Lily Luna Potter (heytherejuliet) wrote in ridgewayresort, @ 2011-03-29 08:43:00 |
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Entry tags: | scorpius malfoy |
Who: Lily and Scorpius
When: March 29th
What: Lily has been avoiding Scorpius, but apparently it can't last forever.
Where: The pool
Lily hadn't been able to get that night off her mind. The way Scorpius looked at her, the kiss. She wanted more of it, but she knew that now that they were both sober that wouldn't happen. She was pretty sure that his feelings were alcohol-induced anyway and that he probably regretted everything that happened that night. She didn't regret it at all, though she knew as hard as it was to commit to anyone before, it was going to be that much harder to move on now. Now that she knew what a real kiss was. All of the guys she'd dated before seemed awfully juvenile after that.
She shook those thoughts, keeping her eyes on the water from her lifeguard station. The last thing she needed right now was to let Scorpius distract her if someone needed help. It was just so hard to get him off her mind. It always had been but now that they were here and they kissed, it was that much harder. And that kiss... it made her wonder if there was any possibility that those feelings had actually been real. Maybe her love wasn't so unrequited after all. But that didn't change one solid fact: them being together was wrong. Her family would flip and she couldn't have that, especially when she was on the rocks with them as it was. She needed to redeem herself and Scorpius Malfoy was not the way to do that.
Everything looked calm out on the water, but there weren't many people out there this time of morning anyway. Still, if someone was going to drown, it would be sudden, which was why she was determined to keep her mind on the job and not on a boy she could never have.