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Tweak says, "How did you find my village?"

mj watson says (youhitjackpot) wrote in rooms,
@ 2014-05-25 00:09:00

Entry tags:

!marvel comics, *journal, *log, harry osborn, mary jane watson, peter parker

spidey boys.
[locked to peter p.]

Talk to me, tiger.

[locked to harry o.]

[Trying again. A couple cursor blinks before finally:] Harry?

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	Harry / MJ sybarite 2014-05-25 04:55 am UTC (link)
	[Delay due to unconsciousness, then waking up relatively sane, and then subsequent awkward silent treatment given to Pete before Harry thinks to pick up his journal.] I'm here. [...] I'm sorry if I worried you, Mary Jane. I'm [...] fine ~~I think~~. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ youhitjackpot 2014-05-25 05:06 am UTC (link)
	Gwen told me. What were you thinking? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ sybarite 2014-05-25 05:14 am UTC (link)
	It obviously didn't work or whatever, so calm down. [...] What did Gwen say? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ youhitjackpot 2014-05-25 05:18 am UTC (link)
	Harry, I'm worried. What if it did work. [Blink, bitter blink.] She's worried about you, too. You should talk to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ sybarite 2014-05-25 05:23 am UTC (link)
	It didn't. I started feeling sick, then Peter fucking decked me, and now I feel [...] good. I've felt like shit for over a week and I honestly feel okay. I think I have a fucking black eye, but goddamn MJ, maybe I just needed to sleep for a bit. [...] I don't think so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ youhitjackpot 2014-05-25 05:25 am UTC (link)
	~~What if tha~~ [...] Why were you feeling like shit? [..........] No. You should. She needs to hear from you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ sybarite 2014-05-25 05:41 am UTC (link)
	I wasn't sleeping well ever since I got out of the hospital. [...] I don't have anything to say to her. She invited a bunch of strangers into my father's house to prove some point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ youhitjackpot 2014-05-25 05:45 am UTC (link)
	You could have told me. [Blink, blink, blink.] Harry, you love her. I get it. She loves you, too. Reach out and talk to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ sybarite 2014-05-25 05:50 am UTC (link)
	I just wanted it to stop. I wanted to pretend it wasn't happening, and maybe if I could convince myself that I felt okay, it would just go away. I didn't talk to anyone about it. I didn't even tell my dad. Of course I love her, she's like family. But I don't want to talk to her right now. ~~I think I scared her~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Harry / MJ youhitjackpot 2014-05-25 05:57 am UTC (link)
	You can always me everything, Osborn. I don't scare off easily. [...] But you didn't take that stuff to sleep. That's not the reason. Talk to me. ~~That's not what I~~ [...] If you say so. She wants to make sure you're okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Harry / MJ

sybarite
2014-05-25 06:11 am UTC (link)

I would like to believe that. [...] Do you ever just do? I wasn't thinking clearly, and I fucking hate myself for it. I was angry at Gwen and I hadn't slept in so long I can't even remember and she almost burned my father's house down and her little friend was a real punk and she invited Banner over? Like in my father's point of view, what could be worse? Stark? Thats about it. Even thought my father isn't enemies with those people, it just didn't feel right [Realizing that he's writing on end, rambling.] I don't know.

[Long pause in writing.] I remember that I felt lonely. Irrationally lonely. Its like Peter has always had powers. Now Gwen does too and its [...] it was a stupid decision. I'm a fucking idiot, what can I say? I'm lucky it didn't kill me, I know that.

You can tell her how I'm doing or Peter can because he's here. [...] Do you think I love her?

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Re: Harry / MJ

youhitjackpot
2014-05-25 06:15 am UTC (link)

[A frown he can't see.] Harry, I'm serious. You can always come to me, okay? I don't have powers either. Does that make me fucking lonely? No. It was a stupid fucking decision. And I'm so glad you didn't get hurt because of it. [...] Gwen shouldn't have invited people over to your house. I know she's struggling with shit, too, but it isn't her place. You're right to be angry, but just [...] don't risk it again, please?

[...] One of us will. [Looongg pause.] Of course you do.

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	Re: Harry / MJ sybarite 2014-05-25 06:20 am UTC (link)
	You don't have powers, but you have something. And I won't risk it again, I swear. I there was only the one vial of the stuff, and it didn't work. [...] I don't want to think that somebody who loves another person does the kinds of things that I've done to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)