the feeling of Theo’s lips on his. He’d been sure he would be a good kisser and he didn’t disappoint, and as Sebastian’s fingers curled around the band of Theo’s belt, he opened his mouth to him, seeking a better taste.
It was easy enough for Theo to let go and just lose himself in kissing another person. For him, kissing a guy was so different than when he kissed a girl. Sebastian was a good kisser too, and kissing had always been one of those things that got Theo's blood running hot more than anything else. A bad kisser sometimes ruined the entire mood, which he knew was probably a weird thing to think, especially when his usual goal was just to get off. Since there was no one around and they weren't in a rush, Theo took his time, kissing Sebsatian deep and slow. It definitely made him feel pleasantly tingly in certain places, so that was definitely a good sign.
Sebastian had always liked kissing, even when he’d been kissing girls. He hadn’t realized how hot and bothered it could get him until he’d started kissing guys, when he was eager for more than just kissing, but also wanted to linger there all night. It was the first time in a while that he’d had the opportunity to take things slow, where there wasn’t music pounding in the background or he wasn’t crammed in the backseat of a car, and the only thing rushing them along was their desire. Sebastian’s hands slowly slid up Theo’s stomach and chest, able to feel the taunt muscle beneath as his tongue slid against Theo’s. There was a stirring in his groin that he was happy to ignore for the moment, sure that by the time they got there it’d be even better for the waiting.
It was nice to be touched, even if they were both fully dressed. Theo knew he had a nice body, he took great pride in it, actually, and frankly, he liked it when it felt appreciated. There was definitely a time and place for quickies, but Theo was feeling a bit too stoned now to rush anything. Sebastian might have a curfew or whatever, but not many Overlook brats did. Their parents were usually too caught up in their own lives to worry much about their kids. Theo stroked his tongue against Sebsatian's, a little groan forming in his throat before he began to move Sebastian towards his bed.
Sebastian’s curfew had always been more of a guideline, where he was only really breaking it if he wasn’t home before morning. He didn’t think he could bring a guy back to his place, but so long as he was staying out of trouble, his parents didn’t seem to care where he was, and for that he’d always been grateful. A bed was always the most comfortable place to make out and he let Theo guide him towards it, his hands starting to wander in the process. He wasn’t in a hurry, but he wanted more skin, so he began to tug Theo’s shirt out of his pants before sliding his hands up under it. Theo had good reason to be proud of his body--it was gorgeous. Sebastian could tell that much from touch alone. He tried his best to maintain the kiss as he sat back on the bed, but ended up laughing softly as he tried to scoot back and get comfortable and keep touching Theo. As much as he wanted to do everything at once, sometimes he just couldn’t manage it.
Theo followed eagerly, though not before pulling his shirt up and over his head, just to get rid of it now, because he was pretty sure it would be coming off later anyway. Sebastian was wearing more layers than he was, so he put one knee on the bed and looked down at the vest thingy. "You gotta help me with that or I'll end up ripping it." He huffed out a laugh and curled his finger around the hem of it before tugging gently. It had always been easier with girls after these dances. They were always wearing dresses and Theo had never had any issue with just pushing the material up to their waists to get to what he wanted. Pants were so inconvenient compared to those.
When Theo’s shirt came off, Sebastian took a moment to appreciate the view and his cock twitched in excitement. He’d seen him shirtless before, usually in the summer when it was hot enough that guys could be casually shirtless, but he’d never gotten to look when he could openly oggle. “The downside of getting dressed up,” he snickered and began to quickly unbutton his vest, then his shirt. It felt like he had a hundred buttons to deal with, even though he knew there were probably no more than twenty. Shrugging out of his shirt and vest, he tossed them aside, then grabbed Theo by the belt to pull him back in before he started unbuckling it. “Better?” he asked with a little smile.
