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Luke Henry is cursed to live for ([info]aneternity) wrote in [info]rooms,
@ 2015-04-15 21:39:00

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Entry tags:!marvel comics, *log, jack corvus, luke henry, wren henry

quicklog, marvel: luke & wren & jack
Who: Luke, Wren, Jack
What: Visits.
Where: Luke & Wren's house.
When: Nowish.
Warnings/Rating: Probably none.

[Evenings were quiet.

Gus was glad to be back at school, and he'd finished his homework (if what an almost six-year-old brought home could be called homework) and was now curled up in front of the TV, using Finch as a pillow. Being around other kids, it helped. Luke was glad for that. Maybe he and Wren weren't better yet, but they were getting there; each day was progress. That was what he told himself, anyway. But Gus and Lia were fine, and that mattered. The house was safe. He'd tested it, actually, gone outside and established a perimeter, invisible lines that somehow kept the dead at bay. It didn't really make sense, he knew that, but he figured it was all in his head and so the lack of logic didn't surprise him. He'd kind of accepted it, that maybe he'd come back from Silent Hill a little crazy. He could live with it, whether or not it went away.

Still, he was kind of glad Jack was coming over instead of them meeting somewhere. He could do it, he knew he could, but it'd be his first time seeing his friend since Silent Hill and somewhere safe seemed like the best place for that to happen.

Texting first was a good idea. Wren wouldn't get startled that way, he thought, and he remembered what'd happened when Evie came over; he hoped things went a little smoother this time. And since there was no doorbell, just a text, Luke let her know that Jack was here before getting up to open the door.]



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quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-04-16 03:55 am UTC (link)
[Jack knew a thing or two about the dead and how they followed. He had never gone the extra mile to draw lines to hold them back, however. The dead he saw were typically the friendly kind, if not always welcome.

He hadn't seen Luke or Wren since Silent Hill. Afterward, everyone had splintered, and things still weren't quite back together again the way they'd been before. The last few years had been uphill for everyone, but that door had been different, drawing out the other nightmares in ways that made them even more difficult to shake. In a way it had just deepened old wounds rather than create new ones, get them bleeding all at once, fresh and immediate.

He didn't see Helen much anymore. She'd been around consistently after Silent Hill, sitting on the kitchen counter, washing up in the bathroom. Now, though, he only saw her sometimes - out of the corner of his eye, at the end of the street. He knew it was a good thing. It didn't even sadden him to see her go, this time.

He didn't know what state Luke and Wren were in these days. He knew Thomas had been involved in getting Luke back on his feet, but he didn't know how, or what state Wren was in. 'Better,' Luke said. In Silent Hill she'd been nonverbal. Hopefully, 'better' was a marked improvement.

Jack did text before he knocked, though he honestly didn't expect it to matter as much to Luke as he did - he simply didn't want to arrive unannounced. When Luke opened the door, it was a relief to see him looking healthy and relatively pulled together. Time would tell.

For his part, Jack seemed roughly the same. He'd been sleeping better after working days hauling boxes, and the tiny place he'd found might not be glamorous, but it did have a shower that worked. He wore the same dark jeans and long-sleeved shirt he always had, and if he was the worse for wear, it wasn't physically visible. On the other hand, signs of violence and fatigue didn't show on him the way they used to.

There was no hesitation when Luke opened the door. He smiled a little, and gave his friend a brief, strong hug as a greeting.] Luke.

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]signpost
2015-04-16 05:09 am UTC (link)
[Wren was really, really bad with sounds.

Loud sounds, sharp sounds, unexpected sounds, sounds, sounds. Things startled her, and it took her hours and years to get herself back together. Out from the closet, and the kids had started to think it was a game. Dead children hiding beneath yards of dresses and pants, and Gus always said the clothes were curtains. Lia was happy just to be climbing on the people she loved, the binky in her mouth and constantly falling out between the words of her cheerful baby babble.

