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Tweak says, "Wizwit!"

Kieran (Cain) (stormgreen) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2009-11-08 19:54:00

Entry tags:

!days 071-079, jace beleren, {chaz villette}, {kieran trevarde}, {vash the stampede}, {zack fair}, {{{date masamune}}}, {{{james t. kirk}}}, {{{mikaila}}}, {{{nora}}}, {{{tailmon}}}

Who: fresh meat! and anyone else.
Where: Around Canis
When: Day 77, afternoon
What: New Blank, wandering around

[one enormously tall and desperately skinny Blank with long pretty hair, in Canis colors, expression vacillating between wary, confused, and cranky, and his memory tube clutched in his hand, is wandering around the area outside the Canis dorms. definitely someone who warrants poking.]

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	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 06:10 am UTC (link)
	It's an important question. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 06:12 am UTC (link)
	closes his eyes ...I don't want to think about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 06:14 am UTC (link)
	[shrugs] If everyone I loved walked out of here tomorrow, I'd be fucked up beyond belief. But I wouldn't have regretted loving 'em. You? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 06:18 am UTC (link)
	pauses for a moment and then twists around to curl around Kirk's waist ...but it hurts... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 06:20 am UTC (link)
	[puts his arms around Wolf] Yeah. I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 06:26 am UTC (link)
	shifts to curl up on Kirk's lap, against his chest hurts so much... never had this in my memories. ...Never had this either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 06:29 am UTC (link)
	That's the downside of getting close to people. It hurts like hell when they're gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 06:43 am UTC (link)
	I can't... Not again... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 06:45 am UTC (link)
	... yeah. I know. Hell, I've been lucky here -- nobody lost for good. Never knew my father, though. Hated my step-father, barely talked to my mother. Think I was scared of letting people get close for a long time after that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 06:48 am UTC (link)
	Don't... I don't... Don't think I ever let anyone close... Not til here... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 07:20 am UTC (link)
	And now that you have, they up and left you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 08:13 am UTC (link)
	nods miserably (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 08:14 am UTC (link)
	D'you regret meeting 'em? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 08:19 am UTC (link)
	pause. Long pause. Like he's not going to answer. And then, he shakes his head, once (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 08:22 am UTC (link)
	[holds him tighter] That's what I thought. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 08:30 am UTC (link)
	...b-but... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 08:38 am UTC (link)
	It's hard. It's fucking hard and it fucking sucks. ... but if this place has taught me anything, it's that you can't shut people out just because they might hurt you someday. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 08:42 am UTC (link)
	Why not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 08:44 am UTC (link)
	Because you miss out. I'd've missed out on you and my team and a whole bunch of people if I'd just shut people out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 08:52 am UTC (link)
	pauses and just. stays up against Kirk But I miss the pain, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 08:53 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. You would. But personally, I'd rather have it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 09:07 am UTC (link)
	...long, long silence, and then he nods (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2009-11-11 12:15 pm UTC (link)
	... Whatever happens, that offer's still good. You've got a place on my ship. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	approve_dammit 2009-11-11 04:47 pm UTC (link)
	... Thanks. he's still wound tight as a drum, but he does seem to relax a little I'll... I'll try, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)