Theo grinned as he watched Sebastian get his vest and shirt off. His fingers itched to help, but it was just as much fun to watch someone else get undressed. He got to appreciate every new glimpse of skin and muscle and Theo reached out to touch, his hands sliding up over Sebastian's chest to his shoulders. "Definitely better," Theo said, watching Sebastian start pulling apart his belt. His cock was fully hard now and the anticipation only grew as each piece of clothing came off.
Belts were harder than buttons, in Sebastian’s opinion, but he managed to get Theo’s opened without fumbling too much. Before moving onto Theo’s pants, he let his fingers graze over the bulge tenting the front, then gave his dick a squeeze. “You’re so fuckin’ hot,” he muttered with a quiet laugh as he unfastened Theo’s pants and began to work them off. Of all the places he thought he’d end up at the end of the night, he’d never considered this, wouldn’t have thought it was possible, but damn, it was better than all the rest.
There was a shrug of agreement, because he was hot. Or so he thought, anyway. Theo ran almost every day, even in the shitty weather, and he used the gym all the time. He felt like he had to be in control of something in his life, and apparently that was his health. A low groan emitted from his throat when Sebastian squeezed him and he was slowly growing more impatient to start touching and feel good. Theo helped get his pants down, pushing the boxer briefs off with them, because they were going to get naked, so why not get fucking naked? Theo tugged off his socks too and then pushed Sebastian onto his back so he could start working open his belt too. "My turn," he muttered, his hands deftly pulling apart the belt and then yanking open the button and zipper. When Sebastian's boxer briefs were visible to him, Theo smirked. "Send noods?"
Sebastian knew all about using working out as a means of controlling something in his life. It was how he managed his stress, which was probably why he’d shifted it into overdrive the past few weeks. It gave him even more appreciation for other guy’s bodies and how hard they had to work to maintain them. Theo was one of those guys that looked like he’d been sculpted by the gods. As soon as his underwear were off, Bash wanted to touch and his hands skimmed whatever skin he could reach as Theo worked on his pants. He’d forgotten all about his boxer briefs until Theo got to them and immediately started to snicker as he lifted his hips so Theo could pull them off. “I mean, who doesn’t love noodles?” he asked with a laugh. “I didn’t really think anyone would be seeing those tonight.”
Theo was comfortable in his skin and he had no issue standing there stark naked with his erection bobbing in front of him. He was eager to get Sebastian just as naked but he had to admit the boxer briefs were pretty amusing. "Everyone loves noodles. And noods." Grinning, Theo curled his fingers in the waistband of Sebastian's pants and boxer briefs, tugging them down to get them completely off. "You go to a party full of hormonal people and a lot of alcohol, you should always be prepared for someone maybe seeing your underwear." Theo tossed the clothing somewhere behind him before moving his body up onto the bed and over Sebastian's. He kept himself up right on his hands on either side of Sebastian and ducked his head down to kiss him again, ready to get on with things, though he wasn't really in any hurry. His body was just feeling tight and eager for release. But Theo was willing to drag it out a bit, just to make it that much better.
“Good thing I didn’t wear the unicorns,” Sebastian snickered, not all that embarrassed about them. In terms of ridiculous underwear he owned, the noodle ones were more middle of the scale. It wasn’t like he was wearing tighty-whities with holes in them. With his underwear out of the way and both of them fully undressed, Sebastian’s hand slid down between Theo’s legs and wrapped around his cock, stroking it slowly as Theo kissed him. Like the rest of him, it felt perfect and he wondered if he’d get a chance to taste it. He doubted Theo would have a problem with it, but he wasn’t all that sure if he’d get one in return. But he also wasn’t sure if he cared, so long as he got off. The weed took the edge off just enough that he could still be somewhat lazy about everything, but he could feel his desperation building and it wouldn’t be long before he needed something more than kissing on his end.