But Luke knew, and he told her Jack was coming, and so the knock was something she was ready for when it came.

Wren was at the top of the stairs, Lia on her hip. Pajama pants in cream, something vintage from the 20s and a matching top without sleeves, and the baby pulled the binky from her mouth and waved at the man with the dark hair. It didn't matter that Lia didn't know Jack well, if at all. She was friendly, the baby.

The little dead boy peeked over the back of the couch, and Wren smiled. She hadn't seen Jack in forever, and she didn't count the bad door as seeing. But her smile was warm; anyone who hugged Luke like that, right away and without hesitation, could stay, as far as Wren was concerned.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-04-16 05:32 am UTC (link)
[The door opened, and the first thought he had was that Jack looked okay. Physically, anyway. Luke knew he and Wren didn't look bad or wrong either, and Thomas had thought they were sane enough to get the kids back so, really, it couldn't be all that terrible. As long as she didn't say anything about them being dead (maybe he'd tell her about the lines, maybe that would help her believe), it'd be fine. And he wasn't insane. For the most part, he did feel okay. He always got back to sleep, and he wasn't the exhausted, delusional mess he'd been when they first got back from Silent Hill. Wren wasn't nonverbal or wandering around aimlessly either, and those were improvements.

He smiled, then, and didn't hesitate before hugging his friend back. Knowing he was okay was one thing, but seeing it was a really, really big relief.] Jack. It's good to see you. [He stepped back so Jack could come in, and when he glanced up the stairs his smile warmed at way Lia waved. He wasn't in pajamas, just jeans and a t-shirt, his usual casual attire.] How are things? [With finding a place, and finding a job. He gestured for Gus to come, since the little boy was peeking, and after a few seconds be climbed over the back of the couch and came over to offer a shy hug of his own.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-04-17 02:43 am UTC (link)
It's good to see you too. [After Luke, Jack gave Gus such a tight hug that he hoisted him up off the couch before setting him down again. He smiled up at Wren at the top of the stairs.] Hello Wren. [When she came down, if she chose to, she'd most likely be the victim of a tight hug as well. But he wasn't sure if she was seeing people, yet. Luke said she was better, but it was hardly his business to press anything.]

Things are fine. [He gave Gus a fond ruffle over the top of his head.] I have somewhere to live and I found a job. Just lifting boxed, essentially, but it's paying the rent for now.

[In the long term, he still didn't know what employment looked like. There was a nagging feeling that Max might come back sooner rather than later. If she did, and if she tried to open the flower show again, she'd need all the help she could get. But there was no way to know one way or the other right now, and he couldn't sit on the street and wait to see what happened. He felt a pang of guilt just thinking about her, off at basic yet again. If and when she came back, he owed her an apology, and he knew it.] How are you two? [Asked to both of them, with a glance up to Wren and a smile for her and Lia.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]signpost
2015-04-17 04:49 am UTC (link)
[Down a step, down a step, down a step, and Wren smiled when Gus squealed happily at being hoisted off the couch. Dead or not, she liked it when the kids were happy, and she only locked them up so everyone would be safe. So they wouldn't slip to wherever ghost children went, and so they wouldn't hurt people the way ghost children did.

Down a step, down a step, down a step, and she sat near the bottom of the staircase and let the squirmy one-year-old go and crawl her way to the newcomer. Lia waddled around these days, and she coasted like she owned the coffee table, but crawling was still faster when she really, really wanted something. And right now, she really, really wanted to sit herself on Jack's foot, bumblebee pjs and a yellow bow in her sparse cinnamon curls.]

Bonjour, Jack. [Wren didn't come closer, but she was genuinely glad to see him. She couldn't come right out and tell him that Luke was having trouble, because she'd promised she wouldn't do that, and she doubted Luke had said anything himself. But maybe it would come up, or maybe she could let Jack know she was worried.]

