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Tweak says, "i may have farted"

LAW or sometimes kitty cat (Hibari Kyoya) (taseyoutodeath) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-07-27 15:10:00

Entry tags:

!days 250-259, ash & pikachu, erik lehnsherr, hibari kyoya, kanou taisuke, nishi jouichirou, roy mustang, toyama kazuha, yamamoto takeshi, {haruki}, {mokona modoki}, {{{orihara izaya}}}, ~guardian

Who: Some new ~~kid~~ Uroboros...
Where: OPHIUCHUS
When: Day 257, midday
What: This couldn't possibly be a wake-up call.

[One rather dangerous looking boy is currently pacing around one of the upper levels of Ophiuchus, engrossed in reading the rulebook.]

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	hey__listen 2011-07-28 12:47 pm UTC (link)
	I think it's funny that you still see it as a flaw. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eaves_dropper 2011-07-28 12:50 pm UTC (link)
	[Shrugs and starts towards the stairs.] I've yet to see something to like in anyone, much less worth love. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 12:52 pm UTC (link)
	Don't be so hard on yourself--is what I should say in this particular moment. [following~] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eaves_dropper 2011-07-28 12:55 pm UTC (link)
	Fuck off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:00 pm UTC (link)
	Ah, but... I suppose if you want to view nothing but shadows, things get to be a bit tiresome after a while. The different shades of gray are the more interesting bits. And you know, it doesn't even have to be a good act or one of kindness to win over someone's love. Mostly, it's just nature running its course that makes it worthwhile to watch. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:01 pm UTC (link)
	Even the worst of humanity have their precious moments. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eaves_dropper 2011-07-28 01:05 pm UTC (link)
	You can say that sort of thing with only five memories? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:17 pm UTC (link)
	Five memories and the whole of my time here. Humans, humans, humans--the most amazing thing about them, I think... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:18 pm UTC (link)
	Is that while you think they're so predictable, they often go in an entirely different direction than you were thinking! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:19 pm UTC (link)
	And it's all dependent on a number of factors! From their personalities, to the way they were raised, to the emotions they feel at that period in time, to the reaction and emotions from the persons and situations they're connected to! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:22 pm UTC (link)
	Not a thing worth loving? This is why I think you must be blind! Blinded by whatever twisted you the way you are--and even that, I find to be the best thing there can be! After all, people are who they are but also what they can become and who they were and all these things put together--all the potential! It's always a shame when someone wastes it, don't you think? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:24 pm UTC (link)
	And not just their potential, but just their reactions in their most unguarded forms! Even their anger, their fear, their tears, their hatred, their murderous intent--I'll even love these things simply because they're that much a part of humans as love and kindness and faith and fellowship--even more so, perhaps! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:33 pm UTC (link)
	Ah, but... If I were to explain how I could say all of this... it's because I love humans. I'm not ashamed to admit it. Not that I expect it to be something to be returned. After all, that would be too unrealistic, wouldn't it? Especially when people can sense that I'm possibly one of the worst ones. How about you, Tack? Where do you think you rank? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hey__listen 2011-07-28 01:34 pm UTC (link)
	Don't be mistaken. I may like someone, but it's not because I like them as an individual. The same goes for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

eaves_dropper
2011-07-28 08:39 pm UTC (link)

[...

Actually holds on a few extra seconds to be sure you're... actually done.]

Love, kindness, fellowship? Bullshit. They're trained responses to demand what you want and is over the moment accountability is lost. We're all simply animals with delusions of superiority.

You say you love humans? I really doubt it's anything more than the doting affection an owner might have for a pet.

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	hey__listen 2011-07-28 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	--completely wrong! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eaves_dropper 2011-07-28 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	So you believe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hey__listen
2011-07-28 09:36 pm UTC (link)

Ah, there. He said it.

Yes, it's my belief. Just like how that last remark of yours is nothing more than an embittered opinion.

Just like whether or not you believe in God or an afterlife--which I don't, by the way. Even when surrounded by gods that don't allow their worshippers to remain dead. Studying humans is my religion, I suppose you could say. After all, even in a place like this, without the people, it would be an empty shell of a planet of caves.

But beyond that, you are right. Humans are animals. And that's why it's all the more fantastic that there are those who go against their baser animal instincts.

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	eaves_dropper 2011-07-28 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	Such a thing doesn't exist. [He snorts.] Enjoy what you like about it. I think it's a fucking farce. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)