Valentin and Adrian Late evening in Adrian's rooms at Hogwarts Warning for implied chan
Valya: *knocks on Ade's door* you up?
Ade: Mmmm? *mumbles something and crawls out of bed, then heads for the door and opens it. Wearing a long night shirt, his hair all mussed up, obviously just woken up. Smiles when he sees who it is* Hey Valya, come in
Valya: *smiles slightly and gets inside. As soon as the door's closed he wrap his arms around Ade's neck and pulls himself up to sit on his hips, clinging tightly to him and hiding his face in the hollow between Ade's neck and shoulder*
Ade: *grins as he wraps his arms round Val and helps him up* My little snuggle bunny.. It's cold and I'm only wearing my night shirt. So I'm taking you back to bed. *walks back into his bedroom and lies down, still holding Valya*
Valya: *whispers* I don't mind. *as they lie down he shifts a bit to toe off his sneakers, then snuggles closely against Ade again. Mumbles* sorry I woke you.
Ade: *pulls the duvet over them both* That's okay. *yawns* I think I may be coming down with something so I got a potion from Pomfrey. Seems to be working.
Valya: *lifts his head to look at him properly* you do look a little pale... *kisses his cheek, then turns in the sheets to lie with his back against Ade, sighing slightly*
Ade: Yeah.. feel better now after some sleep. *spoons up to him and slides an arm round his waist* Is something wrong, Valya?
Valya: *chews his lip at Ade's question and says nothing, just gazing at the wall*
Ade: *nuzzles through his hair and down to his neck *whispers* Mind if I take this off?
Valya: *is quiet for a while, then mumbles* I... I'm cold. I'd rather keep it on.
Ade: *raises eyebrow, sensing from the hesitation that something is wrong but decides to not push it.. for now* Okay
Valya: *sighs slightly and whispers* just hold me?
Ade: *pulls him closer and kisses his cheek as he slides his other arm round Val as well. Whispers* Yes, my little Valya. I got you.
Valya: *sighs again and relaxes a bit, closing his eyes for a while, enjoying to lie so close to Ade*
Ade: *humms softly and gently caresses his chest and stomach, then works a hand in under his sweater and rests it on his stomach*
Valya: Mmmh... *hums with pleasure and relaxes even more by the feel of Ade's warm hand against his skin. Whispers* feels nice...
Ade: Mmmm.. *whispers* I like the feeling too, you're so warm and soft. *moves his hand a bit higher to place it over his heart*
Valya: *swallows something and feels himself tensing up again, but says nothing and instead covers Ade's hand on his chest through his sweater with his own*
Ade: You feel so warm, Valya. Sure you're okay? *kisses his cheek*
Valya: I... I'm fine.
Ade: *softly* You're lying to me.
Valya: *makes a small noise at these words and bites down hard on his bottom lip, fighting the lump forming in his throat*
Ade. *still soft* Tell me the truth, Valya... Is it that you're worried I'll be angry?
Valya: *nods, voice quiet and slightly strained* yeah... *turns in the sheets and crawls under the covers and curls up*
Ade: *shakes his head when Valya disappears. Then reaches down to strokes through his hair. Softly* Then you need to tell me what's wrong. The longer you wait will only make it worse...and who knows.. maybe I *won't* be angry and you'll have worried yourself sick for no reason.
Valya: *takes Ade's hand and kisses it softly, then decides to tell the easy stuff first. Mumbles* I kissed a girl. Three times...
Ade: *smiles at the kiss and listens. Smirks, doing his best to keep the amused out of his voice* That's not bad, I did that myself at your age. Anyone I know?
Valya: *mumbles* Mackenzie.... Lovegood. And it *is* bad.
Ade: *both eyebrows shot up in surprise* She's a ... Hufflepuff... And... Lovegood.
Valya: *groans* I know. And she's... *sighs* she's fallen in love with me for some strange reason.
Ade: *sighs* Ahh.. yeah they do that. All hormones at that age. A couple of pretty words and they immediately think we've promised them the moon. So..... how do you feel about her?
Valya: *pokes his head out from under the covers, his cheeks flushed from the heat* she's... okay. No, I... I like her.
Ade: *smiles at him, a bit of a smirk in his smile* Are you worried I'd be all jealous? I hardly find a Hufflepuff girl a threat
Valya: *shrugs a bit, smiling slightly, then snuggles close, his hair damp from the heat of wearing the turtle neck sweater in bed*
Ade. Mmmm.. *slides his hand under Val's sweater again. You're soaked. Are you sure you're not too warm? I hope you're not getting sick too?