Do you need help lifting boxes? [Evie, Evie, and she was always thinking about Evie. About how to help, and maybe that was a little pushy, but Wren didn't realize. And the thought was interrupted by Cygne, fully grown now and impossible, with a wagging tail. Wren called her back to the stairs, so the dog wouldn't knock Jack over. Finch was well behaved; Cygne was a terror.

Instead of answering Jack's question immediately, Wren glanced over at Luke, waiting to see what he said.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-04-17 05:45 am UTC (link)
[Luke knew all about fine, but he didn't think Jack was lying. He didn't think things were bad and he was trying to pretend, and he liked to think he could read people decently well, enough to know. Especially people he'd known for years and years.] Good. [Because it was good, that he had employment and a place to live. Like Wren, he only wanted good things for their friends. And it was hard to think of anything bad when the kids were around, Gus pleased to see Jack and Lia happy to have a foot to sit on. She was friendly, the baby-- maybe too friendly, too trusting (even though logically he knew that was normal) but those dark worries had no place here. She was safe.]

She likes people, as you can tell. [He smiled down at Lia, only half listening as Wren asked if he needed help lifting boxes. He knew she wasn't asking for herself. It was probably for Evie, because a lot of things were for Evie these days and he knew how much she wanted to help her friend. And that was good. He'd been alone, alone, alone, but she deserved better. She deserved to have help.

Like Lia, Cygne was just as friendly but ten times more impossible now that she was fully grown instead of a puppy. Finch always, always listened. She didn't. Not that Luke wasn't fond of the dog, he was, but Finch would always be his. Even now, there was no jumping up or barking from him. No, he was a good dog, and if anyone who wasn't a friend walked through that door they'd be very, very sorry. As for Jack's question, he'd already decided not to tell him everything. It wasn't that he didn't trust Jack, but he'd worry. If he knew that he was seeing dead people, he'd worry. If he knew that Wren still thought the kids were ghosts more often than not, he'd worry. Luke didn't want him to worry.] We're okay. Wren's trying to help Evie find work, and I've still got my job.

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-04-20 02:16 am UTC (link)
[He didn't pick up immediately that Wren's question was about Evie, but he smiled all the same.] I'm doing alright carrying them myself, I think. [Then the potential meaning carried through.] If you know someone, I do think they need more people. But I'm looking for something else myself, if I can get it.

[Lia couldn't have made for a sweeter, more innocent picture wrapping herself around his foot. He leaned against the side of the couch to be sure he stayed steady, then bent to ruffle a hand through those sweet curls.] Hello, sweetheart. [She was bigger, much bigger, and so was Gus. A sign he ought to be here more. There was really no chance to pet Cygne before she doubled back to Wren, but the chaos and warmth and dogs and happy children made him smile in an honest way. It made him feel like he was in the right place, more genuine warmth than he'd known in a long while.

When Luke answered, he glanced up at him, then to Wren. Honestly, it sounded like a bullshit answer - having a job didn't mean he was alright, and Wren trying to help Evie find work meant literally nothing about how Wren was doing. Those were things they were occupying themselves with, not things they felt. But the kids were here, and it only felt appropriate to say so much.] I don't know if lifting boxes is something Evie would be interested in, or I'd recommend it. They'll definitely be looking for someone new once I leave, though, so I'll let you know.

[At last, he reached down and picked up Lia, with a swoop intended to make her laugh.] The two of you are lucky you deserve such cute kids.

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]signpost
2015-04-20 02:49 am UTC (link)
How heavy are the boxes? [Wren asked the question with a little smile, simplistic innocence that came across as being really, really genuine. If they weren't too bad, she'd even go with Evie to help. She could volunteer, but she wasn't sure if people volunteered to carry boxes. But then Jack said he was looking for something else, and she pouted a little, her box-carrying plans going up in smoke.] Are you thinking of anywhere specific?

[Wren smiled as Jack ruffled Lia's curls, and the baby giggled and pulled herself up using Jack's pant leg, until she was standing with one arm up, pacifier back in her mouth, and demanding to be carried while she babbled around the pacifier.