There was a time and a place for half-dressed quickies, but Theo really did appreciate being fully nude with someone else. There was really nothing quite like skin on skin contact with someone and it was during times like this that he appreciated being bisexual. He got the best of both worlds and while it wasn't a thought he would ever voice, Theo didn't understand why everyone wouldn't want this. Okay, sure, he supposed in a way he got it. It wasn't like he was out and proud. He had his hangups, like a lot of people. But that wasn't something to think about right now, not with someone's hand wrapped around his cock. Groaning into Sebastian's mouth, Theo reached down to curl his fingers around Sebastian's cock too, since it seemed only fair. He stroked slow, but firmly, eager to get them both worked into a frenzy before they got to the really good stuff.
The times that Sebastian got to be completely undressed with someone were few and far between, but they were his favorite so far. He loved the way it felt to have someone’s skin slide against his own, the weight of their bare body pressing against his. He thought to stroke their cocks together, knowing how erotic that felt, but then Theo took ahold of him and that was so much better. Someone else’s hand was always better than his own, so long as they knew what they were doing, and Theo most definitely did. Sebastian groaned as Theo stroked him and his hips began to rock slightly to the rhythm, encouraging more with every thrust. He tightened his grip a bit to match Theo’s, picking a speed that wasn’t enough to get him off, but would likely take him just to the edge if he kept it up long enough.
Theo always loved it when he could get someone to move the way Sebastian was moving. The hip thrusts, craving more. Theo craved more too, and hopefully he would get it soon. It was getting harder to breathe and focus on kissing so Theo pulled away, pressing his lips to Sebastian's throat and neck instead as he began to work his way down Sebastian's body. He knew the guy played sports at the high school and it was evident in his physique. Lean and muscular and Theo couldn't help but nip a bit at his skin as he moved down Sebastian's body. He got faint whiffs of soap and cologne and it was probably the pot talking but he kind of wanted to just press his face against Sebastian's stomach and breathe him in. The mental image made him smirk for a brief moment before he settled between Sebastian's legs, immediately sliding his tongue over the length of his cock before taking him into his mouth.
When Theo began to move down his body, Sebastian released his hold on his cock and let his hands slide up Theo’s body, eventually up into his hair. He loved the attention to his neck and chest and the scrape of teeth made him groan and his cock twitch. Little things like that were often lost when sex was rushed, but they added to the anticipation and by the time Theo made it down to his cock Sebastian was feeling desperate for it. He groaned as Theo’s tongue swiped up his cock, then sunk back into the bed and tightened his hands in Theo’s hair as he began to suck on him. Even though he’d been prepared to settle for a handjob, this was what he’d been craving all evening and watching Theo’s lips encircle his cock was perhaps one of the most erotic things he’d ever seen. He might not be out, but he certainly seemed to know what he was doing when it came to sucking cock.
There were times when Theo was a selfish lover, when he preferred to be on the receiving end of oral sex before passing out. But in the right mood, after the right amount of alcohol and weed... Theo could be very generous. It was especially nice when the cock he had in his mouth tasted and felt this good. Theo began to bob his head, sucking on Sebastian with a building intensity. Having Sebastian's hands in his hair only encouraged him further. Theo had grown up with an emotionally distant mother and while he tried not to show it to many people, Theo often craved physical affection, even if it someone's hands in his hair while they were fucking. His hips pressed against his bed, his cock craving a bit of friction itself.
Sebastian constantly wanted to touch whomever he was with and found that one of the only real downsides to giving and receiving head was how little he could do for his partner while receiving. Maybe someday he’d try to sixty-nine it, just for fun, but he had the feeling that having his cock sucked on would make it difficult to focus on the dick in his mouth. In the meantime, he did everything he could do to be with Theo, which meant running his fingers through his hair, occasionally pulling it when things got intense, and sliding his legs and feet along his body where he could. He worked hard to keep his hips still, trying to maintain a touch of control on Theo’s behalf. As nice as it would be to completely let go, he didn’t want to cause Theo to gag.
