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Tweak says, "Damn the man, save the Empire."

Howard Link (Note) (vaticanpieninja) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-09-12 20:57:00

Entry tags:

!days 270-279, chrono, himura kenshin, howard link, kiryuu zero, ryougi shiki

Who: Delphinus and whoever
Where: Geardorm
When: Day 271, mid morning
What: Chores and whatever (awkward things)

[People who are familiar with Link's habits should be able to tell by how extra-organized he is being and how many chores are going on at once that he is probably planning to free up some time in the evening for his own activities]

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	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 04:58 am UTC (link)
	With you rolling your eyes at me and saying things about me and Walker that are insensitive at best and hurtful at worst? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 05:02 am UTC (link)
	If you're happy, that shouldn't matter. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 05:18 am UTC (link)
	It won't matter as far as where I take my relationship with him, but it isn't as if your opinion isn't important to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 05:20 am UTC (link)
	You know my opinion of it is, and it clashes with yours. What are you going to do about it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 05:22 am UTC (link)
	Well I'm trying to get you to see from my side of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 05:23 am UTC (link)
	Don't bother. If it'll make it easier for you, I just won't say anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vaticanpieninja
2011-09-13 09:25 am UTC (link)

"Don't bother?"

... Do you not care how I feel about it then...? If you've already decided it doesn't matter to you one way or the other how we see the situation, it's no wonder Walker felt as if you were only bringing it up to dismiss and hurt him...

He may have thrown the first punch but you started that fight, Zero... Even if you don't say anything now, what am I... How is it easier knowing you feel this sort of contempt for me? That you won't even try to understand...

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	type_0 2011-09-13 02:48 pm UTC (link)
	... maybe I'm trying to get you to see from my side of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 04:33 pm UTC (link)
	...You're saying I shouldn't just be satisfied with what I have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	I think you could do better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 04:51 pm UTC (link)
	[shakes his head] It isn't about doing "better," it's having what I want... If I feared he would ever just toss me aside without considering my feelings at all, he wouldn't have me now. He's the best thing for me... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

type_0
2011-09-13 04:57 pm UTC (link)

So you're saying that he doesn't care enough to make a decision and stick with just one person? That you're perfectly fine with this twisted... ridiculous mess of a relationship he has with all other men? That you're perfectly okay with going to FIND his other boyfriend with him afterwards?

And then you think I'm going to sit back and applaud at what a wonderful marvelous plan this all is?

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vaticanpieninja
2011-09-13 05:09 pm UTC (link)

I think I'm in a better position to judge how much he cares about me in comparison, especially considering you refuse to see any good in it at all. He hasn't lied or cheated, everyone is aware of where they stand with him; that I am secure enough with him to help him find Slick ought to be a testament.

You needn't applaud it but you won't even bother to see how Walker makes me happy...

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	type_0 2011-09-13 05:15 pm UTC (link)
	You know what I think? I think you're too scared. That if you do make him choose, it won't be you. So you go on and on about how you're perfectly content with this 'relationship' of yours because it's the only way you can have a piece of him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	. . . What are you doing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	You wanted my opinion, I'm giving it to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	There is absolutely no need for you to feed this ridiculousness to me with such a disrespectful tone. What are you doing, Zero? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 05:37 pm UTC (link)
	And there's absolutely no reason for you to be talk down at me like I'm some child. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 05:41 pm UTC (link)
	What do you expect from me with the way you're behaving? You're purposely trying to hurt me, Zero. Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 05:47 pm UTC (link)
	I wouldn't say purposely. It just what it is. If the truth hurts, then deal with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 05:51 pm UTC (link)
	So the truth is that you think I'm so pathetic as to accept a relationship I couldn't possibly be happy with because I would just meekly take whatever I was offered. That is your "truth?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 05:56 pm UTC (link)
	[There is the slightest bit of a flinch there, unperceptable unless you were looking for it. And then a nonchalant shrug] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	[Was in fact looking him straight in the eyes] And you expect me to believe that this is said only to help me, and not because it is one of the things I feel most strongly about and one of the things most likely to make me angry with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	type_0 2011-09-13 06:09 pm UTC (link)
	[shrugs again] Who knows? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vaticanpieninja 2011-09-13 06:14 pm UTC (link)
	Well you've succeeded in making me angry, if that's any satisfaction to you. And in the future I'll be less likely to weigh your thoughts on my relationships as you clearly don't wish to be honest with me in a way I deserve. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)