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Tweak says, "Madness! Sheer madness!"

Red (Rabi) (sillyrabitricks) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-07-26 18:41:00

Entry tags:

!days 250-259, claude c. kenni, gokudera hayato, hattori heiji, nakayama yayoi, rabi, syaoran, wanijima akito, zexion

Who: Cepheus
Where: Cepheus
When: Day 256, night
What: Team Meeting and general teamy time

[making sure BOSS IS GONE

okay cool OWL-LESS HOME]

Hey guys we need to talk about stuff cuz I'm gonna do a thing.

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	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-27 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	[follows] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-27 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	[We goin' in! Makes sure the front door is shut and locked nice and tight behind them. They're in an empty hallway with a pair of doors near the end standing ajar. Through one is a room with a table for six.] What do you need? Is Red not coming? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-27 10:47 pm UTC (link)
	He informed us that he intended to go with you and some others on what sounds like an unplanned and poorly though out suicide mission. I am hoping that isn't true, and you're the only one I know to ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-27 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	. . . It's not any of those things. There's no way I'd do something this serious if I didn't have faith in a good outcome. Don't fucking insult me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-27 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	I need more than your faith for what you are risking. What are you planning for Surgeon's realm? It will be dangerous, and I don't see how you expect to hide the intrusion from King. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: later still

righthandsmoke
2011-07-27 11:03 pm UTC (link)

Messenger's letting us in. You trust him, don't you? He's always been on our side, so I believe he'll find a way for us to get in and out undetected.

We're going to split into a few groups with Red and Lepus divided between them. Lepus will guide their groups, Red will record . . . and there's at least one psychic, so the group with Red can be alerted to anything Red will need to see and be able to find it with some guidance.

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	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-27 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	The realm itself will be dangerous, people will likely be killed. And if you are lost, there will be no resurrection. Who would you get it from? Detection by King does not end with just the trip itself. Once you have gone, assuming anyone makes it back, he could discover it at any time. So what are you planning to do after? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-27 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	Beauty, maybe . . . She did revivals after a game once. We could work something out with her easily. Keep our fucking mouths shut and follow where the research leads. We don't need to do anything with it right away—we might not even be able to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-27 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	... So your plan is that "maybe Beauty will revive those who die" and that's all. You want to rush into a dead Judge's realm unprepared and hope it works out. And then you want to take information that King would easily slaughter us all for having and follow it. Is that it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: later still

righthandsmoke
2011-07-27 11:20 pm UTC (link)

[straightens up and squares his shoulders]

Look, kid. I know you don't think I know what I'm doing, but if you don't drop that fucking condescending tone I'll break your nose. I am trying to help save everyone here. I'm sick and fucking tired of everyone I talk to assuming that I'm some idiot looking to get everyone killed.

You want to try asking again without assuming that? Maybe if I like your tone enough I'll actually tell you something, you little shit.

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Re: later still

time_andagain
2011-07-27 11:28 pm UTC (link)

My family is on Cepheus. If anything goes wrong, they will kill Red –– likely after killing the rest of the team to punish him.

Even if you get that information, what about those who are with the Judges? Foreman, Graces, Queen... they are all loyal to King. Those lives will be forfeit the moment you make your move.

And there are those who need their wishes, to be revived from death or otherwise.

You are risking every last life here, and that means you are willing to sacrifice everything that is important to me, with nothing more than vague answers for explanation. What gives you the right?

I want to save those in the Pillar as well, but I refuse to sacrifice what I love most to do it. Don't expect me to be happy or complacent in the face of all of that.

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	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-27 11:31 pm UTC (link)
	[SWINGS AT SYAORAN'S FACE] EVERYTHING I'M DOING IS TO AVOID THOSE FUCKING RISKS, SHITHEAD! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-27 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	[blocks with his forearm, tense, but not retaliating yet] Then explain it. With these stakes, your word is not good enough! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-27 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	STOP TREATING ME LIKE FUCKING SHIT IF YOU WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING! Am I seriously such a fucking awful person you think I'd risk this entire place? You think I'd risk my own teammates? Or am I just that stupid?! Is that really what I seem like to everyone?! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-27 11:42 pm UTC (link)
	This isn't about you, so please stop trying to make it about you. Will you explain it or not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: later still

righthandsmoke
2011-07-27 11:47 pm UTC (link)

. . . Fuck you. You worthless piece of raptor shit. You came in here and accused me of doing something that could get people killed—could get everyone killed . . . You said I was doing it recklessly without any idea of how to go about it . . . that I wasn't considering wishes or people with the judges likes some heartless fuck, and then you tell me it's not insulting me at all? I thought better of your team.

