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Tweak says, "i met a possum!"

Aeris Feramis // Aeris Gainsborough (pushesdaisies) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-07-02 18:42:00

Entry tags:

!days 140-149, aeris gainsborough, allen walker, danielle 'dani' phantom, johnny rayflo, watanuki kimihiro, {{{spock}}}

Who: Lacerta!
Where: their dorm
When: Day 144, post-game
What: MEEEEEEMORIES!

Hmmm, how about, Razzy first? Since it's her first one and all!

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	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 04:50 am UTC (link)
	I know. . . even when I thought I was dead, you helped me and we complained together and you stole my food. Nobody gets babied here... it's not like we think we're weak when we learn something terrible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 04:53 am UTC (link)
	Mm, exactly. So, anything, Allen . . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 05:09 am UTC (link)
	So how come you hid that you were dead for so long? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 05:17 am UTC (link)
	[ffffffffffffffff] T-that's . . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 05:24 am UTC (link)
	What was the reason? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 05:42 am UTC (link)
	Well, I didn't want to talk about it at all, really. But, the reason? Maybe . . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 05:48 am UTC (link)
	I get not wanting to talk about it! But you kept the worst thing a secret for that long! I've known you did that for weeks and I've had no idea how to even ask you why, the longer and longer it went on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 05:57 am UTC (link)
	I wasn't hiding it! I just . . . I didn't want to say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 06:12 am UTC (link)
	Isn't it hiding it after a month? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 06:13 am UTC (link)
	Mm. . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 06:24 am UTC (link)
	Even longer than that. . . I wouldn't have made you talk about it. I wouldn't have made you do anything. You could have told me. You should have told me. Told any of us. Told Spock! If we're closer than anyone, why can't you say something that important? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 06:33 am UTC (link)
	Allen . . . I'm sorry. I should have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 06:36 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to say sorry. It just shouldn't be like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 06:42 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't because I don't trust you! It's nothing like that . . . ! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 07:07 am UTC (link)
	Then what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 07:08 am UTC (link)
	I'm . . . afraid of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 07:21 am UTC (link)
	. . . That doesn't mean it's okay to never mention it at all to even the people closest to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 07:38 am UTC (link)
	I didn't want to. I didn't even want to think about it. It's cowardly I know. For a Cetra, returning to the Planet, it's our "Promised Land," supreme happiness. And maybe it's only because I was like that, that I could save everyone, but still. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 07:41 am UTC (link)
	I. I would never get to kiss Cloud, or try on dresses with Tifa, or ride an airship. Even if it's "how things should be," it's scary. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 07:45 am UTC (link)
	Because I love life. I loved it even in the labs, or in Midgar when I felt so alone, or even here where it's scary and painful. Thinking about my life, returned to the Planet already, it just hurt. It hurt too much, because I really love being alive, Allen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 07:58 am UTC (link)
	. . . (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 07:59 am UTC (link)
	. . . (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 08:00 am UTC (link)
	[aaaa aaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hugs her] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pushesdaisies 2010-07-04 08:05 am UTC (link)
	[I AM THE WORST CETRA] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-04 08:16 am UTC (link)
	That's not "how it should be!" It's not how it should be at all. It's not okay! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)