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αℓєχ υ∂ιησν ஜ knows how to live with the pain (russiandoll) wrote in risingscenes,

It was so tempting, and it would have been so easy. She knew that. But she also knew she had to stop thinking like a junkie. The sobolex had done...God knew what to her. She had to be stronger, to resist. She reacted well enough to him not being human though, she supposed. It didn't seem like a big deal when coupled with everything else about this place. She didn't know part of the reason she didn't fear it was due to his compulsion over her.

He was offering her his blood. And that was just so messed up. Deep down, somewhere, Alex knew that. But even so, she couldn't help being tempted. There really was no such thing as an ex-junkie was there? Amanda had told her that she would always want to use. But hybrid blood? That might be pushing it. No, it was pushing it. That was a line, she wasn't sure she could cross. He had changed into something dark and unnatural, and even if she wasn't so frightened of him...she wasn't sure she wanted to drink his blood.

She did trust him, but she wasn't sure she trusted herself. "I really shouldn't..." She told him, hesitantly. She was a little shaky about this. She didn't want to become addicted to something else, even if it did take the pain away.