Now Hanna felt guilty for avoiding the girls. She knew they would have wanted to help her, but she hadn't wanted them to worry. They were from the future, which made it harder to forge a connection. But with Spencer here now, Hanna wondered why she had been so reluctant to tell her. She needed her friends, maybe that was the only thing that would get her through this.
She didn't want Spencer endangering herself though. She couldn't hope to win against Angelus and Hanna would have been so upset if anyone was hurt because of her. Her friends were protective and she was afraid if they knew how bad she was doing, they'd have to go and take matters into their own hands and that was dangerous.
Hanna noticed Spencer's bruises, especially up close and she couldn't help wondering where she'd gotten them. She didn't think Spencer had run into Angelus, or she probably wouldn't be alive right now.
"I know. It's just...hard to get past, harder than anything before." Hanna admitted. She wanted to survive Angelus. She had, so far. But he was still out there. He could still get her, or hurt someone else. And he was always in her head.
Hanna felt comforted by Spencer though, having her so close. Maybe it would be alright somehow, after all. But she knew the only way she could truly feel at peace was Angelus being caught and dealt with. Still,, she guessed small comfort was better than no comfort.
"No, I just haven't had much of an appetite. I think that's the first thing I've eaten in 4 days."