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Tweak says, "You, you bought this."

Allen Walker (Star) (pierrotdetous) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2009-12-28 01:38:00

Entry tags:

!days 090-099, aeris gainsborough, allen walker, claude c. kenni, howard link, jace beleren, rabi, {chaz villette}, {{{james t. kirk}}}, {{{spock}}}, {{{ticky mikk}}}

Who: Lacerta + anyone concerned
Where: various places
When: Day 93, various times to night
What: Waiting around for the slow kill

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	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 08:42 am UTC (link)
	You didn't have a choice. As if you wanted to kill me or anyone important to me. I'm really angry at you. But it's the part of you that doesn't care anymore and just enjoys it that I want to hit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 08:46 am UTC (link)
	so am I not allowed to touch your hair anymore =\|a tries I had a choice. Just like you get to choose what cards you play. Just like we got to decide to come here. Everyone has choices, boy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 09:01 am UTC (link)
	[yyyes, but he lowers his head.] And what would you be choosing, going against your orders? We need those wishes. We chose to be here and do this. But we've both been here long enough to understand it's more of a path we can't stop walking on anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 09:11 am UTC (link)
	Don't misunderstand. I don't feel guilty, and it wasn't the wrong choice, as far as I'm concerned. haiir pet All the blanks, Ophiuchus or not, both offered to die in these games and agreed to kill in them when we signed up. But we still get to choose, even here. That's what this new game is all about, isn't it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 09:20 am UTC (link)
	People make choices for different reasons, with different understandings. [tugs away, stepping back] "Count on everyone realizing" turns into "Be mad or don't." "Don't play anything violent" turns into "cause something that won't last, or risk my own team being hurt permanently." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 09:28 am UTC (link)
	snorts We all came here selfishly. Back home, my family is killing your friends, and my friends are making due by themselves. Same for everyone here. They decided their happiness was more important than yours when they joined this game. Protect what you care about, boy. So will I. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 09:37 am UTC (link)
	. . . (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 09:39 am UTC (link)
	I . . . what I care about. . . I intend to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 09:41 am UTC (link)
	There, see? It's simple, isn't it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 09:51 am UTC (link)
	But you know, when this ends - whenever it ends - f-for each of us, we can all have that happiness. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 09:55 am UTC (link)
	And the memories of everything they did to achieve it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:01 am UTC (link)
	And everything they tolerated and fought for and wanted, while they adjusted to a world where all the rules are different for good humans. Don't smile while you say that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 10:04 am UTC (link)
	I have every right to smile. Don't ask me to pity the people that brought themselves here, it's ridiculous. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:08 am UTC (link)
	I'm not. You should get another deck of cards, once there's better things to talk about. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 10:14 am UTC (link)
	Ah? I've still got this one. We just haven't played in a while. digs one out of his pocket and tosses it to you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:23 am UTC (link)
	--[catches it] Ah. . . thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andredallover 2009-12-29 10:28 am UTC (link)
	Anyway, that's it, isn't it? I'm going to bed. leaving without waiting for a reply (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:33 am UTC (link)
	. . . [quietly] Good night. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:33 am UTC (link)
	. . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:34 am UTC (link)
	[turns away and walks back to Lacerta. He freezes up, but he goes into Spock's room] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:36 am UTC (link)
	. . . [goes to kneel in front of his bed] Th. . . thank you for. . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:38 am UTC (link)
	Ah. . . [voice cracks] I'm sorry. . . we're all. . . waiting for you so. . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2009-12-29 10:39 am UTC (link)
	[curls up on his knees there, burying his face in his arms on the side of the bed, his back shaking silently.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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