"A bit, yeah. For the better though, generally speaking," he replied. Having the potion was definitely an improvement, and one he could never overlook. It certainly made things easier, overall, however familiar the whole process would remain.
It was probably completely unfair of him to bring up that night. After all, he was the one who had avoided talking about it before, and Sirius had gone along with him. But he was feeling, well, bolder at the moment, and looking at the other man, he simply wanted it to be worth the risk.
Maybe he was a fool. Maybe this was where was making the huge mistake and putting their friendship on the line. Maybe. It seemed as though at this point, it could go either way. For some reason he was still having difficulty reading the situation.
"I'm sure you do," he agreed lightly. "But what you do doesn't generally involve being a total coward and running away from something--important."