Gus wanted to show Jack his games, and Wren remembered just how much the little boy had idolized Luke's best friend, and it did seem like it had been a long, long time since Jack had been around. She wasn't sure if that was true, or maybe it was just time playing tricks. It did that since the bad door, and time slipped, and she didn't notice. Gus would say he hadn't eaten all day, and maybe it was like that, though she didn't really think dead children needed to eat. But Luke said they did, and so she fed them.

She listened as Luke told Jack that everything was okay, and maybe she frowned just a tiny, tiny bit. She didn't mean to, but she did, and it was Jack talking about whether or not lifting boxes was something Evie would like that made her stop and pay attention again. She thought about it a few seconds longer, about Evie and boxes, and she was pretty sure Evie would rather stay in dangerous Gotham with her hats.

But Lia got swooped up then, and she giggled enough to drop her pacifier on Jack's face, and Wren smiled; Lia giggled a lot for a little dead girl.]

Do you want something to eat, Jack? Or something to drink? [She asked the question as she stood and started toward the kitchen, though maybe, maybe she gave Jack a little look before glancing over at Luke with a smile.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-04-20 07:55 pm UTC (link)
[Luke knew Wren would seize absolutely any opportunity to find work for Evie, and so he let her ask without interrupting. He was quiet, just listening, watching, but not in a bad way. Gus was happy and Lia was giggling, Wren and Jack were smiling, and there was nothing bad, nothing bad at all. All his worries (and he had a lot of them these days) melted away, at least temporarily. The kids were proof that there was still good in the world, and it was hard to believe anything bad could exist at all when he looked at them.

While he had a better grasp on time than Wren did, he wasn't sure how long it'd been since Jack had been over. Probably too long. Quiet, quiet, and he smiled when Gus insisted on showing off his games, and he purposely ignored Wren's frown and Jack's glance between the two of them, like he hadn't found his answer very convincing. What was he supposed to say? They were okay. They were better. Not good, no, but okay. And for now okay had to be enough. He ruffled Gus's hair fondly as the little boy shifted impatiently, waiting to lead Jack into the living room.]

We're really, really lucky. [He wasn't sure if they deserved the kids--well, he wasn't sure if he did--but he wasn't going to say as much in front of them.] You might just be her new favorite person. [Lia loved everyone, and she loved attention. Then Wren was asking about food and drinks, and Luke gestured for Jack to follow them into the living room as Gus started babbling about this game and that game. He missed her look, but it didn't matter, and he returned her smile with one of his own.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-04-21 02:51 am UTC (link)
Not really, if I'm honest. [Just something that was a little more of a steady distraction than box lifting. Maybe something that required more thought.

He knelt down, settling Lia down again so she could toddle around if she wanted to. He didn't mind having a pacifier dropped on his face. It made him laugh a little, and he picked it up and set it aside, so she didn't put it from the floor directly back into her mouth.

He wasn't sure what that look from Wren meant, but he did see how she turned to Luke, and it made him wonder. Luke had made it sound like Wren was the one who was really struggling, but he knew how Luke had been when Thomas was in the house. He hadn't been alright then, so why should he be fully alright now?] Honestly, I wouldn't turn down something to eat, thank you. [He had forgotten to eat today, something that happened more often than it used to. When you were so busy trying to stay busy, sometimes basic things fell to the wayside.

He followed Gus into the living room. That smile Wren and Luke shared meant something, and it was important, whatever was still wrong.] I get the feeling everyone is Lia's favorite person. [She was such a sweet girl, and he made sure she was able to crawl along after them as they made their way into the living room, ready to pick her up again at a moment's notice.

