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Rooms' - A heart's desire (roomsdesires) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-02-01 03:45:00

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*journal, benjamin sorenson, plot: valentine's

Locked: Ben S
[Locked Ben S]

Hi, who are you? My name is Secret Admirer Starbuck.

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	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-01 08:34 pm UTC (link)
	Do you remember when we were divided between being in Vegas and being in a door? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-02 03:44 am UTC (link)
	Yeah that was crazy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck

agoodman
2015-02-02 04:33 am UTC (link)

Back then, I used to have Thor. A lot of people don't miss splitting their time with someone else and certainly don't miss who they had, I do.

So, I'll start with the basics. Male, I'm turning 25 this year, I live with my boyfriend Ronan and two dogs, Freki and Geri. I'm the eldest of five children, two sisters, two brothers. We moved around a lot when I was younger, but I finished school in England. What else? Buddhist. In March, I'll have been in the hotel for three years.

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	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-02 06:17 am UTC (link)
	What do you miss about it? Which door do you live in now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck

agoodman
2015-02-02 06:25 am UTC (link)

When I first heard him, I had myself committed. I thought I was losing my mind, that I was going to end up hurting my family. One voice doesn't make you mad, it's when you hear multiple ones. When I realized I wasn't going mad, and that he wasn't going away, I worked to hear him, to find a way to live together without either of us suffering.

Marvel. We see each other.

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	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-02 08:08 am UTC (link)
	Like...see each other? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-02 08:10 am UTC (link)
	[Pause.] Not like that. Boyfriend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-02 08:14 am UTC (link)
	Just being nosy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-02 08:20 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't ever sexual. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-02 10:02 am UTC (link)
	That's cool. Just besties? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-03 10:56 am UTC (link)
	Something like that, yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-03 10:21 pm UTC (link)
	That's really nice. I don't even know if my person is still here or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-03 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	Which side are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-04 12:06 am UTC (link)
	Ummm fictional? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-04 03:38 am UTC (link)
	Door side? Nice to meet you, such as it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-04 03:59 am UTC (link)
	You as well. So. What should we do here? What does a man who is BFF with Thor and have a live in BF desire? Should I guess? Do I get to surprise you? Wouldn't that be fun? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-04 04:05 am UTC (link)
	You can guess, but I know what I want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-04 08:04 am UTC (link)
	Oooh do tell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-04 08:10 am UTC (link)
	I want to see my family again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-05 02:16 am UTC (link)
	You don't see your family? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-05 06:48 am UTC (link)
	They're in London in Vegas world. Not here. Not in any of the doors. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-08 09:06 am UTC (link)
	Hold up. Your whole world just like...Disappeared? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-09 06:23 am UTC (link)
	Sort of. We can't leave the hotel to get back to Vegas anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-09 07:53 am UTC (link)
	So. That's a good wish, and I think it's pretty clear bro. So I'mma see what I have to do. I don't know how this all works but I think it should be okay. Said I could grant a wish, you made a wish. Okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-09 01:36 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I feel like I should specify, even a picture would be awesome. Skype, facetime, any of those, but I want it to be real, not a hotel illusion. Think it's doable? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck roomsdesires 2015-02-09 03:06 pm UTC (link)
	I'm going to see what I can do okay. I'd like to do the very best I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ben S/Secret Admirer Starbuck agoodman 2015-02-09 07:51 pm UTC (link)
	All right. Thanks. It means a lot to me. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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