Who:Neilan and Fin Where: Steak house and then Fin’s apartment When: Monday November 13th, evening Warnings:Turns NSFW Status: Complete
Swapping his shift from evening to morning for Monday wasn’t all that difficult, even though it was really short notice. Sally didn’t seem to mind working, she asked if she could get the upcoming weekend off which meant Fin might have to pull a full day shift on Sunday as Nat was going to be busy as well, but to get to spend a few more hours with Neilan would be worth it. He even sent a text with a thumbs up emoji to confirm that everything was alright for their dinner on Monday night.
When Monday evening came around Fin got himself ready, he probably took a bit too long doing so, trying to find the right shirt to go with the right pants at least with his shorter hair it didn’t take too long to deal with it, just slicking it up with some gel. Finally he decided on a burgundy collared shirt, black jacket and a pair of relatively new dark wash jeans, with one last look in the mirror he told Obi to behave and grabbed his keys, phone and wallet before crossing the hall and knocking on the door. He was still a few minutes early but he hoped Neilan wouldn’t mind.
Neilan had spent a good deal of time trying to figure out what he’d wear for their second date. First it was a plain t-shirt and some jeans, then it was a button down. After about three or four outfit choices he’d decided on a button up, buttoned all the way to the top, a leather jacket and some jeans. His hair he usually spent a lot of time on so it was no different today. Usually he didn’t shower after he came home from work but he wanted to be extra clean for his date so his hair was still drying when he opened the door to Fin.
Fin looked really good. Not that he didn’t always but tonight he obviously spent a little bit more time on himself and it showed. “You look really good.” Was the first thing out of Neilan's mouth. Not a hello, or any sort of greeting but a compliment. He supposed they were probably past the stage where they had to say hello every time they saw each other.
A bit of color crept into Fin's cheeks at the compliment, he never did think of himself as good looking, despite what others said, he was just himself -- a boring book clerk from a small town. “You're not looking too bad either.” And that was the truth, even with damp hair Neilan still looked really nice, though it did bring back the memory of Saturday night when they got caught in the rain. The image of those curls stuck against Neilan's forehead and the feel of those lips against his had given Fin some rather nice images that night.
“I go from slightly late to slightly early… sorry.” He said a bit sheepishly, he didn't add that he had spent the last ten minutes just walking around his apartment just to fill in the time, there was such a thing as too early. “If you're not ready, I can wait.”
“No, I’m ready. Let’s go.” He said, checking his pockets to make sure he had his wallet, phone and keys before shutting and locking his door behind him. “Makes it a bit easy to be early when you don’t have to go very far.” He said with a smile and followed Fin through the hallway and outside to where the cars were parked. He stuffed his hands in his jean pockets as they walked. “Where is this place again? I can’t remember what you told me about it. Steak right?” He really had just started to mumble because he was still a bit nervous, but he was sure the nerves would pass.
Fin's fingers were playing with the keys in his pocket as they walked to the parking area, as they got closer he took them out and pressed the button to unlock the doors. The silver Camry wasn't the fanciest of cars but it was reliable and got Fin where he needed to go, plus he owned it which was more important to him than having something fancy and a huge loan to pay it off. “Yeah, it's one town over, so seven to ten minutes if there's not a lot of traffic. And steak, pork, chicken, you name it they've got it, a real carnivore's dream.” Once in the car he waited for Neilan to get his seatbelt on before starting the drive. “Hope you brought your appetite.”
“I did.” He admitted, looking out the window as they made their way out of Point Pleasant. He looked back over at Fin as they came into the next town over and placed his hand on Fin's. “I had a really great time the other night. Honestly I didn’t think the night would end like that. Wasn’t sure if you liked me.” It was odd for him to be so honest and up front to someone whom he’d only gotten to know over the course of a week but the words just seemed to slip out of his mouth without any consent from his brain.
Fin's hand had moved to the gear shift as they entered town, the joys of manual transmissions and didn't mind it when Neilan's hand rested on his. He didn't mind the quiet as he drove, he could focus on the road better without having to keep conversation. “I had a good time too, even though the rain kind of ruined the moment.” He chuckled softly then looked over at his passenger. “Did I do or say something that gave you that impression?” He asked, he hoped that he hadn't but maybe he really was that rusty. “I just haven't done this in quite a while.”
“No!” He replied as they pulled up to the restaurant. He sort of chuckled at himself and palmed his face with his other hand. “I’m sorry, you did nothing. It’s just that dance that you do when you first start seeing someone, you know? Do they don’t they, am I ruining it. That sort of thing. It’s really just because I couldn’t believe you might want me too.” Perpetual foot in mouth syndrome. He looked back at Fin, and a soft smile came to his face. “You’re fantastic, and you haven’t done anything to suggest that I’m unworthy of you. I just have to get over myself sometimes and realize that sometimes things are exactly how they seem.” It has been more than difficult lately because of how desperate he was to find his brother. The last week had been no exception to that and while this thing with Fin helped him get his mind off of it, it was still there lingering.
A lump appeared in his throat when Neilan said ‘when you first start seeing someone’, god, it really was kind of official now, wasn't it? But Neilan was right, all the thoughts of ‘am I doing this right, is this too fast or too slow’ had filled his mind space too. Though the ‘unworthy of you’ almost made Fin feel like he was some kind of great catch, he was far from that. “To be honest with you I haven't got past a first date with someone for like eight years, and even then I don't think I knew what I was doing.” He admitted with a shy smile before looking at the restaurant in front of them. “Shall we?” As much as he'd like to sit in the car and talk he was kind of hungry.