Theo wasn't worried about gagging. Since he'd started fooling around with guys, he'd only had one bad experience with a cock in his mouth. Maybe he'd just been lucky in who he chose to have sex with. Not there had been a ton of guys, but enough to know what to do and what not to do. Groaning around Sebastian's cock, he tried to keep from dry humping his own bed but goddamn he needed more too. With one, hard suck on the tip, Theo lifted his head, panting softly and quickly curling his fingers around Sebastian's cock to stroke it. "Do you wanna fuck?" he asked in a murmur, his own cock throbbing at the prospect of doing more than sucking each other off.
The question caught Sebastian off guard and he pushed up on his elbows to look at Theo. “Kinda,” he answered, teeth scraping over his bottom lip. “Depends.” He couldn’t give a good hard yes to something he hadn’t tried, but he’d been wanting to, had been thinking about it for weeks. It no longer mattered who it was with, since it wasn’t likely to matter in the end, so why not? “What were you thinking?” he asked, lips turning up a touch. The more he thought about it, the more he wanted to say yes, but he was a bit curious what Theo would say. He didn’t strike Bash as the kind of guy to bottom.
Kinda. Depends. He had never received that kind of answer before. Theo cocked a brow and smirked softly, his hand slowly stroking Sebastian's cock, as if that would somehow coax a more definitive answer from him. "I was thinking about fucking you," he stated simply, but with some amusement in his tone. "I don't think I have to explain what that would mean. But you don't sound too sure and I don't want this to turn into a morning full of regret and drama." Theo didn't sound overly worried about it though and he ducked his head to kiss and nip a bit at Sebastian's thigh. "Whatever you wanna do is fine with me."
Sebastian tipped his head back as he laughed quietly, embarrassed with himself. It was moments like these that he knew his inexperience showed and he hated it. “You don’t have to explain,” he said, looking back up at Theo. “No regret or drama, I swear.” He wasn’t going to be one of those guys. Even if he ended up feeling that way, there was no way he’d ever voice it to Theo. “If you can make it good for me, sure,” he said, a smirk tugging at his lips. Theo didn’t seem like the kind of guy that was only interested in his own pleasure, but if he was, then maybe that would incentivize him a bit.
Theo's grin widened and he pushed himself back up over Sebastian's body until they were face to face. "If I can make it good for you? I'm starting to think you've had nothing but bad sex, Sebastian." It didn't occur to him for a second that Sebastian hadn't had penetrative sex before. He was too stoned and horny to consider that to be a possibility, especially with how hot Sebastian was. In the moment, naked and pressed against someone else, it was easy for Theo to forget how small Point Pleasant was. It wasn't like it was swarming with hot, eligible gay men.
“I wouldn’t say that,” Sebastian grinned. He’d had good sex, just nothing along the lines of what Theo was proposing. “Just setting the bar. Nothing you can’t handle, I’m sure.” Maybe he should correct Theo, but it seemed like a better idea to just roll with it. Sebastian wasn’t stressed about it at the moment, likely due to the weed and liquor, and he didn’t want Theo to be either. He knew how guys could be about being with virgins and he didn’t want this to be like that. It was just supposed to be fun for both of them, so he closed his eyes and kissed Theo, shifting his hips so their cocks rubbed against each other. Sebastian moaned, then smiled against Theo’s lips. “You should totally fuck me.”
"Setting the bar." Theo chuckled again, but then he was kissing Sebastian and all the amusement was fading away, swiftly shifting into more arousal. His cock gave a sweet throb at Sebastian's words and it wasn't like he needed convincing. But first, he enjoyed kissing Sebastian for a few more moments, allowing all of those pleasurable tingles flow throughout his body. Sometimes he felt like all he needed was a great pair of lips to kiss for hours. If he wasn't so damn horny, he might have been content with that even tonight. Nipping Sebastian's lower lip, Theo pulled away to tug open his nightstand drawer, digging around for the small bottle of lube he kept in there with his condoms. "You wanna stay on your back?" Some guys had position preferences and tonight Theo was willing to do whatever Sebastian wanted.
