vamphile (vamphile) wrote in qaf_drabbles, @ 2007-09-15 18:09:00 |
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Entry tags: | author: vamphile, challenge #30: 216-220 |
Not that kind of shower scene
Title: Not That Kind of Shower Scene (Brian’s POV)
Author: Vamphile
Timeline: 219?
Condom: Justin
I scared him, in the shower? That’s new. The look on his face when he says my name is not. He wants to tell me something. I already know. He looks at me, and, at least for a moment, he can read me again because he doesn’t. He kisses me and I turn him around, this we can do. This still works. He gives himself over to pleasure and I try to do the same. It’s what I’m famous for. I can’t help wondering why this is the only thing that still works between us. I know he’s leaving soon.
Title: Not That Kind of Shower Scene (Justin's POV)
Author: Vamphile
Timeline: 219?
Condom: Justin
I know he knows. I know I should tell him. I know he doesn’t want me to. So I let him fuck me. It’s not really a hardship. We’ve never had trouble in this area, we still don’t. I lean my head back; he rolls his hips and pushes into me. What the fuck am I thinking? I know he cares, he has to, this isn’t just sex, it can’t be. But when we’re done he doesn’t say a word, doesn’t look at me, the feeling is lost again. I’m lost again. I have to tell him, just… not tonight.