If I tell you anything and you spread it before we're prepared to handle it, I will make you pay. You would be risking everyone's lives if you did. Do you understand, or do I need to insult you before you get it?

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Re: later still

time_andagain
2011-07-27 11:54 pm UTC (link)

No, I came in here and asked. And I am still waiting to see if I will have an answer, I apologize if I have become frustrated in doing so. The rest of that was never said here, so please don't put it all on me. There is enough that I am already truly responsible for, I don't have the strength to carry imagined slights.

You have already been insulting and abusive throughout the whole conversation, so I'm not sure how further insults are supposed to help clarify anything. If it makes you feel better, you can continue to insult me. I don't mind.

I can leave now, but please know that at this point I will definitely oppose you.

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	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-28 12:02 am UTC (link)
	Imagined . . . right. Of course. Always fucking imagined. Sorry, you're fucking perfect! My fucking mistake! (Reply to this) (Parent)

Re: later still

righthandsmoke
2011-07-28 12:03 am UTC (link)

[He's trembling in some combination of rage, frustration, and a number of other unidentified emotions by now. His eyes are a little wet.]

I can't let you leave here like that. And I can't just—so—

This is a first step in trying to save everyone. We have to—Link wants to fucking ask everyone, but of course most people won't fucking want to go along if the fucking pillar can't be saved. Those with the Judges now will be fine. We have that guaranteed. We've guaranteed everyone can be sent home as well.

My job is this. It's a dead fucking realm, so the chances of anyone actually dying are low unless they do something fucking stupid. If anyone does die, Beauty is on our side. She will revive us if Messenger asks her.

Link is looking into the wishes. He said some shit about finding a way to channel King's power, but I don't know more than that. You'll have to go accuse him of thoughtlessly risking everyone's lives—oh right. I fucking imagined that.

I can't do anything else, because Delphinus won't tell me anything else until we've taken care of this much.

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	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-28 12:07 am UTC (link)
	[enemy NOODLE uses IGNORE PROJECTED ISSUES + tthhinking...] The wishes are less important... I think I can buy at least a few lives with Kimihiro's help. How do you have all of those others guaranteed? Sending everyone home, rescuing the others from the Foreman and the others... if a Judge has that kind of power, why can't they directly oppose King themselves? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-28 12:13 am UTC (link)
	[NOODLE DEFINITELY BROUGHT THOSE ISSUES UP HIMSELF :U] Because it's three against the other twenty-four. That's fucking why. Most are loyal to King, so doing anything now would get them and us killed. [. . . still that angry, in spite of calmer icon] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-28 12:23 am UTC (link)
	[maybe vague non-answers aren't the best thing to give if you're oversensitive 8U] ...Alright. Thank you. [annnnd gonna head back out /o/] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still righthandsmoke 2011-07-28 12:27 am UTC (link)
	[Maybe you should avoid condescending tones after the first time they don't work :U GRABBING FOR HIS SLEEVE] Wait. You're not leaving until I know what you'll do now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: later still time_andagain 2011-07-28 12:29 am UTC (link)
	[there weren't condescending tones noodles are pretty incapable of those :/ tho there were definitely flat and angry tones] I don't know yet. It's almost curfew, I need to go back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: later still

righthandsmoke
2011-07-28 12:33 am UTC (link)

No. You just came in here talking about how fucking risky this is so you obviously understand. Do you really expect me to just let you fuck off to do who knows what after you told me you'd oppose this five minutes ago? You could ruin everything—get us killed and trap any survivors here until the earth takes them!

Your team can come fuck me up tomorrow if they want, but I can't let you leave if you can't decide what to do now.