“We shall.” He said, walking with Fin into the restaurant. They were seated quickly since it was a week night and got a small table in the corner of the restaurant. Neilan sat and began reading the menu. When the waitress asked for their drink order Neilan just ordered a water. “You know you’re actually doing fine. No one knows what they're doing on a date. I haven’t even been on one in about eight months.” He admitted shyly, although he was sure Fin wasn’t the type of person to judge him. “Can I be honest with you?” He asked Fin, feeling his nerves jump a bit. “I don’t sleep around. If I’m spending time with a person, I’m hoping it’ll go somewhere. Is that something you’re into?” He knew he probably shouldn’t have asked that, but if all Fin wanted was a quick fuck, Neilan would have preferred to know now before he got hurt.
When the waitress asked for a drinks order Fin got a Coke, though he had already decided he wanted to try the porterhouse steak with mushroom sauce and a side order of collard greens, he already knew most of the menu as he had eaten here on a few occasions, alone. When Neilan asked him pretty much what his intentions were Fin put the menu down, leaning forward on his elbows slightly. “I will be honest with you. I've slept with more than my fair share of guys, probably way too many, I have got a bit of a reputation in town especially, which is why I suggested this place, you don't need those kind of rumors going around about you. But if I was only interested in getting you into bed, believe me, I would've told you at the start.” He had put his cards, so to speak, on the table, now it was up to Neilan to decide he wanted to pursue anything with a self proclaimed man slut.
A smile crept to his face when he heard this and he nodded at Fin. “Good. I don’t care how many people you’ve slept with, though just so you know.” A person's past was their own business and just because he’d been with a lot of men didn’t mean he was still that person. He cleared his throat when the waitress came and he ordered a New York strip with steamed broccoli on the side. She took Fin's order too and when she left he spoke again. “One of the kids at the school is moving out of town and her mum wants to sell her violin. Said she’d even let it go for $100. Any chance you’d want to buy it? Thought it was a good value if you still wanted to do that.” He changed the subject because he’d said what needed to be said and it would have gotten tedious if they just talked about relationships all night.
He was kind of surprised when Neilan stated that he didn't care about Fin's past ‘relations’, especially since he had admitted that there were quite a few, but he did try to live by his motto of someone's past didn't matter, who they were now was what he cared about. After the waitress had taken their orders and left, Fin raised an eyebrow at the change of conversation, not at the topic but at the fact that a parent would sell their child's (well really it was high school so teen would be a better term) instrument because they were moving, it wasn't like it was a piano or a double base, a violin was small and easy to transport. But for $100 and with Neilan's suggestion that it was good value what did he have to lose? A high school music teacher with strings training would know the difference between a good and bad instrument more than he would. “If it's a lemon, don't forget I know where you live.” He joked. “I could get the money after we finish here, if you don't mind acting as the middleman.”
Really, getting that violin for Fin was an excuse to spend more time with him. “Don’t worry about getting money for it tonight, I’ll get it tomorrow and you can just pay me back.” He didn’t want to have to interrupt the date for anything. Also, he didn’t mind doing that for Fin and would have probably just got it for him if he didn’t think that it would be a little too much too soon. “I’d like to see where you’re at too before we start lessons so I can figure out what music to work on with you.” Ok now this was starting to get way too businessy and Neilan wondered why he always seemed to go crazy off topic. “I’m sorry, we’re not here for that. This is a date, I’m supposed to ask you questions about yourself. Erm...who is your favorite musical artist? Group, band or otherwise?” There it was, that was at least a little bit more like date conversation. As he asked it their food arrived and he was thankful for having something that would just shut him up.
Fin had a feeling that although he had expressed interest in relearning the violin that it was also another way the two of them could spend time together, at least they'd be killing two birds with one stone so to speak. “Drop by the shop after you've finished for the day and I'll have it for you.” He smiled, that also might just be an excuse to see Neilan again, and it'd give him a chance to gauge how the other man thought the night went, even though it had only just started. “I have no idea where I'd be, it was a long time ago and I doubt I'll even be able to play ‘Mary had a little lamb’.” When the waitress returned with their food Fin gave her a smile and murmured his thanks but wanted to answer Neilan's question before he started eating. “Classical composer is a toss up between Beethoven and Tchaikovsky. Modern music - Queen, Freddie was a genius.”
Neilan started to cut up his steak when Fin mentioned Queen. He gathered as much considering some of the songs he’d hear him play on the piano in the mornings. After he stuffed a piece into his mouth, chewed and swallowed he finally replied. “Did you know that Freddie Mercury had four octaves he could sing? For a male singer that’s almost completely unheard of. I don’t think I can even sing one.” He admitted, chuckling to himself at the idea. Sure he could sing on key but he had no technique and no real desire to anyway. He could go on about the musical facts of Beethoven and Tchaikovsky but the ones about modern music were always so much more interesting. He then went for his broccoli which he ate rather quickly because there was no much there.
While not completely tone deaf Fin didn't think he could sing and only did so in the shower or in the privacy of his own home, he'd never have the guts to do karaoke, though he'd happily watch others do it, even if they couldn’t sing. “I did know that. Have you ever listened to their songs without the music and just Freddie's voice? Still sends shivers down my spine.” He cut off a piece of steak with a bit of mushroom on top and ate it, it was cooked just how he liked it and no doubt Neilan could hear his mmm of satisfaction from across the table. In between bites he posed the same question. “Who's your favorite?”
