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Tweak says, "I'm going commando."

dax. (withstanding) wrote in quiddtalk,
@ 2017-07-08 21:32:00

Entry tags:

character: alicia spinnet, character: heidi macavoy, character: marlene spinnet, character: matilda dukelow, character: maud macfarlan

[Maud]

I fucked up. I'm sorry.

[Heidi]

That's not what happened.

[Matty]

I need help. I don't know what to do anymore.

~~[Alicia]~~

If you want your
Come get your shi
I can't

Why?

Added much later:

[Marlene]

I'm sorry.

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	Patrick stint 2017-07-09 05:11 am UTC (link)
	Listen, bub (I'm trying to be Pip, can you tell?). You're not gonna do anything besides hit that pretty boy around a 'lil bit' (bloody Americans). You are a good person. One of the best. You are no trouble, because we all love you very, very much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Matty. withstanding 2017-07-09 05:13 am UTC (link)
	Thanks... Pip. I don't know how I feel, Matty. I don't feel like a good person, but I still don't feel like I did anything wrong. Thanks, though. I don't know what I'd do without you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Patrick stint 2017-07-09 05:15 am UTC (link)
	I tipped my imaginary cowboy hat at you. You can feel like shit and still feel awesome that you punched him in the face. Think about it. Reverse the roles and pretend I am you. Then what? What would you say? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Matty. withstanding 2017-07-09 05:45 am UTC (link)
	I mean, at the end of the day he still won, didn't he? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Patrick stint 2017-07-09 03:13 pm UTC (link)
	No? Why would you want to stay with a cheater? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Matty. withstanding 2017-07-09 03:16 pm UTC (link)
	I don't. I won't. I'm sure if I gave her the chance, Alicia might have wanted to work things out, but I'd never trust her again. Even if I still wanted to be with her, everything is broken. I just mean he gets everything he wants in the end, and only an easily fixed broken nose for his troubles. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Patrick stint 2017-07-09 04:05 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think that's the case. He probably thought everyone would be fine with it. Instead, they're both even bigger insufferable shits than before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Matty. withstanding 2017-07-09 04:06 pm UTC (link)
	Fuck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Patrick stint 2017-07-09 04:30 pm UTC (link)
	What? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Matty. withstanding 2017-07-09 04:31 pm UTC (link)
	She's talking to me. I can't do this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Patrick stint 2017-07-09 04:33 pm UTC (link)
	You wanna make her mad? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Matty. withstanding 2017-07-09 04:35 pm UTC (link)
	Yes? No. Maybe. I don't fucking know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Patrick stint 2017-07-09 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	Tell her that you're staying at mine. Slip in a bit about how I'm a good cook. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Matty.

withstanding
2017-07-09 05:09 pm UTC (link)

I don't... Matty. I appreciate the effort, but I don't really want to make her jealous. Even if I thought it would work, she's probably drinking herself to death, and while I don't think a little guilt is undeserved... I don't know. I just want to move past this, but I can't. It's in my face every goddamn day. Everyone is either looking at me with pity or clapping me on the back for hitting her boyfriend or yelling at me for the same behavior.

I just... don't want to deal with it. I don't want to be petty. I don't want to be this angry. This isn't me and I feel fucking lost.

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