Valentin slips up majorly. warnings: chan, angst notes: starring special guest star Jeremiah Zabini, nicknamed Jam. The Russian translates: "I love you." Played December 23rd, 2007.
Val: *sighs deeply*
Jam: What? *smirks*
Val: I feel shitty... *sighs again and throws himself on the bed, hiding under the blanket*
Jam: *leans against the bedpost and tugs gently at the blanket* why...?
Val: *mumbles* can't tell you...
Jam: *sits down at edge of the bed, voice soft* feel me? But I'm right here...
Val: *mumbles* what's that supposed to mean?
Jam: *strokes the heel of Val's foot with his thumb, on the outside of the blanket* you just said you couldn't feel me.
Val: *pokes his head out* no, I said I couldn't tell you...
Jam: *chuckles* It's hard to hear you under that blanket...*still strokes his heel*
Val: *returns under the blanket and sighs again* that tickles, you know...
Jam: *smirks* no...This tickles *traces his fingertip in one long movement under Val's foot*
Val: Uh! *removes his foot, snickering a bit*
Jam: oh no, you don't...*grabs Val's ankle and pulls the foot against him*
Val: No! Let go! *grins, twisting and squirming to get free*
Jam: no. *pulls the blanket off Val with a raised eye brow and tickles Val's foot holding tightly on to it*
Val: *gasps and laugh* Aaah, s-stop! I'll pee my pants!
Jam: *laughs and stops his tickling, his finger still hovering close to the foot* and that would be bad.
Val: *pants slightly, his cheeks flushed* ye-yeah... it would. Especially since this is your bed.
Jam: *in one swift motion he lets go of Val's foot and move to lie on top of him, holding himself up by placing his hands on either side of Val's head, not touching Val, smirking* Now you mention it, what are you doing in my bed?
Val: *looks completely surprised up at Jeremiah* just... I don't know. Just wanted to lie down, I guess.
Jam: *licks his lips, arching one eye brow* last time I checked, you had a perfectly fine bed yourself.
Val: yeah, well... *arches an eyebrow back* yours was closer.
Jam: Really? But what should I do know that you have so shamelessly stolen "my" bed?
Val: *sighs and shrugs* dunno
Jam: Dunno, eh? *sighs* Then all I have left is to sleep right where you lie.
Val: guess so
Jam: *looks down at Val, brow furrowed* what’s wrong?
Val: *sighs* told you before... I can't tell you
Jam: *lies down on his side beside Val and reaches his hand out to caress Val's cheek, voice soft* you can't tell me, but is there anything else I can do to make it better?
Val: *leans slightly into the caress* mhh... no. Not unless you can make Adrian appear out of thin air. *looks suddenly horrified and jerks away, his face completely white*
Jam: *takes his hand away, speaking in a low tight voice, narrowing his eyes* Adrian?
Val: n-no one! Forget what I said! *looks terrified*
Jam: *grabs his wrist, still speaking in that tight voice* Adrian who?
Val: no one! Adrian no one! *tries to escape* I didn't say anything!
Jam: *grabs Val's chin with his other hand, turning his head toward him* Look at me.
Val: *gazes into Jam's eyes, his own wide and scared*
Jam: *swallows hard, his eyes angry and sad at the same time, voice a tad pleading* Adrian who?
Val: *his voice small and trembling* Adrian Pucey.
Jam: *hitches his breath, voice hoarse* the teacher?
Val: *swallows and nods*
Jam: *lets go of Val and turns to lie down on his back, his hands covering his face, sighing deeply*
Val: *sits up, watching Jam closely while inwardly cursing himself. Voice very small* pl-please... don't tell anyone.
Jam: *takes his hands away, looking Val straight into his eyes with a hard look* No, I won’t tell anybody. *sits up, swinging his legs off the bed, back turned to Val*
Val: *voice still very small* are... are you angry at me?
Jam: *laughs with no humour in his voice. Turns and smiles back at Val* what do you think?
Val: *looks down, mumbling* think you're angry.
Jam: Then I guess I am angry. *gets of the bed and walks over to his trunk, speaking over his shoulder in a false indifferent tone* don’t you have your own room to go too?