He took another few mouthfuls of steak and swallowed it down with his water. “Radiohead. Thom Yorke and Johnny Greenwood are brilliant songwriters. It’s a shame they’re Brits but I suppose I can forgive them for that. At least they're not Irish.” He joked with a smirk. He didn’t actually have a problem with anybody of any nationalities but if it got a few laughs he was ok with pretending. “Still, don’t think I ever met an Irishman as good looking as you.” He thought flirting had to be on the table now, since they were on a date.
He nodded at the artists mentioned, he had heard of them though he couldn't say he was a big fan, it was just nice learning about one another. Playing up the rivalry between the Scots and Irish was a bit of fun and Fin was glad that Neilan wasn't taking any of it seriously, he didn’t care where someone was from or what their heritage was as long as they were a decent person. “It must be the infusion of American blood that's helped with the looks.” He playfully fluttered his eyelashes at Neilan before taking another bite. “You know, you're not bad for a Scot either.” Definitely not bad at all.
Taking one last bite of his steak, Neilan felt his cheeks flush and he washed it down with his water. He bit down on his bottom lip a bit before he spoke again, trying to ignore the fact that things were starting to stir in a restaurant. “Don’t even get me started on Americans.” He said, trying to keep his mind off of what that face might looked like I’m completely ecstasy. “First of all, you’re not the only America and there is…” he realized it was starting to sound like an actual bias and he put his hand over his mouth again. “...nope. I’m not going to say that. I’m done.”
Fin just smiled, in a way he was glad that Neilan didn't go there, he knew what some of his fellow Americans were like. After swallowing his mouthful of greens and steak he spoke again. “Total generalization question and you don't have to answer it, do you own a kilt?” The tone was lighthearted, though he was trying not to think of the other man in a kilt and the fact they were generally worn without anything underneath them, he and Neilan were out at dinner and he didn't want to go rushing into getting physical, especially if it was going to turn into something more.
Neilan laughed and buried his head in his hands. “Alright yes, but only for special occasions. I think the last time I wore it was for a wedding.” It was true, it was actually pretty common to own a kilt for weddings and the like. “Also if you want to know how much of a stereotype I can be, my favorite food is haggis.” He laughed heartily at that, shaking his head at himself. “I’m a wee bit predictable when it comes to being a Scot.” Ok that was just him playing up the Scottish thing for Fin but he liked the reactions he got from it so it wasn’t doing any harm.
“Na, it’s not stereotypical, just shows that you're a true Scot.” Fin smirked. “And no, I don't love potatoes and my favorite color is not green. Though I do know a bit of Gaelic. Pòg Mo Thjòin.” He stuck his tongue out, not sure if Neilan would know he just got told ‘kiss my ass’. There was quite a few more phrases that he knew but that was the most commonly known by those who didn't speak Gaelic. When he swallowed his last mouthful of steak he took a napkin and wiped his mouth. “Feel like dessert or have you had enough to eat?” Though where they'd go afterwards Fin had no idea.
“Doesn’t really work for the Keto here but I’ve got low carb brownies in the fridge at home.” He offered with a raised brow. Was it a good idea to invite Fin into his apartment right now? Probably not but if was up for it, Neilan wouldn’t miss the opportunity to be alone with him. “That’s if you want to of course.” He offered, not trying to sound too presumptuous. He didn’t want Fin to think he was trying to take advantage of the fact that he said he had slept around a lot.
The offer of dessert at Neilan’s apartment was a bit of a surprise but surely he could keep himself under control for that time, he didn't want to take advantage in any way, especially since this was only the second date. “Just let me go fix the bill and we'll head back.” Fin said with a smile, getting up from where he was sitting to go to the counter and settle the bill for their meal. There would be temptation being in an apartment alone with Neilan, he kept reminding himself that Neilan wasn't the kind of guy interested in one night stands and he should stop thinking anything might happen, if anything they’d talk some more or make out and maybe enjoy a brownie before calling it a night
When Fin got done with the check Neilan followed him outside to his car. He wasn’t sure exactly what he was doing but it was something he knew he wanted. Even if Fin decided after tonight he was done with Neilan, this was at least a really lovely experience. Fin opened the car and Neilan got inside, not sure of what to say but anxious to get back. The food had been good but Neilan had decided to pop a mint so that his breathe wasn’t too bad. “Never knew any Gaelic…” he decided on saying. “...but my mum knew it. It’s a beautiful language, rolls right off the tongue.” And then the idea of Fin's tongue popped into his brain and he had to adjust himself in his seatbelt.
Fin didn't say anything as they walked to the car and got in, his mind was already overthinking things and wondering what was in store when they got back to the other man’s apartment. The butterflies were doing loops in his stomach and he was beginning to feel warm, even though the heat in the car wasn't too high. “My grandpa taught me a bit when I was younger, but the internet is a great resource for learning new languages.” He said as they started back towards Point Pleasant, keeping his eyes out for wildlife and trying to ignore the fact that he was equally nervous and excited about what might happen next.
When they got back Neilan was quiet and lead him inside his apartment, putting his keys and wallet down on the table next to his cigarettes. “I’ve finally got most of these bloody boxes cleaned up. Just a bit more to go.” He shucked his jacket off and threw it on the back of a chair in his kitchen before he came back out into the living room area. He didn’t really actually want to eat the brownies, it was really just an excuse for Fin to come back to his apartment. He looked at him again, eyes heavy lidded as he gazed over the other man. “I’ll be honest,” he began, walking over to Fin and grabbing at the collar of his jacket. “I didn’t actually invite you back here for brownies.” He admitted, pulling Fin forward to press a kiss to his lips.
