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Tweak says, "My Reality Check bounced"

Noah Lazarus ✦ David Shepherd (tankslayer) wrote in reincarnatecomm,
@ 2015-02-28 18:06:00

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lydia evans, noah lazarus, olivia shepherd

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To: Lydia Evans, Olivia Shepherd, NPC Lazarus family
From: Noah Lazarus

> I'm about to do something really stupid. I'm sorry.

[And then he does something stupid.]

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	Reply herworship 2015-03-03 04:18 am UTC (link)
	> I'm very sure. >> Someone less new to the job might have been able to prevent what happened to Zach, that's all. >>> Not sure, but I'm on my way to see him. Assuming you're not still in danger of getting arrested for treason, that is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tankslayer
2015-03-03 04:46 am UTC (link)

>> Even people with experience can't see everything coming. You can't predict for everything, that's the biggest lesson you learn with experience. Please, don't blame yourself when you just proved how competent you are.

>>> No immediate danger, I don't think they've figured out what to do yet. If he's heard, tell him I'm sorry I didn't warn him. I was kind of hoping he wouldn't be watching yet, I didn't want to stress him out more.

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	Reply herworship 2015-03-03 06:45 am UTC (link)
	>> It's hard not to blame myself with Zach. When you spend your whole life looking out for someone only to fail when it matters most, even logic and reason temporarily goes out the window. >>> I'll tell him. Even though you have nothing to be sorry for. You did the right thing, Noah. He'll ~~eventually~~ see that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tankslayer
2015-03-07 12:33 am UTC (link)

>> I understand. I'd probably feel the same way if it was one of my brothers. ~~I can~~ If it would make you feel better, I can sit down and go over it with you. Like a debriefing, to help you figure out if there was anything you could have done differently.

>>> Thank you. I know it was right, and I'm sure he does too, but if it was a shock for someone who I'd warned, it was probably worse for anyone who I didn't.

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	Reply herworship 2015-03-07 09:38 am UTC (link)
	>> ... That would really help me, actually. If you don't mind. >>> I don't think you should worry so much about what Zach will think. I love my brother, but he can be a little short sighted when it comes to the people close to him. Give yourself some credit. You were right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reply tankslayer 2015-03-07 04:25 pm UTC (link)
	>> Of course I don't mind. Whenever you're ready. >>> ~~Yes, but we're~~ ~~He's~~ It's hard not to worry a little more about him right now. Of course he tells me about Jack and then almost immediately goes and gets shot before I can make him talk about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reply herworship 2015-03-08 12:35 am UTC (link)
	>> I really appreciate it. >>> You'll get your chance to. I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reply tankslayer 2015-03-08 05:12 am UTC (link)
	>> Any time. I mean it. >>> I trust you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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