As much as Sebastian was enjoying the kissing, he was ready to move on, his cock hard and aching for something more. Except that wasn’t how this worked and he knew it. It wasn’t his cock that would be receiving Theo’s attention. The question was an easy one, but it threw Sebastian for a second, having not anticipated it. It felt like his brain was working too slow to really think it through, but he was comfortable where he was so he nodded, hoping he’d made the right decision. “Yeah,” he answered, pulling one knee up so that his foot was flat on the bed. His hand dropped to his dick and he gave it a slow stroke as a little smile curled on his lips. “Lets me be lazy.” He wanted to try all kinds of things, but his first time wasn’t the time to get creative.
As desperate as Theo was to fuck Sebastian, he had no intention of neglecting Sebastian's cock either, so he was pleased when Sebastian opted to stay on his back. It had been a while since he'd had this kind of sex too and since he'd found that he liked kissing Sebastian, this meant they could still do that. Grinning, Theo tossed the condom onto the bed beside Sebastian before flipping open the top of the lube to smear some onto his fingers. "Be as lazy as you want, but if you fall asleep I might kill myself." He chuckled and set the lube aside before slipping his hand between their bodies. He adjusted just enough that he could lean over and kiss Sebastian again as he began to slowly work a finger into Sebastian's ass.
“Not going to be a problem,” Sebastian laughed softly, feeling nerves flutter in his stomach as Theo spread the lube on his fingers. He’d touched himself a little at home, but just like when he jacked off, it felt completely different to be touched by someone else. When Theo’s fingers pushed into him, he groaned softly against Theo’s lips and gave his cock a squeeze. He knew some guys weren’t into this, that it made a lot of straight guys squirm just to think about it, but he swore it made his cock harder than anything else. As tight as he was, it was hard for him to imagine Theo’s cock fitting, but he knew it was possible and he was eager to see how it felt to be completely filled, by a cock instead of just a couple fingers. If Theo kept that up, it wouldn’t be long before Sebastian was asking for more.
Theo's own body was feeling tense and restless, eager for more, so he knew Sebastian was feeling it too. He also knew how important preparation was because he didn't want to end up hurting Sebastian. Painful sex was the quickest way to kill the mood. But once he felt like Sebastian was ready he settled between Sebastian's legs and reached over to grab the condom. Theo wasted no time with rolling it on and applying more lube, his hands quick and steady. Licking his lips, Theo gripped Sebastian's thigh and began to push slowly into Sebastian's body, groaning at how tight the other guy was. So he was careful, not wanting to rush things.
Sebastian had never been so desperate for something to go both fast and slow at the same time. Theo’s fingers inside him made him want to hurry up and ask for more, yet he knew that if he moved too fast it wouldn’t be near as enjoyable. He was almost squirming by the time Theo stopped and reached for the condom, restless in the best possible way. There was no doubt in his mind that he wanted this, yet that didn’t stop him from being nervous. As soon as Theo began to push into him, his head fell back on the pillow and he gasped, a moan caught in his throat. His hands dropped to the bed and twisted in the sheets as he willed himself to be still and relax. “Fuck,” he panted as he felt his body slowly give way. It didn’t hurt, thank god, but damn was it intense.
There was a little resistance, which slowed Theo down, and he watched Sebastian's face, trying to gauge how slow he should actually go. He figured it had been a while since Sebastian had been fucked, but once the head of his cock slid inside, it was like Sebastian's body finally relaxed. And all that tight heat enveloped his cock, leaving Theo to groan as his eyes closed. Fuck, that felt good. His hips began to move instinctively, though he didn't immediately start rutting hard and fast the way he craved. He wanted this to be good for Sebastian too, so Theo curled his fingers around Sebastian's cock, stroking slowly in time with his thrusts.
Sebastian shuddered as Theo fully sheathed himself in his body, reveling in the feeling. He hadn’t realized how overwhelming it would be, how each roll of Theo’s hips would affect him from head to toe. Having his dick sucked was good, something he’d never turn down, but even the best blowjob couldn’t compete with the full body experience of being fucked. He’d never exactly been quiet during sex, but he’d always felt like he had some control over how much noise he made. However, the noises he made when Theo started to thrust into him were completely beyond his control. He bit his lip to stifle the sounds, but then Theo took a hold of his cock and it was useless to even try and hold back his cries.