Following Neilan into his apartment Fin did notice that there were fewer boxes than last time but the unpacking was obviously not yet finished, not that it bothered him in the slightest, he was here for the company and not the decor. He was about to ask why he got invited in but before he got the chance to do so Neilan had stepped forward, grabbed him by his jacket and was kissing him, after a quick sound of surprise his eyes slipped shut as he returned the kiss, keeping it soft and letting the other man take control. A bit of kissing wouldn’t hurt, Neilan was a pretty good kisser and he could happily lock lips with the other man all night.
Neilan peeled off Fin's jacket and let it fall to the floor as they kissed. He let his tongue invade the other man's mouth and just like before, the taste was sweet and intoxicating. When he broke the kiss he looked into those beautiful baby blues, much brighter than his own. “I had told myself that I was going to wait, that I wouldn’t want to…” he licked his lips as he looked down at Fin's. “...jump into this. But, I’ve changed my mind.” He said, his breathing becoming heavier with lust. “Do you? Want this?” He asked, wrapping his arms around Fin's neck to pull him closer so that their bodies were flush together. From what he could tell, Fin's body definitely did but sometimes the dick and the brain thought two very different things.
Fin's hands moved down Neilan's sides to his waist as they kissed, he let them gently rest there, a part of his brain wondering if this was actually happening or was it just a really nice yet vivid dream and he’d wake up alone in his bed with one hell of an erection. He whimpered a bit at the loss of contact when their lips parted but Neilan's admission, that he didn't want to wait and then the question of did Fin want it too, he could feel the heat radiating off the other man as their bodies pressed together. “Yeah…” Fin's voice a bit husky. “God, yeah.” He caught Neilan's lips again in a more passionate kiss.
Neilan smirked into the kiss and pulled Fin along as they walked backward into his bedroom. It was a small room with a rather large mattress laying on top of a box spring. He hadn’t had any time to buy himself an actual frame. He didn’t bother shutting the door since he lived alone and began to pull Fin's shirt off of his back, breaking the kiss only to pull it up over his head. When they got to his bed, Neilan turned him around and lightly pushed him onto the bed so that he was sitting and climbed onto his lap. He knew that if this happened he wouldn’t be able to stop, but he didn’t want to, not at all.
His logical brain -- the one that said he shouldn’t be doing this and wait for another time -- had left him and the primal part was telling him to go on, just do it and enjoy every second. He let himself get lead to the bedroom, never letting up on the passionate kiss as his shirt got undone until they had to part to allow the shirt to be pulled over his head, his own hands were busily working on the buttons of Neilan's shirt and had almost got them undone until they stopped and Fin was pushed down onto the bed. “Tell me… what's on your mind?” He asked, once Neilan had climbed onto his lap, starting a trail of small kisses on the underside of Neilan's neck as he blindly undid the other man's belt, hoping he wasn't going to fast.
Neilan let out a small whimper when Fin began to kiss his neck. “Well, right now, this.” He looked down at Fin's body for the first time, running his fingers down the other man's chest. “And…” he sucked in a breathe and grinded his hips into Fin's. “What it would be like to feel you inside of me.” Moment of truth there, they had never really actually discussed their sexual positions. “And what sort of sounds you’d make when I put my mouth all over you.” He actually didn’t mind a bit of talking during sex, especially when it was about sex. He caught Fin's lips again and bit slightly on his lower lip.
Fin hissed when their hips ground together, it was clear that he was aroused and damn if it didn't feel good to know Neilan was as well. Once finished with the belt he pushed the shirt back for Neilan to shrug off, hands roaming that beautiful stomach and chest, his eyes taking in all the lines and marks. “Patience… you'll get to feel it… but there's so much more we can do…” His hands moved down to rub the bulge in Neilan's trousers. “Right now I'd like to get these off you so I can see what we're working with…” He also wanted to get out of his own pants as soon as was possible, his cock wanting to be freed from it’s confines.
Neilan let out a surprised gasp when he felt Fin's hand through the material of his jeans. Obediently he stood and unzipped his pants pulling them down off his legs and then shortly after his boxer briefs, stepping out of them, his shoes and socks soon to follow. He grabbed Fin's hand and pulled him up so that he could work on his belt buckle, not even bothering to take the belt out before he unzipped his pants and pulled them down as well. Neilan wasn’t big by any means but average. He never had a huge ego about his cock because it always served him just fine. When he pulled down Fin's boxers he smirked, catching a glimpse of what he’d be working with. “Very, very nice.” He said, running his fingers along Fin's side and around to his ass to pull him forward.
Letting himself get undressed he kicked his shoes off then his socks before managing to get rid of his jeans and underwear as well, stepping out of the puddle of clothes on the floor. He licked his lips as he glanced down at Neilan’s body, now completely naked in front of him. “Beautiful…” when their bodies were pulled together Fin pressed his hips forward to grind their erections together, gasping at the feel. God he had missed this. “You're in control tonight… want me to get to my knees and suck you or bury my face between these and eat you out?” Fin asked, grabbing Neilan's cheeks ass he talked and pulling him closer.
Neilan brought his hands up to Fin's face, pulling him in for a kiss. “Yes.” He kissed him again. “And yes.” And again. “And yes to whatever it is that you want to do.” He pushed them both back onto the bed again so that they lay side by side and let his hands wander along his sides, his abdomen, his thighs and gently wrapped a hand around his erection. It was odd, considering the last time he’d been intimate with another person had been almost an entire year but everything just seemed to come so naturally to Neilan, like he’d never stopped. He hadn’t been well and truly fucked in a long time but that almost seemed like a bigger commitment so maybe that was out of the question tonight.