Valya: *goes quiet again, then sits up and pulls off his sweater, exposing a large and rather fresh bitemark on his neck. The wound is almost fully healed, but the skin is still bruised. Throws the sweater on the floor, not meeting Ade's eyes*
Ade: *raises eyebrow as he stares at the mark, quiet* Who did that?
Ade: Hrmm.... and he didn't heal it. *frowns a bit*
Valya: No, he... fell asleep.
Ade: *sighs and makes a face* I don't like that he didn't heal it. But.... Look, I know you have fun with him every now and then... and I think I've made it clear that I don't mind..
Valya: *finally meets Ade's eyes and nods* I know... *moves close to kiss his lips gently*
Ade: *tries to hide a smirk, then kisses him tenderly, whispers* Silly boy. I love you... I know you get possessive of me. *pulls back a little to look into his face* Some times I wonder whether you'd like for me to be as possessive...
Valya: *blushes, then nods slowly* Yeah... I would like that sometimes. *strokes over Ade's cheek, looking into his eyes. Sighs and lowers his head slightly. Mumbles* maybe... that's why I became his... pet.
Ade: *smirks and strokes gently through his hair, then freezes, his eyes narrowing, hisses*..... Pet?? No fucking way!
Valya: *lowers his head even more, chewing his lip and swallows, feeling how his entire body heats up with shame*
Ade: *growls and tightens his hold on Val* Tell me what happened.
Valya: *makes a small noise as Ade tightens his grip* W-we were talking... he told me about... all those boys he used to... a-and I got a bit jealous and.. *swallows, fighting to hold back tears* I-I... fucked it up. I just... *groans and sniffs*
Ade: *still holding him tight. Voice tense* You want everything, don't you... I understand your need to belong, believe me, I do. I just.... *growls* You're *mine*!!
Valya: *looks up at him with tearful eyes* I'm yours... I'm yours! *releases a sob* It's just... when you're not there I get so... desperate. I can't... work without you. I fuck things up when you're not there. I do stupid things. *presses his face hard against Ade's chest* I can't... I'm no good without you.
Ade: *sighs and just holds him tight, then starts stroking through his hair, unable to speak the words bubbling in his mind*
Valya: *whispers, his body trembling slightly* please.... don't despise me because I'm so stupid. I... I-I'll never see him again. I'll never see anyone but you again.
Ade: Shhh.. *strokes soothingly down his back* It will be alright... we'll work it out. *glares into the room, deciding to go visit Rab as soon as Valya is asleep*
Valya: *inhales deeply, then looks up at Ade again, his cheeks wet with tears* I'm so sorry... I ruined everything, didn't I?
Ade: *looks down at him and melts a little when he sees the tears. Kisses him, voice soft* You're a foolish, little boy and I love you. You just.... can't say yes to everything and everyone.
Valya: *sighs at the kiss, then shakes his head and tries to smile at Ade* I... I know. I just.... need to learn. But I promise I'll learn. For you, I'll learn. *then threads through his hair and pulls him a bit down for another soft kiss* I love you too. I love you so much.
Ade: *groans and reminds himself how young Valya is, trying to remember himself at that age. Sighs, then smiles and kisses him*
Valya: *sniffs and kisses him back, then leans against his shoulder. Whispers* You're everything to me. Everything I need to... be happy.
Ade: *caresses the back of his neck with soft fingers, then smiles a bit at his words, softly* You're a needy little brat who has stolen my heart. *closes his eyes and reprimands himself for saying too much*
Valya: *sniffs and smiles at his words and kisses his shoulder* Can... I can still sleep here tonight?
Ade: *sighs and looks at him* Yes. You can stay, I'd like that. *kisses him*
Valya: *smiles at the kiss, then lays down and curls up in the sheets and blanket, sighing deeply, and feels far more relaxed than when he arrived. Closes his eyes while reaching a hand up for Ade* hold me?
Ade: *curls his arms around him and holds him tight, whispers* Sleep now, my boy
Valya: Mmhh... *hums softly* yes, Adrian. *falls asleep with a small sigh*
Ade: *as soon as he's certain Valya is asleep he casts a sleeping charm on him to avoid him waking, then gets out of bed, gets dressed and uses the ring to go talk to Rab*