Sorry to hear about your life, thank you for writing this fic! It really does pay to leave the confines of one's usual asylum haunts and come upon something like...this...[it IS good, right? I'll get to reading it only later today, most likely. Just wanted to comment now.]
And as I am sure the first sentence of this comment has a 100% chance of being misinterpreted from what I meant (I am looking at it right now and cringing), I just wanted to say those two thoughts. Concisely. Separately. Apologies ahead of time for my utter lack of communication talent.