His own hands roamed slowly, taking in every lump and bump of muscles under the skin in a careful exploration, Neilan’s body was new territory but he already knew that he wanted to see more of, lots more. He chuckled softly when told ‘whatever you want to do’ and whimpered softly as the hand wrapped around him. “You're the one calling the shots tonight, you decide how far you want this to go.” Fin's hand wrapped around Neilan's length, moving in slow and gentle movements, again just exploring while the other man made up his mind. “I'm up for anything…”
“How about…” he groaned a little and mirrored Fin's motion, stroking him gently and slowly. “You start by putting your wet mouth on my cock, and we go from there.” He practically purred into Fin's mouth before sticking his tongue back into his mouth and bringing his thumb up to pass over the slit. He wanted to do everything with Fin but some good head was always a great way to start it off. Although he was most excited about hearing all the obscenities he could elicit from the somewhat quiet American.
“I can do that.” He said before their lips met again, he kept their kiss passionate, wanting to get him really worked up, though he knew they were both already pretty aroused. When he was happy with the small sounds of pleasure and enjoyment that the other man was making he pulled away, pushed Neilan over onto his back and began the slow tease of kisses down his body, paying extra attention to one nipple and then the other, sucking and licking them both to hard buds before moving lower and lower, tongue teasing the navel before kissing down the trail of darker, ruddy hair. Half sitting down beside Neilan’s legs he grinned down at the other man before bending over and taking the head into his mouth, tongue swirling and tasting. He really did love giving head.
Neilan's head snapped back when he felt Fin's mouth on him, warmth pooling in his stomach and the popping of his nerves seemingly coming out of every pore. “Fucking hell.” He exclaimed, looking down again to see that perfect mouth on him. His hands came down to caress the hair on Fin's head to encourage him to do more, to take him in deeper and he tried vainly to keep himself from thrusting into his mouth. “Don’t stop.” He pleaded.
The exclamation drew a chuckle from Fin and it reverberated through his mouth as an almost hum around the length in his mouth. Slowly and cautiously he licked and sucked at the hot flesh between his lips. guided by the hand in his hair and Neilan's movements to keep doing the things that the other man seemed to be enjoying the most, and just when he seemed to settle into some sort of rhythm Fin suddenly took him deep, showing off just a little bit. Those exclamations and sounds were what he liked about giving a guy head, knowing he was the one giving them pleasure and that at any moment he could stop or make the guy blow his load.
Neilan moaned when Fin hummed, feeling the vibrations of his chuckle all the way down his length. This felt so much better than he had remembered, feeling every single thing throughout his entire body. It probably helped that he hadn’t drank at all at dinner so none of his senses were dulled. “Oh my god, you’re really g…” he breathe caught as Fin took him all the way and he experienced a full body shudder. “Bloody hell.” He nearly shouted. He did still have neighbors so he’d try to be as quiet as he could.
At that shout Fin reluctantly pulled back enough so he could talk, mouth hovering ever so close as he looked up at Neilan. “Sorry… should've given you some warning.” He gave the head another lick and a quick kiss. “Want me to keep going or changed your mind and want something else?” His hand that was wrapped around the base kept working in slow movements so it wasn’t ignored altogether.
Neilan grabbed Fin's hand and pulled him down on top of him, kissing him again wildly, loving that he could taste himself on Fin. When he pulled back he looked up into Fin's eyes. “Fuck me.” He pleaded, looking over at his night stand where the condoms and lubricant were. Well there went that thought right out the window. He was breaking all the rules he lined up for himself tonight but right now there was nothing more that he wanted in the whole world.
He moved up with no resistance, half lying down on the other man as he got pulled into yet another kiss, tongue lapping at Neilan's until the other man broke it. “You sure?” He asked, knowing they were supposed to be taking things slowly and wanting to make sure that it was really something Neilan wanted and not just another expression of surprise. Still he moved to grab the condoms and lube from the nightstand, because if it was something he wanted better to get them now than waste time later. “Cause God I would love to!”
Neilan bit his lip and nodded his head, desperately. “Yes please.” He said and sat up to push Fin down onto the bed. Fin had spent his time worrying about what Neilan had wanted that Neilan felt it was his turn to do the work. He took the condom from Fin's hand and fiercely leaned over him to suck a mark onto his collarbone before moving sweet kisses down to lick a stripe from the base of Fin's cock to the head. He then sat up and rolled the condom over his length slowly. When he opened up the lubricant he put a healthy amount in his hand, slicking some over the condom lasciviously and then between his cheeks before he hovered over Fin, seeking some kind of go ahead.
Having given Neilan the control he let himself get pushed onto his back and moaned as a mark was made on his collarbone and then the kisses, he had never mentioned anything about how he liked to get marked and bit, but now was definitely not the right time. He watched as the condom was rolled down onto his cock and then Neilan shifted into position, hands moving to rest on his hips as he hovered, waiting for the indication to go ahead. Licking his lips he nodded, a bit nervous as Neilan hadn't done anything to get himself ready, but he had done it plenty of times himself and liked the stretch and burn.
The absolute truth was that Neilan didn’t need to be because he was playing with a toy in the few hours before their date and had stretched himself just in case. Sure he said he wouldn’t do it but it didn’t mean he didn’t want to be prepared if it happened. He pushed himself down and smiled, letting out a guttural groan as he did so, feeling it still stretch and burn a bit. “I may have been practicing on myself before our date.” He admitted, ashamed and not at the same time.