If there was one thing Theo really enjoyed about sex, other than the amazing fucking feeling of it, it was when he had an active, vocal partner. He understood that not everyone was loud, or a talker or whatever, but some kind of acknowledgment of pleasure was always nice. Theo pulled his bottom lip between his teeth, biting gently as he watched Sebastian's face as he began to thrust harder. His intentions were to go slow and draw it out, but now that he was in the moment, it was too fucking hard to keep his body on the same page as his head. Groaning loudly, Theo tried to keep his eyes open and his hand moving in a steady rhythm over Sebastian's cock. Heat seemed to lick all down his spine, leaving him trembling with the effort to keep from just letting go and rutting to completion.
While the pacing was significantly slower than Sebastian expected, he wasn’t sure he could have handled more in the beginning. He wanted more, he knew he did, but it took a little bit for his body to adjust to the shock of being filled, not just once but again and again. His whole body responded with every thrust, tensing just slightly as Theo pressed in, then relaxing again as he withdrew, and the more Theo fucked him, the better it felt and the easier it got. He began to eagerly anticipate each roll of Theo’s hips and the way it made his body tremor to be completely filled. He couldn’t really push back, not from his position, but his hips began to rock upward to meet Theo’s, forcing him deeper. Sebastian opened his eyes, wanting to watch, and cursed at the sight that they made, the only coherent word in his almost constant whining. He’d be jerking off to this memory for weeks, but nothing could compare to how incredible he felt with Theo’s hand wrapped around his dick and Theo’s cock in his ass.
The time for slow and steady was past. The noises Sebastian made only fueled Theo's eagerness to fuck and he grunted softly as he began to do thrust harder, rocking in time with Sebastian's hips. His free hand kept moving, pushing Sebastian's knee back toward his body, grazing over his abdomen and chest. Theo loved touching people, and he didn't get to do it a lot in public, always aware of who might be watching. Sebastian had a pretty nice body that Theo figured he might get to touch again, possibly when he was more sober too. "Oh, fuck," Theo groaned, his eyes finally falling shut as his jaw clenched in concentration as he began to pound into Sebastian's ass, feeling that delicious whirlwind of heat start to rapidly spread throughout every inch of his body. "Fuck, I'm gonna come." He didn't want to, it was too fucking soon, but it had been ages since he'd been with a guy and Sebastian's ass was so hot and tight. His fingers gripped Sebastian's cock more firmly, determined to keep jerking him off even if he came before he was ready.
Being truly fucked was more intense than anything Sebastian had ever experienced. It was like being stuck in that space right before he came, where desperation and desire took over and all he could do was feel and grasp for more. He didn’t care what sounds he made or what he looked like, he didn’t care about anything at all, except that Theo kept fucking him. The way Theo touched him made his body tremble and the slight change in position pushed Theo even deeper, something he hadn’t thought possible. He whined in frustration at Theo’s warning, not quite there himself, but he was so incredibly close that he knew he wouldn’t be that far after so long as Theo kept jerking him off. It would have been nice to come at the same time, but he’d taken a little longer to get into it than Theo and all he really cared about was that he came.
Theo held on as long as he could. He realized in a really dim sort of way that he should have jerked off before going to the party tonight, but it was what it was. Panting now, Theo gripped the back of Sebastian's knees and pushed them back towards his body, feeling his cock slide deeper. "Oh, fuck," Theo groaned. He then belatedly remembered he had been jerking Sebastian off but he was already there on the edge and he couldn't quite concentrate on anything else at the moment but pounding into Sebastian's ass until he came. His fingers tightened in Sebastian's skin, his hips pumping harder until fire licked down his spine and he tensed, spilling into the condom with a strained cry. He wasn't done with Sebastian yet, but he was going to enjoy his own release for as long as it was pulsing through his body.