I refuse to tell anyone about my fears (except for Jordan because she already knows).
In other words: Fear = Sucks
I suppose I should post this here too:
I'm doing this post thing mainly to make Piper happy and so she doesn't ask me why I haven't posted or something *nod*.
So, family, what is there really to say?
My real family? That was back in the late 1400's (*frowns* Yes, I know I'm old). I come from a long line of royalty (obviously) and I was the popular prince (especially with the ladies *smirk* Ahem, any who) who would take thrown once the king, my father, stepped down. My father and mother weren't the loving kind of parents. They cared about who my brother and I married and if it would be a good match. In other words, if there was any advantages. As for my brother, the youngest, we were close in age and best friends. Ahh the memories we made, especially with the women *smirk*. Ahem.
As for my family now? They consist of Piper, Scott, Adonis, Jordan, Jason, and the other guys: Don, Ricky, Austin, Blake, Alex, and Nathan. Awhile back it would've just been Adonis then it grew to be Piper, Jordan, and Adonis, and now its grown to be one large family with the girls' dogs and everything. Hm, I kinda like having a family though *frowns* they worry me too much *grins*.
Thus, here you have my family. Now, if anyone messes with them, then they'll be lucky to be alive. Ahem.
Now if you had asked me this oh 10-15 years ago, I would've said anyone that just pushed or mocked at me (even just a little, though that was mainly with demons). Course, that's true now, but I'm a little more patient these days. Shocking really *grin*.
So, for nowadays, I'd say stupid people, dumb blonds (women and men), annnd anyone that pushes me or my family and friends. And of course if anyone messes with them, then they get a nice little surprise of my temper.
Hm, I still curse slow drivers, slow walkers, and just slow people in general. I know they probably can't help (though some I bet do it on purpose), but I just don't have the patience for slow people.
I would definitely say my ancestors make me lose my temper. Just the thought of them pisses me off really. In other words, I plan on steering clear of them and would rather not talk to them. I think they might plan on talking to me, but why should I listen to them when they rarely listened to Piper and I? Exactly, I shouldn't.
I'd say some egotistical men make me lose my temper though, those are few and far between now that we're more secluded and well now, we're traveling so not all that bad. Plus Adonis just growls and well, they usually get the hint *grin*. Now that is amusing as hell. Ahem, back to the subject.
Thus, here is (what I can think of) that makes me lose my temper. I'm not so short-circuited anymore which is a really good thing.
Hm...
I use to think love could get you in trouble, and not the good kind. Adonis could easily tell you about those times. I saw falling in love as forbidden so back then I never considered it to happen to me. Until you know who of course, who wouldn't let me out of it, which I'm very glad for nowadays.
Love, to me, is something precious. You don't fall in love every day, maybe in lust or in like, but not love. It comes around only so many times in your life. You're lucky if you find more than one love.
Of course, love can also drive you crazy sometimes *grins softly* but its a good kind of crazy, not psycho crazy or anything. I don't think I could live without love in my life. I have my mates, my sister, and my best friends who I love to death and who love me in return. Without love, you're just going through the motions of life. Yes, you still have many emotions, but what do you have to live for? Nothing really, not if you don't have love.
So, I guess my thoughts on love are if you don't have it then what are you living for? I know I couldn't live without it. Whether it be a friend love or a love love (yes I know, sounding 6th gradish). It's a precious treasure, and if over looked, could be a big regret.
This reminds me to tell my best friends and my mates every day that I love them very much and don't know what I'd do without them.
Oui, my greatest fear? I wonder if I should even answer this, as like Piper, it could be used against me. Then again, it could be just as obvious to many powerful demons out there.
My greatest fear would have to be loosing my mates. I could never live without them and I don't even want to think what that would be like *sigh*.