Fin looked up Neilan’s face, hands on hips ready to stop him at any sign of pain or discomfort but was a bit surprised when the head of his cock pressed in and found it slick and stretched slightly, no longer worried he was going to hurt Fin pressed his hips up a bit as Neilan groaned and moved further down until he had taken Fin’s full length. “I jerked in the shower when I got home from work, to take that edge off so I wasn’t walking around trying to hide a raging hard on.” Shifting a little bit he raised an eyebrow. “How’s that feel?”
He smirked down at Fin, leaning down to press a kiss to his lips. “So good.” He said with a moan, bringing his hips up and grinding them back down onto Fin. “How is it for you?” He asked, although he could tell from the way Fin was reacting that it was good for him too. It was amazing how much he had missed this, it had been far too long. Not only had it been a long time since he’d slept with anyone but even longer still since he’d been with a man.
Fin's hips lifted slightly as Neilan started moving slowly, rising up and then moving back down. “Pretty darn good… you didn't go too big, did you?” Despite the admission that he had played with something before their date Neilan still was nice and tight and it felt so good around his cock, any qualms that he mentally had about this been a step too far for a second date were forgotten as the rhythm started. While he had had sex a lot more recently than Neilan he didn't think that he had gotten the opportunity to just lie back and let a lover ride him, setting their own pace.
Neilan languidly rolled his hips, a hand on Fin's chest to balance him. “Wouldn’t you like to know?” He teased, clenching a bit as he came back down on Fin, trying to hit that spot inside of him that would make him come completely undone. His fingers came down to Fin's nipple and gave it a bit of a pinch, enjoying the way it made the other man squirm underneath him. Just the way he looked and the sounds he was making could send Neilan over the edge but he wasn’t done with Fin just yet. “Jealous you didn’t get to do it for me?” He asked, biting down on his lip as he felt Fin brush up against his prostate.
He was glad in a way that Neilan was going slow, it was feeling so good that he didn't want it to end any time soon, if they went hard and fast he was sure he would've come way too early. The nipple pinches were making him squirm a bit but so was the sight of Neilan moving up and down on his cock, not to mention the feel of the muscles clenching around him. “A bit… I'm just imagining what you looked like lying here on the bed playing with it… knees drawn up as you're pushing it inside you…” That mental image really turned Fin on and he bucked his hips a bit as Neilan sunk down.
Neilan leaned over again to whisper into his ear. “I was imagining it was you.” He said followed by a moan as he bit down on his ear. He sat back up again and rolled his hips once more trying to hit that spot again, again and again. Fin's hips bucking into him caused Neilan to quicken his pace a bit, not too fast but faster than they were going. He didn’t want to speed anything up either, wanted this to last forever but the dirty things Fin was saying and the way he was doing it just right he knew that he wasn’t going to last forever or anywhere near that. “I’ve been thinking about this since we first..” a gasp. “..spoke.” He practically growled.
That made Fin groan, both the nibble on his ear and the confession. “Yeah? The real thing better than you imagined?” It wasn't until after their date on Saturday and the kissing that Fin felt his libido return, it had sat dormant for weeks but the spark had returned in the form of a gorgeous man. His hips moved with Neilan, getting as deep as he could each time their hips met. “God… that's such a turn on. And you look so good… “
He looked down, a redness coming to his cheeks and pressed a thumb to Fin's mouth, urging him to open it so that he could fit it inside his cheek. “Much..” he trailed off, quickening again feeling the build inside of him. This was definitely the hottest thing he could have imagined and his brows knit together as he bit down on his own lip. “Oh god.” He proclaimed, pulling his thumb out to slick down Fin's chin, down his sternum to his nipple again. His breathing was starting to shallow as he felt himself get ever near his climax. Eventually he leaned forward and pressed his hand against the wall to keep him balanced. “You always look good.”
Fin opened his mouth, sucking the digit in and lavishing attention on it while Neilan's pace quickened, there was no way he was going to regret going back on his idea of no sex til at least the third date, this was just too good. He hissed when the wet finger brushed his nipple, he could tell the other man was getting close and he wouldn't be far behind. “That's it… ride me… impale yourself on my cock…” He wasn't exactly sure why his talk had gotten so dirty all of a sudden but he could blame it on the heat of the moment and the building pleasure that was coursing through his veins. “Fuck yourself on it…”
He nodded his head at that, quickening his pace even more until a climax was in sight. “Fuck….” he exclaimed, hitting that spot over and over again until he felt himself right on the edge. The obscenities coming out of Fin helped him go right over that edge and within thirty seconds he spent himself onto Fin's abdomen, his muscles tightening around Fin as he came. “Oh Jesus, fucking hell.” He said, a million fireworks exploding in every nerve in his body to the point where he felt like he could see stars.
Fin was close behind, the tightness around his cock and the hot seed hitting his skin pushed him over the edge, another two or three thrusts up and he was groaning as he filled the condom, hips still arching a bit as he rode through the high. Damn that felt so good, and Neilan obviously had enjoyed it too. His breath was coming out in pants as he rubbed Neilan's thigh gently and opened his eyes to look up at the man above him, not wanting to break their intimate connection just yet. He couldn't help the small chuckle that erupted from his throat.