When Wren was in the kitchen and they were all in the living room, he let Gus run to get a game. While Gus was occupied, he spoke again.] You don't have to be okay, you know. [He looked at his friend.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]signpost
2015-04-21 04:35 am UTC (link)
[Wren nodded a little gratefully when Jack said he wouldn't mind something to eat. She liked the distraction of the kitchen, even if it didn't come with the blank mania of soup, and soup, and soup. But some of her fondest memories of her maman were wrapped in kitchen light and the scent of herbs, and whenever she was stressed it helped. It wasn't as a good as the safe claustrophobia of a closet, but it was close, and she kind of hoped Jack would get Luke talking while she prepared something.

Gus ran off to get his game, but Wren intercepted him with the promise of letting him help her make something for Uncle Jack to eat. Gus, he liked to spend time with her in the kitchen, even when he was just being quiet and sitting on the floor with some book of animals open across his lap. He was more vocal with Luke, Gus, but then Wren wasn't very vocal, and together they tended to just be quiet. But this invitation was deliberate, and maybe Luke would say more without the little boy around to listen. Because Gus understood things, everything, and he asked about them later in quiet whispers when he thought she couldn't hear the conversations between him and his père beneath blankets and pillow forts.

Lia, Lia was small, and all she wanted was to be held; she didn't understand things, and Wren didn't remember what it was like to be that young and not know there were bad things in the world. As she went, she handed the baby a fresh pacifier, and she took the old one with her to wash.

So, she and Gus disappeared into the kitchen, and then started pulling out the makings of Gus' favorite snack, which was basically a lot of tiny finger foods on a plate. Wren had bought utensils that wouldn't hurt him ages ago, and she let him pull olives out one by one for the platter she set on the counter, and she let him cut the little blocks of cheese with the safety knife, his little feet on a tiny step stool and he meticulously arranged things on the plate, like Jack was visiting royalty and it all had to be just right.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-04-21 08:48 pm UTC (link)
[Luke wished he could do more to help Jack find something better than lifting boxes, but it'd taken him a while to find something he liked and he didn't have a whole lot of ideas when it came to jobs. He wasn't very good at being helpful these days. Still, he thought he could try.] What do you like doing? [It was a simple question, but important. He understood the need for money, did he ever, but working wasn't so bad if you liked what you were doing. He had a lot of experience with jobs he didn't care about, all because of the paycheck. He smiled down at Lia as she crawled after them, determined not to be left behind. He didn't worry so much about Wren being in the kitchen anymore, because the days of blankness and endless soup seemed to be over. That was something, at least, even if things weren't perfect.

He sat down on the couch, watching as Lia happily accepted the new pacifier, stuck it in her mouth, and started coasting around the coffee table as she liked to do.] Most people, yeah. She's definitely not shy. [Luke might have missed the look Wren gave Jack, but he did notice that Gus followed his mother into the kitchen instead of coming back with a game. Lia was too young to understand anything but Gus, Gus listened, Gus was curious. He could put two and two together. But he didn't mind, he wasn't angry. He knew Wren was just worried about him, like he was worried about her. Cygne followed to investigate what was going on in the kitchen, always interested in food, while Finch padded into the living room and settled at his feet.

When Jack spoke, he looked up. It wasn't entirely true, but he understood where he was coming from. Bottling things up was unhealthy, and pretending wasn't any better. But this wasn't something anyone could help with. No one could get in his head and making him stop seeing the dead, just like no one could get in Wren's head and make her believe the kids were alive. He'd do everything in his power to make her see the truth, but in the end she was the one who had to see it. Just like he was the one who had to find a way to make the hallucinations (if they were hallucinations) stop, or else learn to live with them.

But he didn't want to outright lie to his friend.] I know. [He shrugged.] I can't say it's been easy. But I'm taking each day as it comes, and day by day things get better. So it's okay.

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-04-23 04:01 am UTC (link)
[Once Gus and Wren had moved into the kitchen, and Lia had her new pacifier, Jack sat beside Luke and watched the girl coast gleefully around the coffee table. It was difficult to be too worried or down in the face of anything so cute.] You know. [He looked over at his friend, and he shrugged.] Music and poetry, the two least money-making prospects there are. [He watched Lia.] It doesn't need to be something I love. I just need to like it a little better than boxes, I think.