Val: *gets off the bed, putting on his shoes, mumbling* guess I do.
Jam: *sits down on his knees, rummaging through his trunk, not looking at Val*
Val: *takes a few steps towards the door, then pauses close to Jam. Voice small still* promise you won't tell?
Jam: *hands stopping, looking down, speaking through clenched teeth* don’t worry; I'll keep your precious secret.
Val: *frowns* do you want to hit me again? Go ahead!
Jam: *huffs out angrily, shaking his head, voice defeated* No...I don't want to hit you.
Val: then what?! Say something!
Jam: *stands up, crossing his arms. Looks Val in the eyes, expression closed* what do you want me to say?
Val: dunno. Anything. Just... don't act like you don't care.
Jam: Don't care? *raising his voice a bit* don’t care?
Val: *takes a step back, looking slightly scared again*
Jam: *spitting out the words* So because I don't pull you into my arms, right after you have told me that you are fucking the teacher, fucking Adrian Pucey. Then I suddenly don't care?
Val: *takes another step back* I-I didn't say that!
Jam: *looks away, chest heaving with anger, tightening his crossed arms, knuckles turning white*
Val: *voice quiet* do you want me to say "sorry"?
Jam: *sneering, voice heavy with sarcasm* that would work.
Val: *frowns* well, what the hell do you want me to say then?!
Jam: *sighs* I don't want you to say anything. *looks at Val, with a defeated expression* Go play with your teacher.
Val: *sneers* don’t talk about Adrian like that! We... it's not just playing!
Jam: *narrowing his eyes* I.don't.want.to.hear.it.
Val: but that's how it is! You want me to lie? I'm fucking sick of lying!
Jam: *voice low* Then just stop. *lets out a shuddering breath* Leave me alone, then you don't have to lie to me.
Val: fine! *is just about to leave, then turns to face Jam again* how can I know that you won't tell anyone?
Jam: *snaps eyes up to look at Val, heavy with anger, shouts* Get out!
Val: *jumps slightly at Jam's shout* don’t shout at me!!!
Jam: Get out!
Val: *flinches, then moves quickly to the door, opens it and slips out, slamming the door behind him*
Jam: *plumbs down on the floor, hiding his face in his hands, eyes wet with tears*
Val: *walks around anxiously in the empty common room, both feeling angry and sad and slightly relieved*
Jam: *finally getting out of his room, walking into the common room. Sits down heavily on an armchair in front of the fire, not noticing Val*
Val: *sees Jam and moves slightly closer and sits down in a chair some feet away, watching him*
Jam: *not hearing Val, he just stares into the fire, with a sad look in his eyes. Breathes out, almost inaudible* ...Valentin...
Val: *makes a small sound at that, feeling rather guilty*
Jam: *snaps his head up to look at Val, just staring into his eyes, with a chocked and lost look in his eyes*
Val: *chews his lip, looking away and curls up slightly in the chair, looking rather miserable*
Jam: *looks into the fire again, whispering* I didn't know you where in here.
Val: *mumbles* just as well...
Jam: *sighs* yeah...
Val: *continues to watch him*
Jam: *after a long time, he reaches out his hand to Val, not looking at him, voice hoarse* ...come here...
Val: *gazes at the hand for a while, then slowly get up and moves over to Jam, keep his distance though*
Jam: *gently holds his hand, tugging at him to get closer. Looks up at Val, his eyes with a hint of sadness*...come here...
Val: *whispers* you're not... going to hit me?
Jam: *a smile tugging at his lips* no...
Val: Hm. *moves closer*
Jam: *slowly reaches out and places his hands on his waist*
Val: *looks at him* what...?
Jam: *whispering* it's okay...just sit with me...
Val: *hesitates, then sits down on Jam's lap, looking up at him*
Jam: *pulls him into a tight embrace, snuggling into his hair, closing his eyes*
Val: *sighs slightly, eyes closing, breathing deep and slow*
Jam: *lets out a shuddering breath and relaxed back into the chair, with Val in his arms*
Val: Mh... *snuggles against Jam*
Jam: *breathes in Val's scent and strokes his hand slowly up and down Val's back*
Val: *shifts slightly on Jam's lap, breathing a bit faster*
Jam: *whispers into his ear* Just for tonight...you’re mine...