Neilan joined in the laughing and pulled Fin up by his shoulders, wrapping his arms around the other man's neck. “I’ve made quite a mess haven’t I?” He said, pressing a kiss to Fin's mouth before he climbed off of him to lay down next to him. Laying on his side he brought his hand up to run his fingers through Fin's short hair. His own hair was sticking in clumps to his head from sweating. He was still breathing heavily and smirked into Fin's shoulder. “That was…” he didn’t even really know how to describe it. Words were never his thing, he spoke romantically through music, not words. “...wow.” Was all he could muster with a chuckle.
Sated and spent he moved where Neilan wanted him to go, first a kiss and then they were laying side by side, fingers running through his short and sweaty hair. “Yeah…” Fin licked his lips. “Wow’s a pretty good way to describe it.” He wrapped an arm around Neilan's shoulder, pulling the other man firmly against his side, fingers moving back to play with the clumps of auburn locks. “You know I was telling myself that I wasn't going to do this until at least the third or fourth date.” He admitted. “But I don't regret anything!”
He traced his fingers down to Fin's shoulder and then down the line of his body. “Honestly, me too. I try to keep it clean until about then, in case I don’t ever see that other person again, but I couldn’t really help myself.” He admitted, opening his hand to caress Fin's chest. “Do you want to.. stay the night?” He asked, although now he felt stupid. Of course he wouldn’t stay the night, they were only on their second date. He did want it though, he wanted to wake up in the morning before school and remember exactly what had happened the night before. He wanted to see what Fin looked like when he was sleeping or what he looked like when he just woke up in the morning. The hand in his hair felt good and he closed his eyes as he leaned into it.
“No regrets about jumping ahead?” Fin asked, enjoy the closeness of Neilan by his side and the slow touches, despite his previous taste for quick and meaningless sex he did enjoy the basking in the afterglow of good sex. The only thing that could ruin a moment like this would be getting told Neilan never wanted to see him again, he hoped that wouldn't happen. When asked if he'd stay the night Fin looked over at man by his side, he had stayed the night with a lover after a lot less than a second date. “If I didn't have a kitten running around my apartment I'd say yes. How about after you finish work on Friday night? We can sleep in on Saturday. “ he paused. “Unless you feel like putting on clothes and making the long trip to my place.”
“No regrets.” He said with a smile and was a little disappointed when he heard that Fin didn’t want to stay but was relieved when he invited him over to his place instead. “Alright. Let me put some clothes on and grab my mobile charger.” He said, leaning over to give Fin one more kiss before getting up off his bed to put back on the clothes that he had been wearing, strewn about his floor. He grabbed his mobile charger from the wall and then looked back at Fin to see if he was even close to getting dressed yet. His phone keys and wallet were by his door so he’d grab those on the way out.
After the kiss Fin got up from the bed and excused himself, ducking into the nearby bathroom to get rid of the condom and wipe the sticky mess from his chest and stomach, he could shower later to wash everything off but for now he had somewhere else to be. Coming back out into the bedroom he found his clothes, pulling on pants sans underwear and putting the jacket on over his shoulders, bundling the rest of his clothes, socks and shoes up in his shirt he picked them up, tucking them under an arm. It wasn't like it was that far and he could pad barefoot across the carpeted hall. “Ready?” Fin said, jingling his keys before leaving Neilan’s apartment and making the short trip over to his own, opening the door he stepped in before closing and dead-bolting the door once Neilan had made his way inside, he didn’t want anyone disturbing them for the rest of the night.
Neilan smirked and lead him to the door, grabbing his phone keys and wallet on the way out. “Ready.” He replied, following after Fin to make their way into Fin's apartment. When they got inside the kitten ran up and Neilan easily picked him up and played with it a bit. “He’s quite cute.” He decided, putting the kitten down as the door closed behind them. He didn’t really like that he was back in his clothes and even though he’d gotten a wee bit exhausted from what they’d just done it didn’t stop him from grabbing Fin's hand again when he’d come back from taking care of the kitten and pulling him toward him into a kiss. It almost seemed as if he’d been insatiable around Fin.
After Obi had got a play and cuddle from Neilan Fin picked the kitten up and walked him to the guest bathroom, making sure he had enough food and water before shutting him in for the night, after that he did a quick check on Ferdinand in the office, the tortoise was happy and had enough food to last well into the next day. Satisfied that his pets were happy he walked back to the living area where Neilan was waiting, having shrugged his jacket off with the pile of clothing near the other bathroom he was now dressed only in his jeans as he walked up to his guest, when he was closer his hand was taken and pulled in for a kiss. “I was only gone five minutes.” He laughed before their lips met and Fin's hands moved down to rest on the other man's hips. “Mmm, let's go into the bedroom and I'll get all these clothes off you… again.”
Neilan smirked and lifted his hands to his buttons to undo them and slipped his shirt off again, dropping it to the floor. “Thought I’d help you with that a bit.” He said, wrapping his arms around Fin's shoulders again. His eyes looked down at Fin's lips again, remembering what they looked like around his dick. “I think it’s time for me to spoil you I think.” Since Fin had done what he wanted, he figured he would shower Fin with whatever he wanted this time.
Fin smirked when it was suggested that it was his turn to get spoiled, as if he hadn’t already that night. “Yeah? Who says I'm not already spoiled? I've got a gorgeous, half naked man…” His fingers undid Neilan's pants and pulled them and the boxer briefs underneath down. “Make that a completely naked man, in my bedroom. I think I'm pretty spoiled as it is.” He licked his lips at the sight of Neilan naked in front of him. “Very spoiled.”
“Mmm, well, I can spoil you more.” He said, undoing Fin's belt. “Where’s this bedroom you speak of.” He purred, sucking a mark at the joint of his neck. Fin didn’t specifically say that he liked that but Neilan could tell by his reactions that it was something he responded well to. He moved his lips to Fin's ear and whispered into it. “I can make you feel even better than you felt before.” He said, nipping at his ear a bit.
