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Tweak says, "feces encrusted hellhole"

Watanuki Kimihiro [四月一日君尋] (AKA Buttercup) (ghostduster) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-10-03 19:17:00

Entry tags:

!days 170-179, aeris gainsborough, albert de morcerf, allen walker, ashikawa mitsuru, claude c. kenni, danielle 'dani' phantom, dean winchester, edward elric, excel, gokudera hayato, hattori heiji, howard link, jace beleren, kudo shinichi, kuroba kaito, lelouch lamperouge, minami ikki, nabuca, nakayama yayoi, rabi, sumeragi kururu, syaoran, uchiha itachi, watanuki kimihiro, yuffie kisaragi, {emil castagnier}, {jack/tyler durden}, {lenalee lee [1]}, {ren maaka}, {sohma shigure}, {tsuchimiya kagura}, {uruki}, {{{akatsuki chika}}}, {{{almaz von almadine adamant}}}, {{{hakuba saguru}}}, {{{leonard 'bones' mccoy}}}, {{{mikaila}}}, {{{revan}}}, {{{taiki}}}

Who: Watanuki + Aeris + everyone
Where: Inside your dreeeeeams
When: Day 176, night. (after Allen's return.)
What: Watanuki and Aeris go dreamwalking. Shenanigans ensue!

[Watanuki would be a pretty damn competent dreamwalker ... if he had all of the relevant memories back. As it is, he has the power required but not the control. Which means that his forays into the dreamworld lead to a big fat interconnected mess of unconscious psyche.

What are you dreaming about tonight?]

(( OOC: Dreampost! This is done CFUD-style. For those not familiar with that, here's how it works:

A) If you comment to the post, you're hosting a dream of your own. People can comment to you as part of the dream (i.e., you dreaming about them in your head) or as a connected interloper.
B) Similarly, if you comment to someone else's thread, you're either part of their dream or crossing over from yours to theirs.
C) Feel free to remember as much of (or as little of) the dreams as you like.
D) If you're participating, then your bracer is open a tiiiny crack or two during slumber. Or otherwise briefly permeable.
E) Watanuki (and probably Aeris) will be out and about, but not commenting to everyone. Ping us if you want one of us in particular. ))

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	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 02:42 am UTC (link)
	It's not... Nothing's working... I'm not... I'm not able to be part of the team. I try and try and try, but it doesn't work. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 03:27 am UTC (link)
	That. . . If you're trying, then it might not be your fault. You're not the only one that's not working, the way you should be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 03:32 am UTC (link)
	It worked before I came though. It... I want... I want to belong. But I'm not... goes back to his puzzle, trying to get more pieces together (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 03:57 am UTC (link)
	[quietly, repeating] It worked. . . Before you came? How would you know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 04:04 am UTC (link)
	I watched. My first game... In Jim's heart, they... Everyone closed around each other, worked so well... I didn't. I never have. the puzzle, what he has completed of it, fades into a picture, of Kirk, Mits, Chaz, and Carly all huddled together, with Emil guarding them. Clearly his image of what happened that first game (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 05:06 am UTC (link)
	[eyes flicker red and back to green again] That's not what happened! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 05:08 am UTC (link)
	Then why did I die? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 05:23 am UTC (link)
	Because Jim was broken, too! This whole team, before you came, that happened to them, and it hurt all of them! It wasn't you! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 05:30 am UTC (link)
	shakes his head But it bonded them... It brought them together, and there's no room... I keep messing up, causing fights... he moves his hand towards the puzzle again, looking for another piece. You might notice a shimmery line coming from his wrist. If you remembered fishing line, it looks just like that (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 05:41 am UTC (link)
	[moving closer to Hakuba, stepping over the puppets] You aren't the only one who's outside that! The only ones left from that time are Mitsuru and Chaz, and. . . them, being the way they are, that's not your fault! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 05:45 am UTC (link)
	They accept you... the puzzle is fading again into blankness, and now that you're closer, if you look, you can definitely see nearly invisible strings coming out from inside Hakuba's ankles and wrists (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

forgotmynuts
2010-10-05 06:17 am UTC (link)

[strings, puppets, . . .that time Hakuba was taken by a judge, and nailed to the door. didn't touch help, after that?]

You really think so? I can't tell. . . Chaz, I can't read him at all. And Mitsuru, he's rough. He's not rejecting you because of you, he's rejecting you because he's him. I don't even understand why he puts up with me. I'm lucky he does, even if I don't understand it.

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	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 06:23 am UTC (link)
	it definitely helped after that, yes. The whole world is flicker a little, like it's going to disappear I can't... Nothing works... I can't stop focusing, or it will all fall apart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 06:29 am UTC (link)
	[if it worked once!! going right up to him and hugging him, tightly.] I won't fall apart, even if you don't focus on me. I'm here, right now, even if all this disappears, I won't. Not if I can help it. You. . . shouldn't have to try so hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 06:33 am UTC (link)
	stiffens for an instant, before turning in your arms and clinging, so very very very hard You'll stay real? ...even... even if I'm not... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 06:35 am UTC (link)
	[nods] I'm real. I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 06:43 am UTC (link)
	is just going to cling here against you, and nods I... can't always tell... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 06:50 am UTC (link)
	[is going to support him for as long as he needs] That's fine. Even if you aren't sure, I can just remind you again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 07:06 am UTC (link)
	you'll notice the strings don't go away, but they're not taut, so he's clearly still in control of himself. And he's not going to move, it seems I'll never solve the puzzle... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	forgotmynuts 2010-10-05 07:13 am UTC (link)
	I'm. . . not the right person to ask, to help with something like that. But I'll help with whatever else I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smoothdetecting 2010-10-05 07:15 am UTC (link)
	I just want to belong. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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