Val: *licks his lips* I... I-I...
Jam: *kisses his forehead, speaking against his skin*...shh...
Val: *eyes close at the lips on his skin* hhh...
Jam: *takes Val's chin gently, and kisses his temple, cheek and against his jaw line*
Val: Mh... *tilts his head slightly*
Jam: *kisses the corner of his lips and traces the tip of his tongue against the bottom of Val's lip*
Val: *stiffens slightly on Jam's lap*
Jam: *whispers against his lips* it's okay...*kisses him gently on his lips*
Val: *pants softly against Jam's lips* mhh...
Jam: * caresses the lower part of Val's back. Kisses him a little firmer*
Val: *opens his mouth slightly to Jam, a small whimper slipping from his lips*
Jam: *sticks the tip of his tongue out and traces the inside of Val's bottom lip. Moves his other hand up, to thread his fingers through Val's hair*
Val: *gives a small whimpers again, then his instincts take over and he presses himself against Jam's body*
Jam: *hitches his breath and holds onto Val's neck, kissing him deeply*
Val: ahh... *moans into Jam's mouth and shifts on his lap to press his crotch against Jam's body*
Jam: *grabs onto Val's shirt, kissing him hungrily*
Val: *whimpers and reaches down to cup Jam's cock through his trousers*
Jam: *gasps and gently takes Val's shoulders pushing him a little back, breathing heavily*...easy...
Val: *just squeezes around Jam's cock and balls, leaning in to kiss him again*
Jam: mmh...no...Let me...*puts his hand flat against Val's chest, opening the first bottom of his shirt*
Val: *chews his lip slightly watching Jam unbutton his shirt*
Jam: *moves forward and kisses Val's chest every time he opens a button*
Val: hh... *swallows* more!
Jam: *shakes his head, whispering* always so impatient...*pulls the shirt of Val, and grabs his hips pulling him closer*
Val: mh... *goose bumps erupt on his chest*
Jam: *just looks at Val for a second, licking his lips. Then leans forward and licks a trail up from his shoulder to his neck*
Val: nh... *can't take it anymore and reaches down and half-tears Jam's trousers open and wraps his fingers around the shaft, beginning to stroke*
Jam: *grins at Val impatience, but gasp quickly after at his touch, leaning his head back on the chair, moaning slightly*
Val: *strokes slowly but hard on Jam's cock, leaning in to kiss him*
Jam: *grabs Val's neck and kisses him firmly, moaning slightly into his mouth*
Val: Ah... *twists on Jam's lap*
Jam: *shoves his hand down Val's pants, grabbing his arse*
Val: Nh! *groans and twists again* yeah...
Jam: *whispers in Val's ear, panting heavily* take your trousers of...
Val: y-yes... *opens his trousers and pushes them slightly down along with his pants, still stroking Jam's cock*
Jam: *grabs Val's arse with both his hands, massaging them firmly. Just looking at Val's face*
Val: *his eyes closed, his cheeks flushed and his lips slightly swollen from the kissing* Mhh!
Jam: *panting, and with a firm tone* open your eyes...
Val: Nh... *opens his eyes and looks into Jam's eyes*
Jam: *his expression half lust, half hurt* keep your eyes open. *puts his own finger in his mouth, wetting it, then reaches down again, circling Val's opening*
Val: Ahh... *struggles hard to keep his eyes open, but they fall shut again*
Jam: *smiles slightly* mmh...I guess not...*pushes his finger into Val*
Val: Nhh! *groans, his back arching, and pants, his fingers digging hard into Jam's shoulders*
Jam: *just stares at Val, panting heavily. After moving his first finger a bit he adds a second one*
Val: Hnn... T-take me!
Jam: *groans and takes his fingers out, grabbing Val's hips, pulling him towards his cock*
Val: *lifts himself up on his knees and moves forward, then lowers his body on Jam's cock, letting it slide up inside him* Nh!