Fin moaned louder when Neilan sucked firmly on his neck, a clear indication that he liked it. Walking backwards he lead them to the bedroom, turning the light off as they passed the switch, it wasn't that far away but the turn into the hall was a bit tricky when he couldn't see where he was going and also while trying to get his pants off without having to actually stop. “I dunno, having you ride me was pretty good. You going to tell me what's on your mind or is it a surprise? Cause I don't mind those at all.” Once in the bedroom he flipped the bedside light on as they passed it and kept walking back until the backs of his legs hit the side of his big wooden bed frame.
“Surprise.” He said between kisses, and sank to his knees before he pulled down his underwear. His hands ran down Fin's abdomen to his legs and thighs before looking up at him as he licked his lips. “I have a few tricks up my sleeve.” Was his only hint before he grabbed Fin's cock in his hand, stroking him slowly. It wasn’t actually anything that crazy but he was damn good at it. He stroked idly at his own because just hearing him moan was a turn on. When he felt he got Fin good and worked up, Neilan licked at the tip of his cock.
Half sitting on the edge of the bed he watched as Neilan dropped to his knees, biting his lip as the hands skimmed down his body. Fin did feel a bit embarrassed that it took quite a bit of time and effort for his cock to respond to the attention, that he put down to the short amount of time since they had had sex, plus the fact for the past seven weeks he had zero libido -- probably due to the stress and in the past month the new medication he was taking, he kept making soft sounds to tell Neilan that he was enjoying it even though things took their time. He’d apologize for it later but that lick felt so good and it made him gasp.
Noticing himself that it was taking a bit of time, Neilan reached a hand up to his nipple and squeezed it a little to help along with it. He wasn’t angry or embarrassed. Neilan had been in similar situations in his life, especially after having sex with women who had no refractory period. He looked up at Fin with a wicked smile and spoke softly. “You’re a fucking sight you are.” And then his tongue moved down to Fin's balls, swirling around the sack in hopes he could elicit even more alluring sounds from him.
When the tongue moved down from his cock Fin let himself fall back against the mattress, his legs parted wide to allow Neilan all the room he needed. This man had one wicked tongue on him and part of him wondered where else that tongue could be put to use, it felt good everywhere so far. He moaned loudly at those words. “So are you… god!” He looked down his body, seeing that head of curls jutting up along the line of his own body. “That tongue of yours should have a warning on it!”
“Caution.” He said, licking the line underneath Fin's cock. “May cause extreme pleasure.” He teased before putting his mouth around the head. Fin's words struck a chord deep in Neilan that drove him absolutely mad. He let go of his own erection to focus on the man before him, using one hand to hold the now erect Fin and guide him down onto his swelling cock. His other hand came up to gently caress his balls underneath, massaging them with the palm of his hand.
A loud moan filled the air as that hot mouth engulfed his cock, getting head was just as good as giving it in Fin’s opinion and he was going to lie here and enjoy every moment of pleasure that he could get. ‘May cause extreme pleasure’ was right, then again a few months had passed since he was last in this position and he wasn’t sure he was going to last very long. “Oh…” His hips arched up a bit as he was taken deeper into that heat and the hand caressed the sacks. If anything at least he’d sleep well, the earlier sex had left him feeling slightly worn out but this was going to exhaust him.
Looking up at Fin was already clearly in ecstasy Neilan decided to go for his final move by pulling him forward a bit so that his ass was off the bed a bit, allowing him to take Fin all the way to the base, he removed his mouth and placed three fingers in it, licking them so that they were nice and wet. He positioned his mouth over Fin and began to tease Fin's opening, daring to stick the tip of his finger in. He wasn’t sure if Fin would like it but he was sure he had the decency to tell Neilan if he didn’t.
Fin let himself get moved, lifting his legs up and hooking his knees with his elbows as he was pulled forward. Neilan was right, he was getting spoiled. There was a soft whimper at the loss of that heat around his cock but it was soon replaced with a louder groan as the fingertip pressed into him, he wanted to hold back and enjoy this but everything was so good he knew he couldn’t last much longer. “Neilan… I can’t...” He whispered, a warning more than anything.
Neilan didn’t care, this wasn’t about him getting his own rocks off, this one was about Fin. He took his mouth off of him and pushed a second finger all the way in. “Then don’t, come for me.” He urged, mouth returning to its task at a more brisk pace. This was enough for him, just the feeling of Fin becoming a sweaty, mumbling ball of yarn completely unraveling. Nothing was ever so sweet for him than exactly this, especially because he really truly liked Fin.
Fin's back arched off the bed as the second finger pushed in, brushing against that spot inside him. His fingers gripped the sheets tightly as he started to chant “Oh fuck,” over and over again until at last his hips bucked as he came with one last exclamation of “Fuck!” His body shaking from the second high in as many hours. He collapsed back against the bed when it was all over and lay there panting, totally blissed out.
He stood from where he was crouched, wiping off the excess come on his mouth and laid down on the bed next to Fin, eyeing his blissed out face. Sure he was still hard but that would subside eventually and he could easily go use the bathroom and finish himself off quickly with that image. He leaned over Fin and kissed him softly before he laid back down next to him. “I did tell you I could spoil you more.” He joked, stroking the eyebrow above Fin's right eye with his thumb.
Fin opened one eye, looking over at Neilan lying down next to him. “Bastard.” He smiled.