[It was hard for him to believe that his dream job was waiting around the corner, not with his history. Ideally, he wanted to help people. Those other interests always came second to that, and they likely always would. But he wouldn't make much of an officer of the law, and he'd tried government service in the past.

He watched Luke. He didn't think his nonchalant approach was even close to the truth, but he couldn't force Luke to say something he wasn't interested in divulging.] I want to believe that for you. [It was the best he could do. The best any of them could, really. They could tackle the days and see what they brought, and hope things got better, not worse.] How bad do the down days get?

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-04-24 07:21 pm UTC (link)
[Luke smiled.] Right. [Neither were very practical job-wise, but hobbies weren't a bad thing.] You never know. You could hit it big. [It was a joke, mostly, and he watched Lia for a few seconds, marvelling at how absolutely carefree she was, before looking back at his friend.] I used to do stuff like that too, and I never liked it much either. I get it. [If he'd thought Jack had any interest in law enforcement, he'd have offered his help in a heartbeat. But the government thing hadn't worked out, and he had no reason to think his friend wanted to be a cop; sometimes even he had trouble toeing the line.]

You'll find something. [Maybe words didn't mean much, but he meant them all the same. He reached down absently to scratch behind the dog's ear, and his tail drummed a steady thump-thump-thump against the carpet.] Thanks. [He did believe that things were getting better, just... slowly. Luke wished it'd speed up even just a little. He shrugged when Jack asked how bad the down days got.] They're manageable. It was pretty bad after we first got back, but it's not like that anymore. I guess... I wish I could just blink and make it all go away, but it doesn't work like that. [He glanced up and over.] How about you?

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-04-27 03:29 am UTC (link)
I will. [And surely he would. He didn't acknowledge that, in a way, he was also playing a waiting game. Hope was waning that the old Max would ever come back, and she was going to be mad as hell at him even if she did, but he hadn't entirely let go of the idea that she might show up on his door one day needing his help again. It was a stupid thing to wait for, but he'd give it another week or two. It was an acknowledgement that things had changed, finding something new. It felt final.

Luke changing the subject as quickly as possible wasn't anything new in their conversations, and that saddened Jack. He didn't know if Luke didn't think his friend could handle hearing about his troubles anymore, or if he just couldn't stand to say anything about them out loud. Wren clearly knew something that he didn't. He'd seen it in the look in her eye.]

What do you want to blink and make go away? What kind of bad is it?

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-04-27 05:10 am UTC (link)
[Hope took a lot of energy, and he didn't have all that much these days. Of course he wanted the old Max back, but there'd been no word for a while; Luke wasn't even sure what was going on with Amanda. If she came back, she came back. If she didn't, or she stayed young, well, it sucked, but there was nothing they could do. He knew Jack would take it hard but he didn't know how to make that better either.

He used to be a lot better at changing the subject. It wasn't even that he wanted to so much as he felt he should, because everyone had enough problems of their own without him adding his to the mix. That was the kind of thinking he'd been really, really good at in Seattle, the kind he tried to leave behind, but he couldn't seem to help it. Even with Wren, they'd only talked about it once. Luke didn't bring it up anymore; he kind of hoped she'd just assume things were better and forget. He shrugged again, because that was easier than answering and it bought him some time. Not long, but a few seconds anyway.]

You know. Going to that door. Everything that happened there. It's... the kind of bad you want to forget.

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-04-28 02:31 am UTC (link)
[Jack watched Luke. It was an unusually inscrutable expression. Jack generally wore most of his emotions out in the open, even if he was good at boxing the bad ones away for situations where they weren't wanted or needed. Whatever was eating Luke, it went back to that door.] I don't know if we get to forget. [Quiet enough, but true. Pretending something never happened didn't usually do him any good, and he didn't think it did Luke any good either.