Jam: *moans loudly, his head falling back on the chair, his fingers digging into Val's hips*
Val: *is soon fully seated on Jam's cock, panting hard, then begins to move up and down, riding him slowly. Leans his head against Jam's shoulder*
Jam: *wraps his arms around Val's waist, sucking and kissing Val's neck*
Val: Ahh... *moves faster, his voice breathless* bite me!
Jam: *opens his eyes in a daze, voice breathless* ...what...?
Val: *just rolls his hips and pushes down hard on Jam's cock, moving even faster* nhh-nothing... ahh
Jam: *closes his eyes and sucks hard on the spot behind Val's ear, tightening his grip on Val*
Val: *moans louder, his back arching as he feels his orgasm closing in on him*
Jam: *moves his hands down and holds onto Val's arse, moaning and groaning into Val's ear*
Val: *groans and whimpers as he comes* Nhhadrian!! *his body trembles hard and small strangled sobs escape his lips*
Jam: *comes himself when Val's body tightens around him, with a deep sad groan*...no...
Val: *sags against Jam, panting hard, not really aware of what he says. Whispers* Я люблю Вас....
Jam: *wraps his arms around Val, hiding his face in Val's neck, eyes closed tightly*
Val: *slips his arms around Jam, holding him tightly and sniffs slightly, still panting from his orgasm*
Jam: *taking deep breaths, just holding onto Val*
Val: *moves his head to kiss Jam's cheek softly, his hair damp*
Jam: *whispers in his ear, voice strangled* just...sleep now...
Val: *sniffs again, whispering* carry me to bed?
Jam: *sigh and moves slowly out of the chair, holding Val in his arms, heading toward Val's room*
Val: *clings to Jam as he walks, keeping his eyes tightly shut*
Jam: *moves his hand in soothing circles *...shh...* carefully walks over to his bed, not waking anybody and gently lies him down on his bed*
Val: *reaches up toward Jam as he lays him down, whispering* sleep with me?
Jam: *looks down at Val for a long moment. Closes his eyes and lets out a shuddering breath, then lies down next to Val*
Val: *instantly snuggles up against him, wrapping an arm around him with a deep sigh* Mhh...
Jam: *holds him in his arms and kisses the top of his head* it's okay...you can sleep now...
Val: *opens his mouth to say something, then closes it again and just kisses Jam's chest and closes his eyes*
Jam: *listens to Val's breathing, staring into space, with a lost look in his eyes*
Jam: *strokes Val's back absentmindedly, breathing heavily*
Val: Mh... *mumbles a bit of Russian in his sleep, shifting slightly, sleeping calmly*
Jam: *shivers slightly and pulls the covers around them*
Val: *awakes after a few hours, finding Jam breathing calmly with closed eyes and thinks he's sleeping. Untangles him very carefully from his embrace and slips out of the bed and dresses, all the time extremely quietly, then moves close and kisses Jam's cheek softly and slips out of the door*
Jam: *opens his eyes just in time to see Val walking out of the door. Eyes wet with unshed tears, he grabs onto Val's pillow, pulling it toward his face, breathing in deeply, for a moment. Then he leaves the room to get his clothes and return to his own bed*
Val: *slips quietly down the empty, dark corridors to Adrian's private rooms and slips inside. With a groan he finds the bed empty. Sits down on the bed, feeling miserable. After a while he pulls up his sleeve and gazes at the black bracelet around his wrist. Touches the metal plate on it light and disappears with a faint 'pop'*
[Val appears in Rab's bedroom]
Val: *whispers* Rab? Are you there?
Rab: *sits up in his bed* Val?
Val: *moves over to the bed, whispering* Can I sleep here?
Rab: *pulls up the covers* what’s wrong?
Val: *undresses quickly and slips into the bed with Rab and curls up against him*
Rab: *puts his arm around him* what is it, Val?
Val: *just shakes his head and snuggles closer*
Rab: *raises an eyebrow, then strokes his back*
Val: *sighs deeply, his breath trembling slightly*
Rab: *nuzzles him*
Val: *sighs deeply again and begins to relax. Whispers* Zabini... he... I...
Rab: *bites his tongue, glad the boy isn't looking up at him, and strokes his back* He what?
Val: *voice very small* I-I... accidentally... mentioned... *looks up at him in the dark* it's wasn't on purpose!
