Challenge #45 - Blow Jobs
Title: Questions (Parts 14.15.16) Author: Foreverbm Timeline: After season 4 Condoms: 3 to Michael
“He climbed out of his sleeping bag and found his back pack, rummaging through it, finally pulling out a handful of condoms. He handed one to me and all I could think was I was glad it was dark so he couldn’t see my face, which I knew was turning a bright red” “You were what….excited…scared?” “A bit of both I guess” Michael sighed, remembering back to that all defining moment. “I was all fingers and thumbs but I eventually got it open and tried to remember all the lessons Ma and Brian had given me about putting it on”
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“Cucumber thoughts?” Ben whispered, knowing how hard this was for Michael. Those words earned him a small smile. “Yeah! Not quite the same though as I soon found out. My hands were shaking so badly but he didn’t say anything and eventually I got it on. He moved onto his back and I crawled down the mattress, millions of thoughts running through my head, none of them good!” “Your first time is daunting. I know mine was” “I just didn’t think it would be in a tent with someone I’d never said two words to before that night. Pathetic huh?”
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“No baby….you’ve never been pathetic” Ben ran his fingers down his husband’s cheek, feeling the pain and heartache that was coming through in Michael’s halting account of that night. “You wanted it to be special but sadly it doesn’t always work out that way” Michael lifted his head, his eyes meeting Ben’s. He traced his fingers over his lips, before kissing them gently. “Do you have any idea how much I love you Ben Bruckner?” “Yes….and you can show me later” Ben winked, receiving a dazzling smile from Michael that always made his heart beat just that little bit faster.