Tweak

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Tweak says, "My heart will NOT go on."

Rooms anonymous (roomsanon) wrote in rooms,
@ 2014-05-13 21:01:00

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*journal, anonymous, helena wayne, trystan chenille

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Ever hope that you'll fall asleep and find a sweet dream to never wake up from?

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	roomsanon 2014-05-14 03:54 am UTC (link)
	No. I haven't ever let myself get that close to someone. Why don't you talk to someone? Someone who can help you? Don't say that you've tried, because it clearly didn't fucking stick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-14 03:56 am UTC (link)
	i dont knwo who else ot talk to at this point. i had a guy once. i liked him. but he wont see me anymore. i cant even remebr why now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-14 04:00 am UTC (link)
	[...] What was he like? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-14 04:03 am UTC (link)
	kind. understanding. he had a really nice voice to listen to. made you think everything coudl be alright. i wasnt a good patient though. i wanted a quick fix and it asnt going to be and i was just difficult. he was so patient until he couldnt be with me anymore and its okay. i brought it on myself, yknow? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-14 04:29 am UTC (link)
	You were a patient, or a significant other? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-14 12:49 pm UTC (link)
	A patient. Only ever a patient. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-14 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	No one ever told you that quick fixes aren't the ones that stick? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-14 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	No, they've told me. I just kept hoping I'd be different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-15 12:15 am UTC (link)
	Maybe you wanted to fail. To prove to yourself that you're as worthless as you feel. It would be easier than really trying, and risk truly failing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	roomsanon 2014-05-15 12:19 am UTC (link)
	Also a very real possibility. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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