But maybe things were different now. Maybe having kids in your life made that different. Maybe it was for the best to try to kick the can down the road and see how far it would skip. But he didn't think so.]

If you can do that, and it feels right to you, then I'm happy for you. [He searched his friend's face.] If not, you might be better off telling someone than ignoring it. [He paused a moment, then sank back against the couch.] Not telling anybody is how you end up reciting poetry to people off rooftops. And I just don't know if you've got the knack for that. [A faint smile.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-04-30 04:04 am UTC (link)
[Luke could feel Jack's gaze on him, even without looking up. If only they'd never gone to that door, if only Wren and Evie had ended up somewhere else-- anywhere else. If only Wren hadn't gone to get powers from a stranger, then she wouldn't have needed to go to another door in the first place; so many if onlys. Going over them all could drive someone insane. And of course they didn't get to forget, life wasn't that kind. Even when they did manage to catch a break it seemed a tiny, tiny reprieve in the face of all the bad things that came before and followed after. Things had been good, before. Holidays and family and happiness. Now, this. Death everywhere and questionable sanity. He sighed.] It's not fair. [Which was stating the obvious, but it was still true.

Forgetting would be nice. Nothing about that door was right, nothing at all. He looked up, saying nothing, but smiled at the mention of poetry on rooftops. He remembered.] No. I don't think it's really my thing. [For a moment, he hesitated.] I'll try. [Try what, he didn't specify, but maybe just trying in general, trying to be honest, would be enough.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-05-01 02:17 am UTC (link)
No. [Quiet agreement, and no more. There was nothing more to say. on that score. Life had never been fair to any of them - why would it start up again now?

Luke's smile was encouraging, at least. It meant Luke could still smile in an honest way, in a way that didn't immediately signify he was hiding some inner hurt, though he obviously was. He didn't know if his friend's affirmative answer meant that he was going to tell him something now, or later, or maybe tell somebody else entirely, but he stayed quiet long enough to see if Luke had any more to say.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-05-03 06:04 pm UTC (link)
[He had a chance to say it, to admit what was wrong. Jack wouldn't judge him. He might even understand. Luke could say the words and within the safety of the house it could be okay, nothing would happen, and yet... something held him back. Maybe he should wait. If it got worse, then he could tell Jack. For now, it was enough that Wren knew. Wren saw through his pretense. Why worry anyone else if, maybe, this would go away in a couple of days?

So, he stayed quiet. A weak smile and a shrug, like that was explanation enough. He'd try-- just not now.] It might get better. [A small concession. Then Lia pushed away from the table, little arms flailing, and he caught her and lifted her onto his lap.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]vivreencore
2015-05-05 03:20 am UTC (link)
[There was, perhaps, no more to say. Whatever the trouble was, 'it might get better.' It was something that Luke had admitted even that much, and that much would have to do, as Luke swept Lia up in his arms.

He smiled at the little girl. She was such a sweet thing. She might grow up without being touched by any of this. He hoped the same for Gus, but it was hard to be sure. Gus was old enough, now, that he might still remember when he was older. Time would tell, but God, he hoped he'd forget every second of it.]

And you'll tell me if it doesn't. [Kind, but not quite a question.]

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Re: quicklog: wren, luke, jack
[info]aneternity
2015-05-06 12:02 am UTC (link)
[Relief came when Jack didn't push, instead gently insisting in his own way that Luke tell him if it didn't get better. Which, he thought, he should do. Even if it was hard. Wren would want him to do the same, wouldn't she? Even though he had no idea what Jack could do that neither of them could, trust went both ways. He exhaled quietly as Lia babbled and nodded.] I'll-- I'll tell you if it doesn't. [He glanced up with a hint of gratitude and started to say thanks, but then Gus came in importantly holding a plate of finger foods, Wren trailing along behind, and words became a smile. At least for now, things were okay.]

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