Rab: *looks a bit alarmed* should I help you deal with it?
Val: He... he promised he wouldn't tell. He promised. *sniffs and presses his face against Rab's chest, sobbing* I-I fucked up! Adrian will be so angry with me! He'll leave me!
Rab: *sighs, stroking his back* I do not believe that is possible, Valentin.
Val: *just sobs, trembling hard* h-he'll leave me and n-never come back! I promised I w-wouldn't tell.
Rab: Look at me, Valentin.
Val: *sniffs and looks up at Rab, his eyes slightly bloodshot and his cheeks wet with tears*
Rab: He will not. I assure you. You trust me, yes?
Val: *lets out a small sob and nods*
Rab: Then trust when I say that he will not.
Val: *sniffs again, then nods slowly, fresh tears sliding down his cheeks*
Rab: *takes his chin and kisses him* did he hurt you?
Val: *shakes his head, his voice tiny* ...no.
Rab: All right. *pulls him close, then kisses him again*
Val: *lets out a small whimper against Rab's lip, but kisses him back, tasting his own salty tears between their lips*
Rab: *keeps kissing him, hoping to calm him, as he's not sure how*
Val: *lets out another whimper and his kisses grow deeper, slightly desperate*
Rab: *presses him down onto the bed, rolling on top of him and nipping his way down Val's body, then strokes his cock* What do you want? Should I fuck you with my cock? Or my tongue?
Val: *moans slightly, then grabs hold of Rab's shoulder to pull him up into a kiss*
Rab: *kisses back, shifting so that his knees are supporting Val's arse, then moves to slick him and finds him already stretched* *stills* He didn't hurt you?
Val: *pants slightly* n-no.
Rab: *whispers a slicking spell, then presses into him, pushing his shoulders into the bed as he takes him, his hand going around Val's cock*
Val: Ahh! *groans, his back arching*
Rab: *grinds slowly into him, watching his face*
Val: *groans again, presses his head back against the mattress, his eyes rolling back in his head, his mouth slightly open*
Rab: *strokes him slowly with his thrusts* There...is that what you want? To be filled?
Val: *sobs slightly* y-yes. W-want him to... ahh... love me.
Rab: *soft, his hand moving up to stroke away a tear* He does. Perhaps he is not ready to say it, but he does.
Val: *exhales, closing his eyes, and takes Rab's hand, kissing it softly*
Rab: *leans down and kisses him softly, then pulls back and presses into him in a long, slow thrust*
Val: *moans softly and wraps his arms around Rab, holding him close* Mhhyes...
Rab: *moves a bit faster now, fucking him slow but hard, curled around him as he kisses him, his hand still moving slowly over Val's cock*
Val: Ohh. *allows himself to relax completely with a deep sigh closely followed by another moan*
Rab: *keeps fucking him slowly, speeding up incrementally as his own need grows* How could he not love you?
Val: *whimpers* I-I...ah!
Rab: *whispers* If you had not been his, I might have claimed you for my own... *strokes down his side, rocking into him with greater force now*
Val: Nh... *groans and tightens his grip around Rab, moaning loudly as his body starts to tense up*
Rab: *feels his body tense around him, and grinds into him, watching his face* Come.
Val: *lets out a sobbing whimper and digs his fingers and nails hard into Rab's back as he comes with a great shudder*
Rab: *groans, his back arching as he presses into Val, not even managing to hold on as the boy's nails dig into his skin* Ah! *comes, still pressing into him*
Val: *collapses on the bed, panting hard, his cheeks flushed and his hair damp*
Rab: *shifts to pull out, then settles beside him, pulling him into his arms, and the blankets over them* Better, Val?
Val: *sniffs and nods. Voice small* yes. Thank you, Rab.
Rab: *rocks him slightly, stroking his back* Good. Can you sleep?
Val: *snuggles closely against him, his eyes closing* yeah, I... I think so.
Rab: *strokes him softly* Sleep. I'll play for you in the morning before I take you back.
Val: *smiles against Rab's chest* Mmh, thank you, Rab.
Rab: *smiles at that, still stroking him*
Val: *kisses his chest softly, then falls slightly asleep*